My EnIgMaTiC Life

2010-12-13T08:22:00.000+08:00

Why must the reserve seat be the only one to be given up to the elderly or pregnant people?

People see this seat to become a specific different one with an obligation to give up instead.

Seriously, the main idea was to encourage people to give up their seats in general, but instead, all u see on mrt is that when the reserve seats are already taken by the needy, people will just imply "sorry old auntie, uncle, pregnant ladies, no more reserve seats!"

2010-11-14T22:32:00.004+08:00

Welcome back to blogger...I think blogging is really becoming phasing out as people spend more time on facebook and twitter.

In this world of digital networking, it's becoming easy to make someone go crazy.

Just by cutting down his network connection, no sms, no facebook, no twitter, no blogging, no iphone, no ipad.

As technology improves, I wonder if networking really improves, with people spending lesser and lesser time actually talking physically to one another.

After all, sometimes the best things are spoken in silence.

2010-07-12T02:08:00.004+08:00

Old friend, take care on your way to heaven.

Sadly, we will never get to play basketball or bridge together again.

Rest in peace.

Rest in peace.

4C will never be the same without you.

2010-05-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

Came across this song online, different version from jay chou, which I like this version better. Oh well, it's a song from the great song writer Jay Chou too :)
Enjoy!

2010-05-12T12:38:00.000+08:00

曾经听说，
每个人都是被上帝咬过一口的苹果，
都是不完美的。
有的人缺陷少，
有的缺陷多。
缺陷多的人，
不是因为被上帝抛弃，惩罚。
其实是你们才是上帝更疼爱的一群，
所以在上帝才会在苹果上咬的大口一点。

2010-04-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

Movie Update! since I am so much more free now, yesterday me and my girl watched Kickass.

Kickass is a movie about some ordinary guy trying to wear a random costume and become a super hero, initially I tot it would be a light hearted comedy, turnout that my girl got traumatized by the film...SORRY! I really didn't expect that it would be so violent and bloody. If you want to find out more, you should try watching the film, in a sense, it's really intriguing and unique, worth a watch, but it's not a light hearted movie, more of a dark humour kind. But somehow, I feel that it's like a true reflection of violence happening somewhere where crime rates are really high.

The most amazing part I think was acting by this girl called Chloe Moretz.

She's like only 13 years old, and in this picture she's like just a normal pretty little flower girl kind...but she plays this character called Hit girl in the movie.

This is Hit Girl, she's like the perfect assassin in the movie, killing people violently and damn gory. It's quite cool in a sense, just watch the movie and you will know how I feel..it's like a little girl killing machine. I just realize she also play the female photographer in the diary of a whimpy kid. It's like a dark humour kind of movie, sometimes you really think the characters are damn cock and funny, sometimes they are really too gory for a light hearted movie.

Had a nice weekend of movie, dinner and kbox! =) Thank you baby! I love you!

2010-04-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

Ever wondered why you still get to see tons of young mother pushing their babies in prams around during peak hour?

I was just thinking that these mothers can't be working if they are bring their babies, if they wanna go out, why wait until office hours, where the MRT's DAMN squeezy. All the virus and germs will go to your child lar, and it's so difficult to travel during these time, like if you are stuck at the other door, you probably need to move like 20 people out of the way to travel to the exit on the opposite door.

The thing is that when these mothers have prams, they usually just dun care, shove it in the MRT, rolling over some innocent legs, which is really painful.

These prams are also usually so big these days, you wonder where do those smaller simple prams in the past goes to. It's like a "Singaporean adults wanna get bigger car, Singaporean babies wanna get bigger prams" kind of thing. They take up at least like 3-4 standing adults spaces.

These babies will also suddenly cry in the middle of no where, probably because it is too squeezy and hot, and then everyone around will suffer, especially worst when it is so crowded during peak hours.

Even when you try to ignore everything, and try to focus on the fact that babies are small, you will realise that the "baby" in the pram usually turn out to be some 4,5 years old big children who has overgrown his pram with his feet sticking out When we were young, we definitely would have been standing and holding onto the handrail, secretly wanting to swing around it but can't cause too squeezy. Or you will simply find that the kids are standing around, but the pram was simply used to carry things that they buy in shopping trips.

Look how gracious our society is these days.

2010-04-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had a F up day with an F up experience. Some bitch manager email the admin partner, managing partner, admin manager, HR department and my counsellor to complain that I am on leave and she "didn't see me in office" and threaten me as such: "As such, we will need to recall him back tomorrow, 8 April 2010 and 9 April 2010 until the outstanding work for Metro is cleared, before we can process the HR clearance and final pay cheque for this month.“

The thing is there's nothing outstanding, just creating paper profile, which is creating a dumb useless icon in workspace to show that you have hardcopy evidence. Which took me at most 2-3 hour. She have to make a BIG HU HA all that when she could have msn, sms, call, email me to ask me do (which I have forgotten to do because it's extremely dumb. I practically see no pt in creating them)

Yet she has to do this kind of crap. To thing she had my msn, as in I tot she was a friend although was a manager.

Now I know that work colleagues are really just colleagues. Not friends.

Anyway, enjoy song now, ignore dumb things, dumb people.

I am so glad I am out of EY like really soon. 1 more day!

This is an old song, but really one of my favourite song. My current ringtone also.

Enjoy it.

2010-04-07T22:38:00.003+08:00

A picture says a thousand words :)

I LOVE YOU!

2010-04-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

This few days been thinking about how to make a nice present for my darling..I have something in mind already, but two of the stupid shop branches was closed! Ji dan gao...luckly I found another branch somewhere...got to go visit it tmr...

That's super essential...hope I pull off a nice present this time. Can't wait for a great long weekend tgt and a nice 2 year celebration :)

2010-03-31T02:56:00.001+08:00

@ MC: yes you will be back, maybe can see you and kah weng again doing each side of the pyramid like our year

@ scarlet: yes yes sadly/gladly i become more politically correct...haha...audit trained me to be so...I still dun mind to crossfire, but my senior taught me that if you manage to make people puke blood without any chance of open retaliation, that's the most zai

@xl : haha thanks thanks...just a small hobby to blog, small hobby to cheerleading and big hobby to bitch about things...haha...

It's my last few days in EY already, with nothing much left, I decided to dump all my Time Off and Leave for the last two week, since you can't encash it. I still have TOIL left by the way...sucks rite...oh well...life's not about taking a dollar and must return a dollar. It's about enjoying the process in between, because you get to learn things which cannot be bought. It's quite nostalgic here, to be familiar with the people/process/work and procedure, you really dun feel like going.

When you work too long in a job, you tend to get overly relax and comfortable with status quo that sometimes, even if it's not wat u want, people dun move their asses and change job. The thing is, if it's not wat u want, why bother staying so long? The most common excuse is, you are not sure if this is what you want...and you stay on and on and on, you sink so deep that you weaken your versatility and mobility. The next thing you know, you spend your whole life on it. That's why I remind myself not to feel comfortable with status quo and to move on towards my supposed target. I think many of my colleagues are really going thru what they know they dun want but just being comfortable with status quo.

On a side note, I have been playing PATAPON 1, haha...sorry lag...it's damn fun...thanks to my special someone for the PSP. I know it's quite awhile le, just so happy to own one. I always wanted one since I was young but I never had like gameboy or anything. I only had those downstairs buy $10 tetris game. This was a really expensive and totful present because I only mentioned once.

LOVE YOU!

Anyway, the PATAPON's addictive, it reminds me of OAT playing it in RSU during our training there...I remember he used the speaker to play while we were doing basic stunts...lol...funnny....

2010-03-23T00:48:00.003+08:00

Ok welcome to the once a year post cheerleading competition bitching again. These are my tots on the teams and not for the faint hearted and those who can't take some long gibberish blahberring.

First in the minds of everyone would probably be the uber-weird-smiling-holding-trophy-tgt-but-actually-no-one-like-to-share-championship double champion situation this year.

I managed to watch the routine once more:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7y5xwNGw0eo&feature=related (NTU ACES Team Gold)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZ6UwKUI4aY&feature=related (Wildcards)

My personal opinion is that stunt difficulty wise, Aces seems to have slightly better stunts difficulties, but wildcards have two large pyramid, which is definitely more visually impressive. Aces was shaky at gymnastics and had one failed partner stunt, while wildcards were more stable, other than the one gladiator which nearly fell, most of it was stable. The whole team must be damn glad that the girl fought to stand which would have definitely kicked them off top 3 with the failed pyramid.

I guess its useless to debate who should have won since the championship has already been given, but let's recall the changes from last year to now.

Aces have higher flexibility with the 5 scorpians and better b toss. Well done people!
However, you if u notice, the gymnastic and stability level have fallen alot.You can watch last year video to compare (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8WrtBQBqdU). And the transition and smoothness of the routine has fallen also. Seems to be very stunt based this year and lesser transition and flow.

Yes I know it's my team but it's a personal opinion. Besides, it's always good to know what's lacking. I recall what kind of pressure we had last year when the stunt machine golden era of STAR SHIFU and friends left and we took over. From the team that could maybe do 5-6 cupie, we were left with 1 from mun chun (kw couldn't do cupie that time lar). Which was a drastic lap to chase upon to defend the title.

Wildcards was one of the most speculated team last year, which was an unknown opponent then because we didn't know what they could do. Maybe because of the anxiety to win, they were quite rushing and unstable, which resulted in many failed stunts. This year was quite a big difference compared to last year. They manage to have come up with higher stunt level, like I think they only had 4 backtug btoss and some toe touches and they have the usual aces 3 layouts this year and they are picking up transitions. Routines are so much more stable now compare to last year. Definitely a good job and great improvements.

But on the other hand, I seems to have seen the transitions before or izzit similar to some wildcards routine performed perviously? I think transitions are something that are really difficult to improve upon, so I am not sure how wildcards will take on this bottle neck next year.

The juniors current Team Gold had a hard time too (since we were just too talented and zai picking up damn fast...haha..just kidding), but I believe with their potential, they definitely able to perform much better next year. They have a really hugh room for improvement and with an ASU, 6 times champion should be easy.

But again, we face this "Black Hole" of people leaving and "Water Cooler" issue once more. So this improvement thing falls to the current Team Blue-to-be-Gold people and hopefully, we can see as many seniors who can stay to convey this lag and act as a catalyst for the juniors to fit into the black hole. I shall not regegitate the "water cooler" issue once more as depicted by neville the last time. Please refer to your seniors for more information or visit MDK blogsite.

Well we get to see many disappointments in the competition. Firstly, my favourite dance portion sucks this year. Last year's D has such an amazing dance routine that I wanted to pick up but this year it's really messy with weird steps, which was really disappointing for me as I was waiting for them to wow me with a nice dance. Most team had really messy dances.

The other last year highly enticipated team "1" came up again and cui-ed once more. Last year they didn't had much stunts. This year, they increase the number of stunts and pyramids, this increase was inline with the increase number of failed stunts. Their gymnastics was also not as good as last year (hands touching ground plus so many step out of boundary, which I dunno how many marks they got deducted for it).
I guess they did improve, but the gymnastic galore was just insufficient to cover for the failure of stunts in cheerleading, especially final pyramid. Together with all the hands and knees falling to the ground after their passes, I guess stability is really something they need to drill on more.

Another team "2" who disappointed me was because they had many experienced cheerleaders in the team since before I was in cheerleading and I was really hoping for a good show. The routine seems to be in a constant rush and not well executed. Plus, it was quite unstable in many parts. Maybe because they have lots of injuries, but on the other hand, which team doesn't? Maybe they need to consider taking care of themselves more next year, after all, injuries are part of the team's performance, the unseen minus points that weigh you down before you even fight.

I also seems to note quite alot of Aces 2009 routine stunts, not an issue of course, people learn from the best, but as an audience, I definitely would have hope to see new stunts, more creativity, not my own last year routine. Kills the excitement to see a cheerleading routine.

Lastly, there are so many similar pyramids this year, which was a let down also. You can see a similar pyramid in Team "3" versus Aces Team Gold and and with Aces Team Blue. Especially Team Blue since the btoss and the pyramid layout is totally the same. Well I am not implying that any team is copying from another, coincidence happen anywhere, but it's just a feeling of let down to keep seeing the same pyramids around. Last year routine for them was much better actually. In fact, I would have expected Team "3" who was always a tough competition with Aces senior team to have much more better stunts than a similar pyramid to Aces junior team.

That's all for the cheerobics bitching. No harm was intended with no specific references made, so if you guessed the correct team, good for you, but it's your guess.These are my tots as an audience and ex cheerleader.

As Singapore cheerleading progress, I guess we really need to listen to more people and improve much more and much faster. Even now NTU HO level are doing layouts, scorpians and 3 passes. Are you gonna stay still or improve, as a competitor at Nationals level.

Anyway, it was still an overall great effort from everyone. Cheerleading IS tough, and you have no life while training, especially being an ACES CHEERLEADER.
Hope to see everyone improving more next year and better performances. =)

Oh ya by the way, it is really good to see that the competition has become now to be in EXPO Hall with seatings and all with all the sponsors and Singapor Sports Council sponsorred. It shows that cheerleading is becoming a more mainstream sports in Singapore. Status is much higher than a competition held at HDB Malls and all that.

2010-03-19T02:28:00.000+08:00

It's nearly the end of the week. So hoping for friday and some squeezed time with my baby over the weekend. She's such a poor girl to be overworked everyday too... :(

Although there are like tons of things waiting for me to clear, here I am blogging random things.

First up, for those who have not heard from me for a while, yes, I have tendered my resignation. Yes, I have thrown the letter to another job, I will be working at AGO Auditor's General Office. I heard it's so much more boring, well can't be held it's a government job anyway. I will still be doing audit, just higher pay and better working hours. cross fingers*

Reason for this change is because I still prefer financial audit than IT audit...and since there's an offer, it's good to go towards somewhere I want ASAP. I could have stayed in EY and changed to financial audit, but I guess, I just dun think I want to wait till October than remain as an A1 still.

Anyway, wish me luck, and hope I have more time to run, work out, swim, play basketball, meet up with lost friends, dance and anything. I will be changing over in April, no breaks in between because it's peak period at AGO too.

Now I have 3 engagement on hand to clear, which is like really pulling me everywhere, worst still, after you tendered, everyone's been reminding you not to work so hard (to clear the sutff) and you are feeling this laziness yourself. And before I left, I complained to my partner about the stupid bias SM who shot me in my previous engagement. Please refer to the past posts for more info. I dun think it helps cause SM are powerful people, oh well, at least that's the only thing I can do. Come on, I am just a puny A1..haha..wat else can I do?

And Saturday is cheer competition already. How fast time flies, it has been another year...still remember the time when we were preparing, the immense stress and pressure to ASU and of course the crazy times to taunt for gymnastics, stunts and to just nua on tha mats. It seems just like yesterday. Quite a nostalgic feeling.
This year's stunts are so nice. I hope that we will win the championship again.

Ok, good nite world! :)

2010-02-19T02:29:00.001+08:00

I am starting to wonder if I should really quit my job soon cause I am holding another offer now.

The thing is, the fringe benefit at EY really rocks, I can claim meals, cabs, TOIL, medical and dental. The bad thing is of course the crazy work and the bitch saga that I had. She happened to be a high ranking personnel, so I guess, the prospect portion here is blurred.

The other side has higher pay, more bonuses (I mean much more) but of course the fringe benefit like medical and dental are so much lesser. The thing is experience wise, definitely the first is better than the second, but than again, if the bitch saga office politics is onto me, I might as well quit for another place.

Decisions decisions.

They make you sleepy and sick of thinking.

I am going to watch my simpsons now. DOHHHHH!

2109 Thursdays with Abie

2010-02-17T02:19:00.002+08:00

雨愛 (海派甜心片尾曲)
作詞：Wonderful
作曲：金大洲
編曲：黃宣銘

窗外的天氣
就像是你多變的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清

離開你我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie love

窗外的雨滴一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

冷冷的空氣
很窒息我無法呼吸
一萬顆雨滴的距離
很徹底讓愛消失無息

離開你我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie love

窗外的雨滴一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密能一直延續
我相信我將會看到
彩虹的美麗

2010-02-10T00:18:00.001+08:00

You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift
Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

2010-01-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

IPAD

2010-01-29T22:55:00.002+08:00

Office politics was never something that I thought it would be involved in, let alone draw sword with someone.

To cut short, the same story below, I explained it to her some that most of the things she viewed of me was invalid, dis dis tat tat yada yada...still she refuse to listen to me. Boom suddenly, she bombarded me with an extremely negative feedback as if I was like totally uncooperative, not responsible, low quality, no standard. Even though I have already explained to her what she felt was wrong.

Some example was like she said that client had a busy schedule, and that I didn't manage his time properly, as a result, I DRAGGED the engagement time to be much more than expected. The truth is that I nv once breach any of the time frame, she or the senior set. I even was rushing the senior to review my work, something I haven done before for the whole of my life in EY. Review point was cleared immediately once the senior return her comments to me.
The most memorable one was that the SM was flying off for a trip, and senior said to clear by wed, so that we dun have to face partner ourselves. I chased the client the whole day on monday, client said he was offsite, jokingly said to meet at 7pm instead. I said "OK", which gave the client a shock. In the end, he couldn't make it for 7pm, and asked for 7.30am next morning, which I promptly agreed and met him the next day to clear my work.
I pushed and rushed so much for the case, and in the end I DRAGGED the engagement. WOW AMAZING...HOW FACTUAL is that

SM said that I double standard her work, and I didn't check A while I did for another manager. Usually we checked for B & C for all work, while A was not covered because risk is small. I did A once because the manager on the job specifically asked me to do it, because it was an insurance firm, we needed to cover more. Fine, with instructions I would check. So she asked me how come I didn't do A, what I understand is that usually we do not check for A but only B & C. Than she say me double standard her.
WTF. If you wanted me to do SAY lar...else how the hell would I know if you want to do or not.

The worst was that the senior's not even defensive of me and of course Nick another associate when she understands all that I have done. It's such a disappointment because I never tot that she was this kind of person, but I guess, I can only say that people are just hard to tell.

Some people are just fcuked up by default.

2010-01-16T02:16:00.000+08:00

Today, I got scolded during work for nuts sake

Basically I was asked to document what client say because he's a sly person, so in order to do that, I sent an email with very simple fundamental questions so that when client reply yes or no, I can use the email as an audit evidence. Then my manager came to scold me for asking such simple questions, and she said that the questions should have been answered at the start of the audit. I already knew the answer but I was just asking to document the client's reply.

Than I got scolded for sending too much email, when I only sent like 1 email. Just because the client said that we should be consolidating emails before sending him, and my colleague who was also sending email (2 emails). Come on lar, we are doing different things and at different site, the fastest would be to consolidate our own request and send rite? If we consolidate ourselves, it would probably take much longer. Besides, client's just kb at like 3 emails...and my manager didn't even want to find out more on the story.

Then I got scolded again for not finding out more on some remote access issues. It's like I am just a puny new guy and that I haven did before, of course I wouldn't have covered the part. She said that this should be basic that should already been covered.

And I was accused of double standard such as providing more coverage and depth for another manager and not hers. I mean come on lar...it's cause it was requested by the other manager lar. You didn't even say anything, of course I dunno what standard you want rite? It's like the senior never say also, than when she said, I clear her review pt, you came and scold me how come I nv ask initially? Worst id despite coughing and coughing, I chased the client day and night to complete ur engagement, When client couldn't make it for office hours, I volunteer to meet at 7pm and 7.30 am. Double standard my ass...

Moral of the story is, dun assume we know what you want and understand our story before you state your stand. And it's not worth it to waste my time and energy to cover more for managers who assumes everything out of their way.

2010-01-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

Welcome to 2010!!

Anyway, the year didn't started out too well as I was falling sick from eating too much fried food and sleeping late watching 终极一家. It's quite a cock show, interesting though.Now my whole body is like aching with sore throat..

Had a pretty relaxing Christmas and New Year celebration. No fancy parties, just me and my baby accompanying each other at home :) Lovely day. We went for walk in Orchard to see the christmas lightings...nice but not spectacular though.

Try to upload photos, but the collage is 2.75 MB, too big...thus, shall upload the a nice decent picture of us :)

I have never set any resolution because I don't believe in them. Most resolution are probably broken anyway at the end of the year and you set them again next year...

I just hope that everyone's happy and healthy this year, especially my baby :) I pray that your peak will be easy on you. You have me along to battle the storm, dun worry :)

And I pray that we can all discover what we want in life, especially in work so that all these tough audit times will be easier to endure. It sucks to go through some tough period when you dun even think it's worth doing so.

2009-11-22T23:36:00.001+08:00

Been having so much work these days, so when I need to destress, I have been watching so many Mad TV videos..haha these videos are so damn and funny...haha...take some time to watch them when u are bored from studying or work yah :)

These are my favourites...haha...go find them yourself yar...haha :)

That's it, hang on ya exam people, hang on tighter working peps!

2009-11-17T02:05:00.002+08:00

BITCH.

2009-09-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

This week work has been extremely hectic. Rushing the DEADline by this friday, which apparently I think cannot make it liao. Quite obvious if not I wouldn't be blogging now, should be rushing work. The main reason is that apparently most people are not around, need tuesday to respond.

Anyway, key thing I learnt so far about audit is human relationship skills. You need to try to maintain as nice relationship with your client and contacts so that they will rush things for you naturally. That's unless your client are so nice they immediately rush for you, which is usually quite unlikely.

Most of the time, people tend to avoid auditors talking to them
Small fries think that auditor find you = like giving them work on top of their own stuff without marginal utility
Medium fries think that auditor find you = something wrong with their system, gan jiong
Big fries think that that auditor find you = something SERIOUSLY wrong with their system to need to look for me.
Thus their office camouflaging skill will be tried and tested during an audit.

I also picked up the skill of calling, emailing, CCing bosses and calling for upper superior support to pressure subordinates and scouting and walking around everywhere just to find and talk to someone to chase him/her for my stuff....Well I guess it's part and parcel of office life.

I had this tot today that worst thing in life is when you need to rely on others for your work all the time which I hated it

Congratulations, that's what audit is all about and I am an auditor.

The irony of life.

2009-09-08T00:51:00.001+08:00

日之内エミ　粉雪

粉雪
Konayuki

粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い
konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
人混みに紛れても同じ空見てるのに
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
風に吹かれて似たように凍えるのに
kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru noni

僕は君の全てなど知ってはいないだろう
boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
soredemo ichioku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ
konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterunda

些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikite nado ikenai
素直になれないなら喜びも悲しみも虚しいだけ
sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を分け合う事が出来たのかい
futari no kodoku wo wakeau koto ga dekita no kai ?

僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
その声のする方へすっと深くまで
sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
下りてゆきたいそこでもう一度会おう
orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou

分かり合いたいなんて上辺を撫でていたのは僕の方
wakariaitai nante uwabe wo nadeteita no wa boku no hou
君のかじかんだ手も握りしめることだけで繋がってたのに
kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru koto dake de tsunagatteta noni

粉雪ねえ永遠を前にあまりに脆く
konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
ざらつくアスファルトの上シミになってゆくよ
zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natteyuku yo

粉雪ねえ時に頼りなく心は揺れる
konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい
soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuzuketai

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を包んで空にかえすから
futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara

The season in which the powdered snow dances always passes by
Even if I’m lost in a crowd I can see the same sky
Even though I'm chilled as if I'm being blown by the wind

I don't know anything(1) about you, do I?
And yet, I found you amongst a billion(2) people
There's no (scientific) basis for this, but I believe this with all seriousness

We can't live at the same time without trivial fights
If I can't be honest, then rapture and sorrow are meaningless

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
Can you share our loneliness?

I pressed my ear against your heart
Going gently, deeply towards where the sound (is coming from)
(That's where) I want to disembark,
There, we'll meet once again

I want us to reach rapport but I was the (only) one who touched its surface
The only thing that was holding us together was my hand squeezing yours that was numb with cold
Powdered snow, in front (of us), eternity, too fragilely, becomes a stain upon rough asphalt

Powdered snow, this heart that has transcended time is faltering
And yet, I want to continue to protect you

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
You would wrap around our loneliness and send it back into the sky

Hi people.

Found this song online, if you have 3 minutes to spare, listen to this. It's really soothing and nice.

For people who have seen 1 litre of tears, this is Konnayuki, the ending theme song sang female version. I think it's really nice.

Well work's never ending and piling everyday, take a breather and listen to a nice song for a moment.

The rejuvenation is amazing. =)

Back to Audit Work Papers. =(

2009-09-05T01:54:00.002+08:00

流沙 was stucked in my head for such a long time. Very soothing indeed.

Baby did lasik!!! =) Completed one eye already. Hope she get well soon yah =) muacks* I will take care of you ok =) Dun worry, you just sleep and recover well

Work's getting busier and busier each day. Today when I was in the office I realize everyone was so busy with work that there was really not much chance for like interaction between one another, or izzit that I am turning more anti social these days.

Kind of miss the times during Uni, Hall and Aces that there were all so many good friends to talk crap and bitch about...where people will have supper and late night talks all the time, play DOTA and basketball and hall activities. I guess work's still just work. Sometimes I think it's draining my spirit out much faster than my energy level...haix

I think I need to go have crazy FUN or another HOLIDATE soon =)

At least today, there's two things to celebrate: Baby's lasik eye regaining vision fast and of course, our 17th Month tgt.

Happy 17th Month Baby Tang =)

Love you. =)

2009-08-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

Definitely one of the nicest film for this year =)

Love the sadness and the humour so intriguingly mixed that it sways your heart so suddenly =)

2009-08-06T00:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry I was busy with work until 6.30 plus =(

We celebrated it with simple gifts and over simple bowls of ramen (I like the food alot though)

Baby was not feeling well, and I was quite tired after work, but it was a simple and fulfilling evening with you to accompany me =)

I Love You =)
Happy 16th Month =)

2009-07-31T00:12:00.003+08:00

I finally graduated =)

Since 4 years old, we have been studying, until now, we finally graduated with a degree..not too excited thou, cause already been in the rat race, but it was fun taking photos.

Too rush thou, which is why old me couldnt catch my breath after all the rushing around to find my parents, my baby and misc stuff =)

Anyway, finally =)))

Happy.

Nv took photos with alot of people..so if u are one of those, sorry =( I had to work half day, so reached at 3plus instead. =(

Hope everyone had a nice day, and happy convocation =)

Sleeping =) Nitez =)

2009-07-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hihi people...I haven blogged for a while already...

If u think I am just too nua to blog, u are WRONG...I have change classes...from nua class to WORKING class le...super sian trust me...

It's super sian to work after u nua for so long..it's like...erm...u just wouldnt feel like doing anything lar...but u have to get up damn early like 6.30 for me, and squeeze with people in MRT, than sit in office...aiya..just sian lar..I cannot go anywhere lar...just lazy..feel like nuaing at home after work...haha...

And my poor girlfriend have nothing to do at home and no one to accompany her..haha =)

Take care of yourself baby =) Get well soon ok =)

Love You =)

2009-07-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

There's a promotion at Safra Jurong Kbox, at $10++ for Safra and Kbox card member, same holder, which is me lar..thus, me, baby, and two other good friend you xiang and xue ling went there.

Well it was cheap, but than again, the song listing sucks, alot of songs were unavailable or not classified. Alot of singers were not on the list, which includes even FIR and Fei Lun Hai...who are like uber famous now rite...the groups singer was only 4 pages when i go, which means at most 40 groups listed.

The stupid package had no snacks refill which usually has, and drinks choices were like only some soft drinks and no Kpts. Then I might as well have taken the $11 plus package for like Safra members, or Kbox members which was not tgt, or gone else where like Suntec which had no cover charges.

One waitress who came into our room asking us to play some game of Big/Small which the winner gets a free drink and loser have to take photo and print them at $2 each, which was really stupid, because we already had a 10 mega pixel camera with us and theirs wasnt as powerful anyway. Well there's another story about printing photos one which was really stupide.

When I was marina Kbox, I was told to take photo and print for free, later the next guy who came in said that had to pay $2 each from their lower quality mega pixel digicam than us which we were carrying. It's really like a cheat money feeling lar...

Anyway, I decline to play cause of the bad experience with the photo, and than I asked why the songs much lesser choices. She said cause system updating still. Then I asked why they didn't tell us that the songs were much less when we were coming in. Than she said, no Kbox would state their songs and I was like WTF, of course lar, but people would assume it would be the same amount of songs for all Kbox outlet rite? Imagine if I knew this outlet had much lesser songs but slightly cheaper, I STILL WOULDNT have visited here lar...because Kbox means I wanto sing K, not blow airKon lor..wa lao..

Than my girlfriend took over when she sense I was already mad. In the end, the girl walked away without any effort to salvage the situation, such as perhaps giving us free tibits or drinks, which could have saved the good image of Kbox i have from the other branches.

So for people going to Safra Jurong Kbox to experience because it's new, take note that the cheap $10++ package is deceiving and quite bad. Lack of choices for drinks and no snacks refill. Get a normal Kbox member package instead, which might cause slightly more but much more worth it. It's not stated or anything on terms and conditions on the website, so I am dropping a warning for all here before u end up damn unhappy like me.

The truth is that the system is more high tech like handwriting to search for the songs which was really cool a plus point. But song choices are much lesser and songs are not sorted, like some songs i can't find thru singers cause not listed, but hand writing or pinyin can find.

The sound system there sucks compared to other places, like it keeps over surge ALL THE TIME, Music and Mic sounds are softer too compared to other Kbox.

After watching the Du Shi Da Fa Xian, I realise the new system can actually save ur singing and bluetooth to ur phone the recording, but of course I wouldnt know because the waiters there didn't even bother to tell us at all.

Service there sucks, the counter stuff was damn grouchy like we owned her money. Dun explain package to us well, and when we press the service button, takes like 15 mins still haven come when it was pretty empty there at 3-4pm on a monday and we had to press again for it. We were in Room 1 by the way, and many rooms we saw when we enter was empty. Maybe $10 cheaper package means lesser service also.

Compared to like AMK Kbox, the service people are much more friendly, and once called upon come like in less than 5 minutes time and the counter stuff explain to us our package so well.

I think if u guys wanna go, think twice about it, or maybe go like in another one month time for them to upload all songs first. It really sucks to have limited songs choices when u really feel like singing.

And hope by than the service standard have changed for the better

2009-06-28T21:44:00.004+08:00

This week was on mob recall, than was waiting at home on sat for recall until late afternoon than until 3 plus before i realize there was news that there wouldn't be a recall, probably due to H1N1...less gathering = less chances of spreading...the most irritating thing was that some people already knew about it leh, yet didn't pass the msg, which means I couldnt pass down the message for my specs and men while another coy had ALREADY knew it since afternoon...

How can some people be so irresponsible...supposed to pass down information dun pass..idiot...make me wait at home so long...and make my men wait so long at home until i sms to confirm...and one of my men already knew it from the other company already...

Anyway, during the week MJ passed away. Well it's really quite sad, he was a talented man. The 45 degree stand is just ZAI, and he had some great songs too...well i m not a fan of his lar...and in fact his final days look really scares me..like too much plastic surgery result..u guys go google and take a look urself...but he had some great talented days. =(

My girlfriend's so cute...haha...she wanted to eat something for supper, than we went to one place to find, sold out, went to another and find, still dun have, than we went back to her hse, and she was so disappointed that she secretly cried abit..haha..SO CUTE...she got abit emotional over her disappointment to not find the food that she crave at that time..

Well it's really good, means she really get contented or sad over simple things in life. That's how we should all live like her, simple and happy. =)

Love you, my simple baby =) Muacks*

2009-06-12T02:37:00.004+08:00

Hihi people...haven blog for so long...not cause I am busy, but life's not too exciting to blog about these days...I gotten lazier too..

Anyway, nothing much to blog now even when I decided to blog tonight...got some nose inflammation, alot of phlegm.

Oh ya, the ying shui si yuan drama...haha well..just have to say that people have different priorities in life, so there's no pt in forcing people back if they really cant lose their other priorities rite? Out of cheerleading, we have a life too actually, although most of the time during cheerleading we dun..

Anyway, that's just the sad life of an aces cheerleader, u reap a no life day and night training to sow a National Champion Title. =) Worth it I would say.

My take on it is actually juniors step up more...now's not the time to decide if u all can take more training or wat and quit or anything...now's the time to step up and improve ASAP...i remember this was the time when we had no school, no tutorial and projects period, just train train train and more training on my own..Seriously dun understand why would people quit after a Team B/Red experience.

Basically u had fun, u had experience, and it is to gear u up before Team A/White and suddenly some just gone...then wat's the point of having the Team B...

People nowadays have such a different mentality.

When I was in Sec Sch, we usually have individual wushu event for Sec 4 seniors. So, u basically train team event for 3 years before u gain enough exp for individual on ur own. When I was Sec 3, the Sec 4 seniors all quit, and decided not to compete, which means that we would be very paiseh and lousy without individual event competitors. And something called STEP UP happened, and we Sec 3 just took the individual events on our own. The results was not spectacular, but it's the effort made to cover any loop holes in the team that overall made TCHS Wushu proud.

I guess nowadays people dun really practice it already, well some do lar..but people's mentality changed to become so weak that they fear to do something even without trying...hello, if u have been to Team White trainings before and faced the pressure already and already had your studies cui-ed by aces, than u can say something like because of final years u decided not to join again.

Not EVEN before joining than predict ur studies will cui rite...u dun even know how Team White trains...besides, most of the time people CAN do it. We just wanto have more time to slack and buffer ourselves. If u can organize ur time, u would realise that u can actually still find time to do well.

I got an overall Second Upper, not good but decent rite. YB even got an A+(EDITED FOR HYB) for FYP. SEE Aces Team White doesnt means ur results will cui wat.

Besides, my pt is that juniors need to step up and cover the hole seniors left. If u are weak, train up lar..imagine if the year when xing wei, zhao ming and people left. Ok, we concluded that we are weak, we just keep asking them to come back compete again....WTF...we didn't rite? We proved ourselves to be strongest in the toughest battle ground.

Xiulu was initially so tall and heavy and she became one of the best flyers around to toss, nearly achieving a twist layout.
YB was not a floor gymnast and look wat he become, just flipping and tumbling around like nobody's business
Zihua was just fooling around last time when i first saw him and he became one of best body control gymnast and his toss to shoulder stand is just zai.
Kah Weng also turned from only using only brute force in those days and he was despised to transit to using technic and praised these days

So many many people working hard just to defend the title that we hold so dear, that many seniors fought to protect. Now when u are supposed to step up from Team B to take over, some just quit.

What am I supposed to say?

2009-06-03T01:18:00.006+08:00

People are just 犯贱 in nature. When u know the more pain it is, the more u wanto hold on to it.

I wonder why when god created emotion, he put the love emotion so close to our hate emotion that we can quickly switch them so easily front and back...interesting. Why can't he just make them clear because they are so contrasting in nature...

Anyway, me and my girl got some cards we found from Taiwan, which is really nice and unique...they are pop ups..and really a good choice of gifts for people's birthday or wedding. My favourites are these

This is the UFO machine one..wat happen is that the card outside is looking at a UFO machine being played..when u open the card, the pop up makes it such that a soft toy is being caught up..haha..it's really cute haha...dunno if the picture can really see...how nice it is..haha

This one is a KTV, so when u open the card, u see a pop up KTV with cute cats singing around..haha...so cute also...click on the pic to see clearer..

I confirm these are damn cute cards u can send to ur friends/girl friends/boy friends haha...these happen to be birthday cards...there is one for wedding too with a nice wedding cake..and there's one with a whole pirate ship and pop up crew members...if u guys are interested can invite her blog shop at Encantadorara.blogspot.com

Well take care people...the swine flu cases are increasing =)

2009-05-28T02:48:00.003+08:00

This song is ringing in my head today so many times...hmmm...not a new song, but a pretty nice song...enjoy it k...=)

罗美玲-红色向日葵
作词:许铭洋
作曲:许铭洋

想你是快乐快乐也是偶尔的
很多时候很多事情
分手后淡淡的
向日葵开了我还是脆弱的
明明说要无望的却全都还记得
不小心泪水又在脸颊停住了
寂寞悄悄地问怎么了
只好轻轻说没什么
也许是向日葵太美了
不小心又想起一切已经结束
黑夜悄悄的问等不等
只好轻轻说该走了
不见了阳光的向日葵
不开了不快乐

2009-05-26T04:10:00.004+08:00

Heard this song on my sister's wedding CD track..tot it's really nice, especially the female part...but after listening to Yan Ya Lun's singing after more clearly (On wedding dinner too soft), his singing's pretty weak and the shouting part's gives me chill...yucks...

Not a fan of Fei Lun Hai...

Overall it's still a pretty soothing song especially Liu Liyang's part...=)

Enjoy it people, nitez

Ti Amo - Aaron Yan(Fei Lun Hai) and Liu Li Yang

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiro
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
Sa Rang Hae And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
永远都觉得不够

2009-05-25T04:01:00.003+08:00

Heya people =)

Back from Malaysia from my sister's wedding in Malaysia...it was a really nice short trip, around 3 hrs ride from my hse to Furong.

I just keep eating on the trup, first when i arrived at my jie fu's hse, i ate dinner at his hse, quite a spread, than had a dinner spread at a zi char with Mamag crab, pretty unique. Then the next day, breakfast buffet at Klana Resort which i stayed with my parents and my baby, there was a lunch buffet, which I couldnt eat much due to the buffet breakfast.

The wedding dinner there was like much larger portion already, and our table had only like 6 eating adults, meaning the food was so much that it scares me sometime...haha...overall the wedding in malaysia was more relax, more rowdy too with people drinking and shouting all over. There was no table to table photo taking, just table to table yum seh...which made me felt really weird moving around to take pictures because i have no idea wat to take of, other than many people and hands with glasses...hmm....

Anyway, than the next day, another breakfast buffet which probably was given in compliments by the hotel because i was like pretty pissed when complaining about the card key not being able to open the door so many times, and i have to keep coming to the lobby. Then lunch was another treat at a vegetarian restuarants, which was surprisingly really sumptous. I dun think u can find such good vegetarian food in Singapore, which i tried before. There was the mai pian prawn which was really delicious, and the kong bah bao...damn nice...all vegetarain...amazing..

Then we bought A&W before leaving back to Singapore which we arrived in 3hr plus...wow...so fast rite..

Anyway, Yirong moved her blog to this myfatpocket place already and become their resident blogger..haha...I dunno wat the hell is that place but I was just thinking, wat's up with having residents blogger for the place, because people probably visit the blogger if they blog surf, and nobody cares about the site rite...so wat's the use of having resident blogger, unless it's like u need to reach the site, before u reach the blogging web. Nobody will visit the main site wat given the blog link directly to the blogging web. It doesnt increase the web popularity, maybe ur overall site hits will increase because of the bloggers, but ur overall main site hit does not increase wat...

And I was just wondering why people would want to be a resident blogger or wat. Some people use it to reflect like me, some use it as a connecting point with friends like others. Some use it for venting emotions that are over flooding that they dun wish to say it in real life. So basically, i think blogs are actually a venting of ur personal tots and feedbacks, so it's actually more personal. So why would u wanto have a blog that has so many hits or traffic, so that more people know ur personal life or wat?

Some people would say its for fun or they dun mind, my take is actually this desire in us to gain fame by trading our privacy.

It's like being celebrity, where people notices your each and everyday life, like whether u ate Fish and Co or Manhatten Fish Market for dinner, which club you went or wat, with who as company.

Doesn't it scares u that so many weird people are knows your personal lifes and what u have done? That's like any moment someone might spring up to u to say hey u ate Fish and Co yesterday..haha...but oh well...some people might enjoy it too...take xia xue and all the i dunno who bloggers...maybe i guess some people are just dying to become famous or so...it's another form of helping them acheive this little more fame

Well to no offence or reference to my friend yirong..haha , i dun mean its bad lar...just seems weird...but probably she doesnt care or they are giving her benefits like money or something(TREAT haha) so it's ok...but well i guess if someone pays me big money to blog, i might consider too...it's like making u a form of entertainment online....

Pretty sad for something meant to be personal to become a money making too huh...no wonder people say money makes the world go round.

2009-05-18T01:24:00.003+08:00

Marriage is just part and parcel of our life when we turned into adults and proceed to start a new family. Yesterday was the wedding dinner for my sister, had a really long and busy day. I saw my mom cried and my dad red eye when they were sending her off on the car after my jie fu came. I nearly cried when my sister turned around to me and said "Bye!"

ME and my jie fu

Groom picks up the pretty bride

Evening Gown Segment =)

Today when my mom reached home saw me, she started to talk about not feeling comfortable without my sister in the hse on sunday night than she cried again, which made me feel so sad too...like buying 2 instead of 3 burger for me and my siter and her.

I think i got so used to see my sister home every sunday night that it feels so weird without her..now sunday night no one eat dinner with me, cause my mom and dad will go out...no one scolding me when i reach home late on saturday night after my date with guen and watch the guess show with me..so sad to think about it...but i guess that's just life =)

What am I thinking...it's just getting married right...hmmm...stupid me...

I wish her a blissful marriage forever, my dearest sister =)

2009-04-29T01:57:00.001+08:00

WELCOME TO TAIWAN!

In less than 12 hours i will be flying off to Taiwan...people who wanto avoid phone charges please avoid calling me, sms me will be ok i guess...=)

Was looking forward to it so much to travel to taiwan, a new place i never gone before =) but the stupid SWINE flu came in...spoil my mood...really so SWINE lor...=( wa lao...PLEASE LET TAIWAN BE SWINE FREE PLEASE!!!!

Wish me luck =)

Those training for Japan, be proud to represent Aces in Japan, do the team and me proud ok...train HARD...=) dun just nua...that stupid junting sure damn nua dun wanto do gymnastics one...yayun please scold him and bark at him like i always drag him to...=)

OK people, take care, updating my blog when I got internet access ok...iphone 3G data usage is so expensive overseas...$22 per MB...WTF...

OK, cya people =)

2009-04-27T05:01:00.003+08:00

Finally manage to move MOST of my things out of hall into my room...it was ultra tiring...I can't believe I have so much clothes and junks around...

Hall has been a really special place, full of memories, some of the best I have ever experienced and some of the worst for me.

It's actually a good place to get a first hand on some of the people you would find in the later part of your working life, the scheming, the sly, the talk-a-lot no work done, the F*ck around act handsome one, the F*ck around act chio one, the lazy one, the inefficient, the bitch, the two face, the bastard and many many more. Pardon me for emphasizing more on the bad side, I think I tend to over amplify people's bad points rather than good ones. Of course u see good people, every now and then, the very few of them around too. But in short, hall's a place where all your dirty laundries get hung around and everyone's talking about it.

I told myself never to be bothered with rumours and everything, and I was glad I didn't. It actually came to me that it doesn't really matter wat people's wondering about you. The thing that should matter is wat you wonder about them.

Glad I stayed in hall, made some really nice friends, although due to final year and aces, I really couldnt stay in touch with them because most moved out of my block to other block. But they made some moments of my hall life really fun. Thank you to my clan mates, block 41 friends, and basketball team mates. Gave me a chance to finally join a basketball team, one of my targets when I wanted to stay hall. =) Also JCRC and Dinner and Dance, pageant and committee...because it really made my stay different to be able to give back to hall, to be able to give back and to FIRST got to know my darling closer. I didn't really talked to her during hall orientation yah =)

Finally my cheerleading team, where I first got to know how fun it is and finally joined Aces after YB song2 yong3 me in, and my dance team, where I really enjoyed my time there. I really love to dance, I know I suck at it, but I really love to dance, thanks for the chance of a lifetime to compete with you people and dance like I never danced before. =)

Best of all, I got to know and currently attached to my beloved darling =)

Of course, we really went through quite alot of upheavals and downslides to be what we are today, understanding each other much more and tolerating each other's differences.

I know we are different, and I am glad we are different =) Because u complete me with your differences baby =) I know I suck sometimes, but you know that's only a really SMALL part of me rite...haha...Thank you for everything you have done for me darling..muacks*=)

Congratulation to my darling for her new blog shop and her upcoming collection 2...haha..I really like the photo..it looks SUPER CUTE...haha..ok anyway, not well taken because its taken by ME ok...not some super photographer or wat...

OK, I am not feeling emo enough to type all this, just a rough note ok...next time i will type more...sleeping now, really sick of the packing...I am going to read Harry Potter and sleep now.

Nites people

Welcome Home. =)

2009-04-21T02:54:00.005+08:00

Haha this is how funny and zai...lol...KAIBIN looks like someone who would do this...

Anyway, I have been using facebook so long...no wonder my grades starts falling according to this study:

According to a new study by doctoral candidate Aryn Karpinski of Ohio State University and her co-author Adam Duberstein of Ohio Dominican University, college students who use the 200 million–member social network have significantly lower grade-point averages (GPAs) than those who do not.

Source: http://www.time.com/time/business/article/0,8599,1891111,00.html

Oh fcuk....

Now back to the books for my last paper...haven read the 5 cases for the exam on wed...haha...AT ALL=)

Anyway, my girlfriend just got a new blogshop it's here =)

Friends do support here and just click her link to take a look ok =)

2009-04-20T20:45:00.004+08:00

Dun u all realize that people tend to be at their worst with people they really want to be at their best with.

Like in a relationship, you want to give your best to the one you love. Yet, you always would turn out to flare at the person or anger the person or make the same person disappointed, the one you always wanted to protect, care for and concern about and never to hurt them.

I remember when I was younger, my temper used to be so bad, I would scream at my mom whenever she irritates me. My sister would then scold me for my bad temper. That's why I always tot that my temper was bad, but I am not sure if most people know, because I never really scolded anyone at all.

Is it because we all are our true self with them, or is it because we tend to neglect the ones closest to us. Or we just believe that everything will be fine because they who love us most will forgive us?

I wonder.

Anyway, on a lighter note,

I know you people can't see it, but, this guy was flirting with his girlfriend in front of me directly. Not that I mind but he was wearing this brown sneakers and pink socks that's a really BIG NO NO...it looks atrociously gay, so gay that even my coach whose a gay wouldn't wear it.

I am sorry, I am just a bitch at times.

2009-04-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

311 sucks...I forgotten what is strategic control system, strategic leadership and also the ambidextrous organizational structure.

30 marks damage. OUCH..

I should have read thru all those really irrelevant end chapters that was not even touched in tutorials..I really should have remembered the cheem name structure which I didnt...sucks...

Oh the other side,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING ZHEN!

An old friend.
Old old friend.
Old good buddy friend.

Hope you are doing well in UK for ur masters yah.. =) Or izzit UK? Haha...=) U never told me that name of the Uni, which I dun remember anyway because it's an arty farty one that nv would ring a bell to me.

Happy Birthday =)

Back to 301 =)

2009-04-12T05:11:00.003+08:00

Seriously, people who dun like what they read here should just shut up and close the window. Come read MY blog still wanto disturb me and stain my tagboard.....if u are unhappy just start ur own blog to shoot me ok...than drop me a link to read ok?

On a lighter note, Handsome Suit is really nice...funny and really light hearted. =) Good watch to destress from studying. =)

2009-04-10T06:42:00.004+08:00

Orange Moon
Khalid Fang Da Tong

There we sat among the thousand, fools just like us, but not so in love like us.
There we spoke of all our feelings, and dreams were born like that, and we hope for love like that.
Now your dreams have changed and we are far apart. I dont know when or where to start, leading you from my mind. I want to stand with you again. I hope to find you here again. Then the eternal sunshine.
I'll search for the orange moon that lit up all of the ocean while I held your hand. And now watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me. And if you drop me a line, I will sure to make these arrangements.
Lay your hand upon my shoulder, Ill sing a two or three sweet melodies for thee. Softly speak, to say 我爱你, why do you leave, my heart is at your feet. Well, I like to share three words again, these words with you again if you think its possible. And maybe I can pull you close and whisper in your ear again that I want you in my life forever.
I will search for the orange moon that lit up all on the ocean while I held your hands. And watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me.
You are like the summer rain that cools me, that sooths me. You are the person that I pray for everyday. Maybe well sit on those steps once again, maybe we wont turn out have to pretend, you will be here in my imaginings, fade imaginings.
I'll search for the orange moon that lit up all of the ocean while I held your hand. And now watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me. And if you drop me a line, I will sure to make these arrangements.

Absolute Owning Tune.

2009-04-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

A week more to exam, means 6 days to study...ARGHHHH...I am still procrastinating around...I realise I never go too much 311 lectures now need to look for people to copy from lol...

Anyway, feel like doing some tumbling...my ROBHSBT never succeeded...well we still won cheerobics...oh too bad for the other teams lar...haha...

I saw some video on youtube about some post cheerobics training of some cheerobics team, where in order not to defame anyone, we shall address it as NOVS.

So NOVS posted videos of people doing alot of Round Off layout and other stuff lar...quite zai gymnastics lar..good for them, but I just tot that if they are really so zai, just do it during cheerobics lar and win cheerobics lar..lose already than go and post some videos about how zai they can be or wat...haix...quite losers...never do during competition, now than post some videos up...

I love gymnastics too, you zai lor...give u the 5 pts lor. We take the other 95. Lol.

It's called cheerobics and it's not called cheerobics for nothing.

Maybe you all will win if it's GYMNOBICS 2010. =) Congrats.

Oh well...back to studying...=)

Happy 1st year Baby =) Happy Holidate! =)

Loving You Always =)

2009-04-03T15:10:00.001+08:00

This is for anyone and everyone who had a hard day =)

It's Friday =) Take a break and have a nap =)

2009-04-02T12:46:00.002+08:00

Check this out Aces Team mates...haha: NTU ACES in wikipedia

Haha...ok, this started as I was pretty bored and I was looking at wildcards on facebook, so I googled for them and realise there are tons of cheerleading team around the world and gymnastics teams named as wildcards...

Then I felt that since ACES has been pretty famous in Singapore, I dun wanto be one of those misc name that appear when googled and people have to search for it and not sure which is the real ACES stuff...and we always relied on wikipedia rite, TADANG!!!

Haha...thank you Bin Bitch for contributing to the text...u bitch...wat's with the "The committee of 08/09 is currently sourcing for potential personnel to helm the ACES 09/10 committee"...why would this kind of text appear on a encyclopedia?

Haha..if u guys want, u can add detail.

Just rememeber wikipedia tracks edits and history =)

Those haters out to defame us, I just would like to pre warn you that we will know what you did last summer =)

2009-03-25T17:21:00.003+08:00

As we move on from the post Cheerobics champion syndrome, I found so much excess time to spend and slack the day...

Watched Paul Bart Mall Cop. Though It would be funny, turned out to be a disappointing slapstick humour...it's very...erm...not really funny kind of funny..more fo light hearted only lar...for example like when u see a fat guy fall u laugh..but it's actually not something humorous in the first place...the story line's so so only...in fact pretty bad...erm...we watched at 6.50 per person...else...I dun think u should watch it. Waste money

Then we proceeded to watch Coming Soon right after that...it totally removed my memories of the previous Mall Cop movie. It's pretty thrilling, I got scared alot of time from the sudden appearance of the ghastly face. Story line's intriguing, stupid yod told me the story already, that's why it wasn't very surprising. However, I think the movie can work on more story depth actually. Like how poor thing the actress was or something. Pretty gore at times, which I really dislike. Overall a prety good scare..=)

Anyway, anyone interested in going for gymnastics next week? Feel like doing some flips =) Juniors please take initiative to train...I dun want to see a forward roll pass as I see in wat in some teams for Aces...it's like how cui.....

Any celebration buffet as promised before cheerobics end?

2009-03-23T15:54:00.005+08:00

No.1 AND NOTHING LESS.

Cheerboics 2009 was a great day. We won champion and our junior team even cliched the 2nd place...Fcuking yeah!!! Haha...

I remember when it was 2008, we got 3rd and seniors got 1st, we were already damn zai. The other teams were like...what the hell...now it's like ACES not only own the cheer stage but we are DOMINATING. I think KR was shocked that they lost to our juniors too..haha...I tot their routine was good, but too bad our juniors ASU.

I remember I nearly cried after our routine when we didn't ASU...it was so depressing, I didn't feel like doing any stunts photo, which I wanted to. Then before the results was announced, I was holding my hands with YB, MC and YR together that I think we totally squeezed the sweat our of our hands. I just cried when we were announced to be the champion.

One thing for sure I would regret is no ASU. Even the encore the 3-3-3 was cui-ed on my side...haix...AGAIN...haix...it's my weakest stunt lor...haix...I am sorry guys.. =)

Oh well...a win is a win. Although the score wasn't as good, the transitional batch NTU ACES TEAM WHITE defended the title well with our aura and team effort. We didn;t let the seniors down man...

The juniors did so well, I am so proud of them. In fact they defeated everyone else except us...how zai...

Plus KC and Ruth's RnA Bulldogs that dominated the partner stunts with cupie pop over.. =) How zai!

Anyway, I haven seen the DECS routine, heard it's quite cui..except for their 4 professional gymnasts running around.

Wildcards has so many flexible flyers and super beef bases...maybe they can mass toss cupie next year or something...I think they just need better choreography. I am sure next year I think they will continue to be a strong threat, good luck juniors =)

Congrats to Magnum Force sia...they totally swept the High School Categories and the Co-ed and Female Grp Stunt was just overwhelming strong compared to the rest. I think they are too over kill being located in the High School segment already, with their level, they can easily come up with routines that can post a threat to us. Being in the high school level, I feel that the other teams simply cannot match up to like even half their stunts level and skills overall.

Now that Magnum and Aces rivary is gone, as both champions in our own areas, it kind of draws on a possible plan to collaborate such that Magnum guys/girls can come over to Aces to cheer. The possible hybrid i think would be amazingly strong, as u can see from even one Jessilyn was how zai already =) Oh well, that's just a suggestion.

Team Red, you guys and girls put up such a good show that I am so proud of u. But the road ahead is still very tough ok. Depending on how many GUI REN seniors are staying, else, it's like u just have to beef up yourself, because you people still lack alot of skills and strengths to move on further. Dun be complacent or so, because you guys know your own weaknesses yourself. Gymnastics and flexibility level still damn cui compared to alot of teams. Work hard.

The Aces Team White and Red, who OWNED, DOMINATED and also packed and kept the Cheer stage =)

On a last note, I still wanto say Team White well done.
Individually others might be more experienced, stronger, more skillful or wat, but we are strong as a team.

WE CAN'T DO TOSS CUPIE, BUT WE CAN DO TOSS TROPHY

2009-03-15T08:40:00.003+08:00

Some nice jokes to kick start ur day and mine =) A woman is standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror. She is not happy with what she sees and says to her husband, 'I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.' The husband replies, 'Your eyesight's damn near perfect.' And then the fight started.....
I asked my wife, "Where do you want to go for our anniversary? " It warmed my heart to see her face melt in sweet appreciation. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested, "How about the kitchen?" And that's when the fight started....My wife and I are watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have s*ex?" "No," she answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes." So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend." And that's when the fight started....

2009-03-15T08:33:00.003+08:00

Having two presentation unsettled and can't do overnight sucks, I got up DAMN earlier to tackle one first...=) So finally the IT presentation is done and I am blogging now.

Haha..ever since we started this long long journey towards Cheerobics, we faced so so so many problems together. Which I think all of us knew it ourselves.

In less than a week, all our efforts will be shown on the glamour cheer stage. We can only do our best and pray. Be it good or bad, I guess, the journey has been a tough but fulfilling one.

I know this kind of thing only blog after cheerobics lar...haha...but abit sian now so talking about it lor...

So on cheerobics 2009, guys and girls, pls show everyone wat is SPIRIT IS MY HEART ok?

Remember, WE OWN THE CHEER STAGE =) Come on Aces, let's show everyone how we own the cheer stage.

1-1-3
1-1-3
1-1-3
1-1-3
1-1-3

Yuen Bo u are zai =)
Ming Hui u are zai =)

2009-03-11T06:38:00.003+08:00

11 more days to Cheerobics.

I think we can do the 1-1-3 =)

Come on ACES we can do it, 1-1-3 and we can trash the DECS and every other team already haha...=)

HOW ZAI!

I dare the other teams to top a 1-1-3 =)

2009-03-09T15:00:00.002+08:00

Watched Marley and Me on Saturday. It's pretty much another heart warming show on a dog, like Ten Promises I Made to My Dog, but the marley is much more worst, bites everything and such...well it ended the the same way, pretty expected, that the dog died, than everyone in the show emo, including the audience in the movie theater, I even teared abit when the dog died, expecially the part when the oldest son was looking thru the times on tape that when he was young, the dog was around. Pretty sad.

It's a nice show, go catch it people

Dun be a cheapo, go to the movies for it, not download it lar.

So many movies to watch these days, Watchmen, Push, Dragonball Evolution, blah blah blah...

Less than 2 weeks to cheerobics =)

It's getting pretty tough handling projects, school work and trainings. Two presentation and one more report next week. =)

Jia you Lixiang =) Jiayou everyone. Just do it. OK.

2009-02-28T05:38:00.001+08:00

I am suppose to like perhaps study 301, or do the 311 presentation or do the 312 project but NO I SAY NO...haha...and I start to blog...haix...

So hungry at night, nothing to eat...lazy to study...sucks...need to study again soon and like so close to next training AGAIN...

Good luck people, 4 more weeks to Cheerobics, it's do or die now. =)

Aces is full of bitches..and ALOT of them around.

Ask yourself if this moment if u are reading this, u feel like asking me to tell u about the latest gossip that I have consolidated during trainings, you are probably one of them and dun need to look around.

U Bitch!

Today crawled so slowly...I realize I miss you so much today dunno why.

I think it's the rainy weather that is getting into my head, my heart and my eyes.

Great new layout for our blog baby =) Thanks. Love it, Love U.

Muacks*

2009-02-21T04:43:00.003+08:00

A failed red bean soup attempt...all because of the sago...

Sometimes I wonder what's wrong.

I use to have many innocent mistakes that I didn't knew would make you feel irritated. When you flared up and told me about it, I changed to not make them again.

And surprisingly, now you are the one making it and I get unhappy about it.

It's like as if my characters are written onto you while yours are translated over to me. I think I am turning to be like you while you are turning to be like me

Haven wish you good night, but I guess you fell asleep.

Well I promised to wish you good night always, hope you have not forgotten, because I didn't.

Nitez

2009-02-18T05:21:00.002+08:00

After Monday Essay Writeup and Tuesday Presentation, I have no current liabilities for this moment..haha...feels much more at ease...haha...while my poor girl still has one motivation essay...jia you ok?

Anyway, i've got to get started on the IT project, and also, to reviuse my 301 which I have done NOTHING...shit...I suck...haha...

What's with the ever changing airfare to Taiwan...tsk tsk...sometimes it's $64, than now it's $170...haha...luckily the tax amount like sort of decrease...ok, hope I can book my grad trip flight soon...and CHEAP...so I have more cash to spend..Especially post Vday depression for guys like me...with negative cashflow...haha...I WAN CHEAPER FLIGHTS!!!

Haha..I suddenly saw one of my primary school friend picture and I realise...hey, their clique then are still hanging around together these days...wow...I haven contacted any primary school classmates already sia...hmmm...hope that after graduation I would get a chance to meet them...I wonder how everyone is now...hmmm...

Oh well...term break is coming...time to buck up =)

2009-02-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

When will people fully understand that Vday is just a commercial day to officially suck our money?

I dun love you more just because of Vday, and I dun love you less just because it's not Vday.

So wat's the difference be it Vday or not?

Vday is just a good opportunity to get a nice place to eat and celebrate and we did.

BROTH was indeed a nice place, my first fine dinning experience, when I didn't know what I am eating many a times...and many times, the waiters super helpfulness made me conscious of myself, with you around to be lost and unable to act refine with me.

Posh restaurants just help us to ensure that our Vday was 99% chance of having a great day.

Who knows, 1% chance came about.

I am sorry u didn't enjoyed yourself fully.

Hope the rest of u had a nice day.

2009-02-09T02:02:00.003+08:00

Ask and you might get what you want

How many of us actually does this? Yesterday when I was at Citylink New York New York, I was served with a plate of very overdone BBQ Ribs. I was actually looking forward to eating the ribs as i ate it before, so was rather disappointed. So my girlfriend wanted to volunteer to help me tell the manager. One waiter came by and we asked if we could speak to the manager, and the manager came, so we told him that the ribs was overdone and very dry. He immediately sent it back to the kitchen to check.

Than he came back and told us that the ribs have not absorb the sauce and thus not tender, and ask if i would like to change my food choice. I told him i came for the ribs because i ate it before and it was nice, so i hope he can just tell the chef not to let it overdone and overcook. Thus he went back again to get the same order remade.

I was already quite surprise at his good service attitude and the next thing u know, he came over and serve us some potato wedges for us to nimble at while waiting. My girlfriend even felt paiseh about it. Anyway, he later returned with the new order and it was nicely done just like the last time. And he came back awhile more to check on us again for fear if we had anything to complain.

This is really good service attitude lor...makes me wanto go back to New York New York again..well at least I know the service charges paid was worth it.

2009-02-05T03:22:00.004+08:00

While on the way home, we came across something damn interesting...that makes me want to do this...

And my dear was so excited too...

Have you guys realised that it is an SBS BUS design??? The bus was designed to look like a pub/bar....that's really quite cool...although i guess it wouldnt be good if it's crowded cause the seats wouldnt be enough anyway...

Look how cool the seats are lar...

Some late photos that I wanto post before I delete, this LAME BRAND called SYNEAR...which is translated in chinese as 思念。。思念的水饺。。how loser brand is this...lol...

Makes me wanto do this...haha

And finally, admist all the busy schedule of project, work, trainings and family visit =), there's always time to pause and celebrate what we have, and probably neglected at times, but always beside us protecting us and caring for us. =)

Happy 10th Month Baby =)

Thank you for everything, Because you are all it matters =)

2009-01-26T06:06:00.003+08:00

HEY!!!!! Happy CNY people!!! =)
May everyone be healthy and happy this new lunar year =)

I watched this show at 2am, and my only tot was that I wasted my money and 2 hrs of my life on it...

Seriously, the main idea of the plot was ok, but it's already extremely cliche. A celebrity couple on scene and rivals offscene...I believe it's already seen somewhere.

The worst part came from.....the start till the end of the movie. It's boring, there's no climax at all, no moving scenes and no humourous stuff in it. I laugh only ONCE when hei ren called fann's cincila "GUGU JIAO"...

It's so bad that I have to agree with my cousin that it made Fann and Christopher seems so much lousier in acting skills and charisma.

I guess the only good thing if u wanto say would be that u get to see Fann Wong in bikini and some night gowns and Christopher Lee would keep stripping and stripping and stripping to his boxers and underwear non stop.

Seriously, it's such a bore and terrible to watch this film. U never knew how lousy a film can be until U have seen this film. Bad Bad Bad film which I dun understand why it is made, because it simply degrades the standard of local production.

Dun watch it unless u have too much time and money and u feel like torturing urself, or u just wanto see Christopher Lee strip.

If u dun believe me, watch it at ur own risk.

Dun say i nv warn u friends.

2009-01-19T05:38:00.004+08:00

Finally I tidied up my study table and board. Now it looks neater and more pleasing. The study lamp seems brighter too.

After two weeks in school, I am proud to say that I have started on nothing. No tutorial, no brain used. I haven even read the course outline.

Well done.

This week is a buck up week for me, since I have finally cleared my last sem notes and pulled out my files for this sem.

One more sem to go before no more NTU for me.

Can u feel the nostalgia?

Nitez people, or should I say good morning? =)

2009-01-19T01:46:00.006+08:00

Life's always filled with surprises, good and bad.

It's like a roller coaster ride in this path of life that we all walk upon that we all experiences some ups or downs at different point of time.

U may get moody, sad and angry. I may get moody, sad and angry. We may get frustrated and angry with each other.

But it's the every tide that we got thru together that makes us stronger and closer.

You know it hurts me every time I feel that you are questioning why u hated me so much for who I am and yet we are still together, as though you are suffering all the time in our relationship together.

Seriously I believe in you. Always. I really do.

Please do not feel so or anything that might crumble your faith in us. Your wild tots doesn't neccessarily means mine. Just ask me, and believe in me also.

Hold my hand tight =)

For I will accompany you on this never ending roller coaster ride =)

2009-01-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

I Love Underwater World =)

2009-01-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

After seeing how my hall totally broke down after HO, there's only one thing in my mind.

We FREAKING HELL MUST WIN CHEEROBICS 2009.

I dun ever wanto see that scene happen. It saddens me too even when I am not in the routine.

Jia You Jia You people. =)

Let bygones be bygones. Tmr, I hope we will still be a Team after all the HO shit.

2009-01-13T16:19:00.002+08:00

Just reminded me of the times in RSU when the four mod song was playing on my iphone

Those were the times when the stunts were falling there but everyone was still happily striving and smiling to encourage each other and stand by each other. When everyone was down, we will spur each other up. The atmosphere and spirit was so perfect and we were "NTU Team ACES", a professional cheer leading team.

Now look back when the pressure goes. Stunts down, people scream and shout at each other, frustration just threw at one another. Get a grip, especially if u are a senior. Throwing frustration at each other just doesn't help. Professional? Professional my ass.

Now I understand why we are only called "NTU ACES".

One thing I learn from all my wushu days was that when the going gets tough, everyone stays together as a team to fight or fall. No one blames each other or anything.

Seems like Team Spirit is not the IN thing now.

2009-01-09T02:01:00.001+08:00

Tell me what to do.

What can I do.

2009-01-07T02:27:00.003+08:00

I am bored...

School has started again...wonderful me actually overslept for a 12.30 class...for those on IA, dun complain about me for having the chance to sleep so late...I had my fair share of PA work during the hols too...sucks when u have to work during the holidays when everyone slack.

Dun u ever wonder what you have been doing now? Someone was just telling me there's a guy who's a millionaire now at age 23, when here we are still studying and 1,2,down,up nearly everyday.

It's like if I didn't had some weird and crazy teammates to crazy around during the tons tons tons of training...I would have probably turned retarded now...

Lucks to all HO teams...it's just for fun ok, dun get too stressed over it...safety first seriously...dun be a loser like some hall does....win with pride and like a champion.

Everyone's doing cupie now...I think I need to do a cupie too to cheer myself up.

BTW IP MAN is good...it's the season to WING CHUN now...go watch and WING CHUN along...haha

2009-01-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday To Terence Hee...ok it's slightly belated =) Happy birthday brother...I miss all the times during our Hwa Chong days...=)

Anyway, Happy 9th Month to us.

Happy training to all HO teams...u can see all the weird cheerleading trainings photo on facebook now...lol...

Happy training for ROBT and ROBHSBT for me.

Happy New Semester to all...sucks rite...

Haha...final year final semester student...I want to make sure my last semester is spent well...good grades, good friends and everything. =)

Happy New Year people =)

2009-01-02T03:41:00.002+08:00

I love my new year eve, because nothing beats being next to you to give u the first hug when the new year arrives.

=)

Happy New Year everyone =)

2008-12-22T11:51:00.003+08:00

Go watch YES MAN.

It's really a meaningful and enjoyable show...It's funny and light hearted, a typical Jim Carrey Show and best of all, it's really meaningful.

How many times have we all refused opportunity that comes in our way by saying No? Have we been open to all opportunity, even those seems to be bad on the surface might be one. If we never try, we will never know what we are missing out.

Life's short. Live it.

So cliche, yet how many of us are living it to the fullest?

2008-12-14T23:42:00.002+08:00

Everyone's blogging about his/her injuries now....I have my fair share of crumbling wrist and lower back plus a seemingly dislocate-feeling left arm, where u can't use strength and it hurts the moment I raise my left hand.

I guess if u really ask around, everyone's hurt/swollen/bleeding somewhere, but since we are a team, we need to focus on not letting each other down and continue to practice our stunts. You can say it's a sad life of an Aces cheerleader, but I guess, that's why we are the champion.

Oh well, it's the last chance to make it right. Now or never.

Anyway, on the other side, it's a pretty good thing to know that hey, it's December. There's like Christmas and New Year Eve to look forward to celebrating with my baby =)

Happy Holidays Baby =) Hope u dun mind your injured darling. =) Thanks for you patience and understanding.

I love you =)

2008-12-10T02:35:00.002+08:00

Hello people =)

It's been a boring day of massive cheerleading training everywhere. So after Aces training, there was no supper, because everyone was either going back for Hall training, or going around to look at Hall training.

Anyway, my wrist gets worst day after day of gymnastics, my back get worst from the stunts...

Let's also welcome Kah Weng to the cui-ed ankle due to gymnastics club...haha...maybe can set up a facebook group for that...u know wat happen when kah weng cui his kah? YEWWWWWW KAH Weng...haha..see if u get it..

Anyway, I am still considering between PWC and EnY for job offer...hmmm...how how how...=(

And to end the post, I am here to announce that I am the next humble being in Aces to join the iphone family...Weeehhh...haha =)))

2008-11-24T02:04:00.002+08:00

END OF EXAMS =)

I cui-ed my fingers at RI Gym...sucks big time...

2008-11-18T02:50:00.001+08:00

Anyway, u guys probably heard about the Tiger attacking one of the cleaner's incident. You know wat, some people where actually arguing for the Tiger to be punish and sent away or something.

I was like OMG WTF is wrong with these people. That's a No Brainer Rite...it's like the person jumped in to the Tiger area, and the tigers act on instinct of course attack him lar..regardless of wat the hell he was trying to defend himself against them or not, the tigers are just animals and they act on hunter instincts.

Like my girlfriend say, that's like jumping down the MRT track and ganna killed by it, and then some people ask for the MRT to punish or bar..come on lar Singaporeans...use some brains when talking can...it's like it just shows how No Brainer some people are lar...

I think the Zoo side's security protocol sucks too. If they had a better protocol, they would have responded faster to shoot the tiger. I mean, now u trying to explain why u didn't shoot because it was not necessary(CNA) or it will make the tiger attack fiercer(LHWB) is like bullshit. If u had responded faster, u could have shot it asap. Like u probably wouldn't need to have people throwing stones at the tigers to drive it away. And would u rather the tiger to continue attacking or shoot a sedative at it. Anyway, trying to say the excuse that it would make them attack fiercer sucks...i mean he's already in danger and being attack...are u trying to PRAY HARD that he would attack softer if u dun shoot him? How No Brainer again...

He's a tiger...not a pussy le...when tigers attack they wanto kill u...they attack ur neck and head...not like if u dun shoot it they will bite u slower or wat...bish wat a stupid excuse.

Come on lar Zoo...for goodness sake, it's your protocol that's weak. Just admit it lar...come up with cock reasons...I mean we all recognise that this kind of thing would not happen unless the person jump into the area. That's his fault. But not responding well, to save someone means that the zoo is already at fault already. How can some people reach there first to throw stones when the more important sedative guns dun reach there first...that's already like ur disaster recovery plan already sucky le rite?

No brainer...geesh...

My friend 黄靖伦 just released his debut album in Taiwan! Congratz sia...lol...can laugh at him during reservist...lol...also I wonder how he's coping now with all the stardom...haha...cool sia..anyone who likes him please support and buy his album..he's a cockster just like one of us, the typical lame Singaporean...trust me...super blur and retarded funny kind...haha...wait till u find out about his army times...lol..

Back to the backs...arhhh...dun feel like studying le...last paper last paper...jiayou jiayou...

2008-11-08T05:44:00.001+08:00

Currently only song on playlist:

High School Musical 3
Can I Have This Dance

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(Chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(Chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(Chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

2008-11-06T03:40:00.004+08:00

Yeah Obama won.
Not that It really concern me, but I do feel that he's an extremely good speaker.

And coming as the first black president, it's definitely not easy. There will be lots of people looking at what and how he will be doing next. Being elected is not the end of his struggle. It's about the days ahead. God bless him and may he does good to USA and the world.

This is his President acceptance speech...seriously well written and full of emotions...kind of speech seriously makes u wanto shout along and clap your hands to support...=) MUST WATCH.

Next up, ACES GIRLS ON ONLINE SHOP!

Haha...we are all familiar with this girl on her online shop:

Yes that's the YAYUN in her FIRST SCENE shop looking pretty cool

And if u think that I am going to talk about her, YOU ARE WRONG!!! 大错特错不要来，污辱我的美。。anyway I was just helping her publicize cause I haven helped her before mah...if I criticize her I think this is wat I will see at the next training:

"That stupid Lixiang, everytime late for training still criticize me...JIBONG!"

Haha...ok lar...nothing much, just that someone gave some brochures to my hall and surprisingly I saw this extremely familiar girl...

Our ms BERNICE SOON!

Haha...how cool is this..I think she said it before but I never seen the photos till now..haha...some photos look weird like this...haha...go visit the site with her pictures on myglamourplace =)

So I scroll thru the pictures and found the nicest picture of her!

BACK VIEW DAMN CHIO!

Haha...ok lar...Wan Ching is a nice girl...she's gonna kill me for that...lol...this is PUNISHMENT for PON training TWICE =P.

Haha...kidding lar...I where got so bad...anyway, we always see wan ching with her smiley look or blur look or looking super tense and nervous, or wearing some weird weird clothes as described VERY WELL by Joseph to be "@#&!@#@$" and thus, I found this picture of hers, which I think is the nicest.

Cool sia..

This picture is not only cool, but with attitude..some things, I think wan ching will never be able to carry it out. Good job photographer! haha...=) Nice pictures!

Ok, hope u had a great laugh friends =) And back to studeies k. =) LUCKS FOR EXAMS.

These pictures are copyrighted from First Scene of Yaya and My Glamour Place for Wan Ching. Please support them and the stores =)

If anyone's not happy with the pictures, for any infringement of copyright or watsoever and you are really angry that u cannot clap your hands to show that u are happy, and u are so disturbed that you can't eat or sleep because I posted some pictures of you or taken by you here, please haha...pls msg me to remove them. =)

No harm intended girls =)

2008-11-04T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hello hello pple!

Haha...it's been ages since i last blogged...I am sorry...been so busy...

Today marks the last quiz..haha...IT Quiz...lol...another one of those not bad, but not good to me quiz where u score like slightly above the average...the kind when u complain and people will say wa lao not bad wat ur score but when u look at it u feel damn cui at the score.

Anyway, one week to exams, been busy over quizzes, reports, presentations...haix...finally, today's last lesson. I caxn just settle everything down to solely drive myself to study...
Just caught "High School Musical 3" last week, pretty nice =) Worth a watch.
I like the starting when the basketball team was losing like X points, and than there was 16 mins left.
So the coach said "Guys, forget about the score and everything and focus on just one number. 16. 16 minutes, till the end of the match. For those seniors, that's the last time u will be wearing the wildcat uniform. Get in there and fight" Ok...something like that lar...
Then the lead said like "Guys, I dunno wat you think but for seniors like us, it's just 16 mins, for us to remember for the rest of our lifes."

Kind of able to feel how they were feeling though. Like studies, cheerleading and basketball. =) Everything. This is one shot, last year. To make it right to remember it for the rest of my life.

Suddenly feel like playing basketball =) Anyone?

2008-10-16T01:08:00.002+08:00

Yawnz....two quizzes over, one more quiz and two more presentation to go before the exam clocks strikes on the 12th of November...scary rite it's so near already.

Anyway, the hall cheer leading been like having no improvement...haha...I mean, I dunno, the stunts go up so beef, haha we see how along the way. =)

Thank you baby for taking care of me during all the tiring overnight studying...=)

2008-10-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

One sentence to describe me: I am fcuked up.

Never even study....zzz...

Back to the books immediately now.

wildfire out.

2008-10-02T03:09:00.002+08:00

I need to study.

The JCRC crap, get out of my life quick.

And the rest, I am sorry, you have to make place for my studying time. Else, I am doomed for the quizzes coming.

Priority:
1) Family + Baby
2) Study
3) Cheerleading
4) Others --> SHOOO!!!

On one hand I hope to not take any performance anymore. The other hand I need money to buy present for my baby's 21st and our 6th month =)

Ok waste no more time, study.

2008-10-01T02:27:00.005+08:00

Crate says: ha
Crate says: my point is
Crate says: his single post
Crate says: has indirectly deframed 9 other people in the process
Crate says: a lot of them are respectable figures in the industry

Crate says: given my reputation and status i go and gun him will kanna laugh sia

Hihi readers, interesting discovery!
My post just had some feedback from some unknown fan who is overly concern with the blog post that I posted on eons ago regarding the unhappiness over the lost of a performance.

Basically, I didn't mention names, so from a law prospective, there are no legal obligations in the context that can constitute to the "defamation" formed. There are no implied specific identities here also, so it's up to everyone's imagination to think who it is. Also, in case you are wondering, according to law, "Statements of opinion or pure opinion are not actionable" on the accord of defamation.

On a serious note, I believe, the action speaks louder than word, and truth speaks louder than action. So, if u believe it was right, no matter wat people say, there was no need to be angry or frustrated rite? If I was wrong, the public would know, the society would know. Unless u are in the wrong, than wouldn't there be nothing to argue about in the first place?

Actually, I was only pointing out to the person who strike the deal in my post. Why would I be angry with the performers or even. Many a times, I go for performances without knowing who got the deal. If one day someone scolds me for stealing their performance, I wouldn't even bother because I didn't got the deal anyway.

Besides, I do respect one of them because it's a friend. Oh by the way, respect is earned and not gained. I dun respect people because they can go around doing cupie or something. I rather respect Kaibin for his LOD. I respect character and not skill.

Well at the end of the day, it's about being intelligent enough to read a post and understand the underlying meaning.

Then being matured enough to understand that it is all in the good will of venting your frustration in your posts when you feel angry and not being bothered about such posts, since the truth will always be the truth anyway.
How many people was like yakking about Alonso winning the F1 in Singapore, that he dun deserve it, when the truth is that he won. He doesn't even care a damn thing about wat people blog or wat they are saying. DEH.

Finally, it's about letting go. Yesterday are yesterday news. Eons are Eons. Why bother and be burdened by it. I let go, because bygones are bygones.

Seriously I didn't wanted to blog about it again but it was just too annoying in the middle of a cooling night where I could have studied longer or sleep longer, but this was just stuck in my head and irritating me.

Beside, I dun want a FRIEND to be stuck in the center of arguement from a-dunno-how-it-started-eons-ago-incident. When I first mentioned to her, I already could feel the awkardness in the atmosphere, well it's best to just shut up and blog.

Got to stop, quizzes and presentations are pilling up. Back to the books.

Oh btw, it's DEFAMATION by the way, not DEFRAMATION.
We are not removing frames here my friend.

2008-09-28T20:35:00.002+08:00

It's like the whole world was facing the emotional roller coaster rides with me during the recess break. I hope everything's sorted out well for them.

I have to say that I am guilty for not studying...too much things on my mind, after aces camp, emo period and than the joyful period now.

I can see u smiling and feel ur touch even when I close my eyes.

Scary?

Yes, when you still have tons of things to study and can't get down to it, and the ever stupid lingering JCRC remains to clear. I will conquer this tonight.

At the same time increase 2 Elven blood levels. =)

Hopeful, when I retire for the night/morning, the next moment when I open my eyes, you will be there in my arms =)

2008-09-27T03:44:00.001+08:00

How sad can one get a few hours ago?

How happy can one get now?

You can find it all written over my face.

Baby, I love you. =)

You are all that matters now =)

2008-09-21T15:47:00.003+08:00

During the break of the Aces Cheerleading Camp, we are all here slacking around and lazing while waiting for the next training time slot at 6pm.

I have so much much more to study =(((

Sian sian sian sian sian...=(

Why is there so much things to study =(

I am sorry girl =( I didn't expect there to have a training camp =((( I wish we could spend the whole day out too...=(((

I miss u so much baby =(

2008-09-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

Opps....hihi people...sorry for not blogging for so long...been busy...dunno with wat also...there are just too many misc stuff around for me to handle them..haix...

Finally my AGM and Night cycling is over.

So left alot of FOC claims left unclaimed...sorry to the FOC people it took so long cause i had too much work in hand...

Dun u ever wonder how much time is really wasted everyday by small misc things? I realise times flies so fast thru the week, that I haven done so much things.

I haven revise my IT for quiz
I haven finish my JCRC claims
I haven revise my 306
I haven completed my 304 slides

That sucsk big time u know...but the more there are things to do, the more i dunno where to start them. I dun even feel like looking at them...

I suck man. Seriously.

Goto get down to work really really fast and everything. God bless me with the strength to pull thru everything and get back on track fast...I dun wanto flunk my studies and duties.

Lixiang Out.

2008-08-29T01:58:00.002+08:00

Giap you are really damn suay lar...I think you touched Butter when you are sitting next to him and that's why he suddenly damn suay too after you left. =)

Anyway, it's been a long week of not understanding much at 306. Got to hit the books now. I am sorry if I would seem busier, because 306's damn difficult and I am damn lost..=(

Been feeling much weaker after I fell sick, my TTH sucks now...yucks...my BHS sucks now...hope to recover soon. =)

Nothing much. Was supposed to have performance, some bastard under cut us for some performances at a lower price, I mean I always know that people are desperate for money, but being desperate until this extent really sucks...I mean come on lar...be professional and show some common cheer leading professionalism lar...not as if u are a new kid in the block or f-up standards that need to do this lar...At least you are some old senior running around in the circle lar that at least would render some sense of respect for the elderly.

I mean even as a junior in the cheer leading circle I despise you for this total lack of professionalism. If u are paid more and invited because you are more pro, fine I have nothing to say. U are more pro yet u are willing to take much lesser, WTF....

It's probably these people that makes the general public thinks that cheerleaders are just some cheap performers. No wonder cheer leadering was never in a good light with such people around man...Talk about putting or spreading the spirit of cheer leading....haha...simple ironies of life

Seriously, How low can you get? (featuring T-pain: LOW LOW LOW LOW)

Especially when you undercut a team for performance and then ask the team members if they wanna perform with you....=X

G-O-O-D J-O-B man.

2008-08-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

Been having bolts of down these days...first up i fell sick, coughing all night until I couldnt sleep...then when I was recovering, my hall flyer unlock struggled and kick me in my eye at elevator level...I was like wat the fcuk...how to do that man...power...so now you guys can catch me in my panda eye around school these days lor...

Then today at inter-block game, other than not being able to win the basketball(LOST TO SOME TIONGS), I even sprain my ankle...WAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME!!!!

ZZZZ...DAMN PISS AND SCREWED UP PERIOD.

I think someone purposely cursing me to make me perform badly for the trials haha... Seriously.

Anyway, one good thing is that I discovered that my ultra scary feeling 306 tutor turned out to be pretty cock actually...haha...he's serious and cock at the same time...how to man...ZAI...haha...and then he's so much more effective than the lectures that are so content based and so not explained everytime lar...

SCREW U, THE 306 LECTURER WHO DOES NOT EXPLAIN AT ALL AND MUMBLING IN UR OWN WORLDAND JOKE!

Even if i focus entirely I still can't get wat u are talking about and it's damn disgusting and frustrating...

2008-08-18T01:18:00.005+08:00

Opps I think girlgirl is sad/angry/disappointed/add your own feelings* with me for not messaging her today for the whole day...=( I am sorry...I want you to know that my phone was flat the whole day when it was in my bag. The competition actually ended at 5 plus, but choosing the watches took until 7 plus 8 before I had dinner.

I know u are very very worried for me too, because I feel so too when u didn't reply me, I was expecting u to feel sad/angry/disappointed/add your own feelings*. Basically what I feel too on my end when I couldnt msg you or call u.

I feel so stupid why I didn't just borrowed a phone to call her early.

Deardear, I just want you to know that u were the first person on my mind that I wanted to tell when we won the competition today, that's why I tried to call u so many many times the moment I rush home on a cab to plug in my phone to the charger. I guess it's really not comforting at all right, I am sorry. =(

I never put cheerleading before you deardear
Cheerleading is a passion but U are my life. =)
I AM SORRY!!!
FORGIVE A SICK BOY PLEASE? =)

2008-08-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

I think I am officially sick now...NOW NOW NOW just when I need more energy for some weird competition that suddenly arise.

So many things to do, so little time to rest, maybe that's why my body's complaining to me now...I need a break SERIOUSLY.

Can I request for my girl girl to nurse me back to health onegai? =(

2008-08-12T16:39:00.003+08:00

The saga's pretty unrelated to me, just to my friends, however, it hit me such that I didn't thing that even within such a small group such things can happen like my hall.

I remember a friend once said, never shit at the place u eat. This is totally true, because you wouldn't know how the consequences will turn out to be when tongues wag, and you need to see each other still, imagine how awkward it is.

如果可以那么容易说不爱就不爱的话，
我想你曾经付出的爱也不过如此而已。。
试想想自己真的爱过对方吗，
或者也只是爱上爱的感觉？
做过情人的朋友，
永远回不到过去的完美。

Just a personal after thought.

I hope the parties well, because at the end of the day you are all my friends. I have no rights to intervene, neither do I want to also. But I definitely wouldn't want to see how's unhappy or sad still because as a friend, I am worried. We are all worried, no matter you believe or not, because we are all a team.

The move has already been made, as pawns of the game of life. I just hope that you will find a better way out after this.

Cheers, because we are cheerleaders. We smile no matter how sad we are or how tough it is. =)

2008-08-09T02:40:00.003+08:00

Have you read Tuesdays with Morrie before?

I remember there's this chapter about growing old, when Mitch asked 79 years old Morrie if he ever been jealous about 25 youngster who is playing and enjoying life. Morrie say that perhaps, but he has been 25 once, and he had his fun. Now he's 25, 35, 45 and 79. He is who he is now at every stage of life that he has been through.

Hmm...sounds abit cheem about what I am saying here...haha...like I always tell my juniors why I lost the drive to go crazy like a freshie or lead cheer like a GL now that I am a grand senior myself, life's a stage.
There have been moments when you were the actors of life, the young ones in the lime light, learning and doing everything on stage.
Then you proceed to the stage when you are the backstage producers of the show, the directors, light and sound manager, producers that help to guide and facilitate the actors on stage.
Then you become the audience of the show. You had your fun acting. You directed your show. It's really time to step back and enjoy the show seeing young people in their respective time that you had a few years ago. You give your wise words and comments to guide everything, but the stage is theirs.

Yearning to return to me is just 看不透红尘.

People should really know when to retire glorously. Can't they see what's the outcome of Micheal Jackson returning to play basketball again?

Oh well...I think a little challenge would be good.

2008-08-07T16:11:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, there were a few freshmen living in Hall 8 Block 41.

It was a happy place until one day they found one Singh living there always spitting into the water cooler and using the upwards spraying water to wash his mucus filled nostril. This utterly disgusted them and as such, they warned him and issued a notice to all block resident at the water cooler to remind him not to do it.

However, the efforts were largely futile.

The next years, these freshmen became senior, and the same complain of the Singh came from their juniors living in the block. The same warning goes and they prayed that he doesn't do such disgusting stuff again.

Another year flies, beautiful day in the block and someone caught the Singh again spitting and washing his nostril. The resident was utterly disgusted and complained to the hall office and the JCRC. So one of the JCRC member frustrated_boy85@hotmail.com decided to send an email to complain to the block prof. The block prof and shf comfronted him and this is the cock email he replied.

From: #SINGH#
To: SHF
Cc: HF
Subject: RE: Regarding Resident spitting into the water cooler

Respected Sir

First of all i would like to extend my deep apology to everyone concerned Sir.

Sir i was not aware of this fact until today Sir as nobody ever told me or talked to me about it. Had anyone talked to me about it or told me i would have taken the precautionary measure there and then itself Sir. I would never intend to bother anyone Sir in such a bad manner.Sir i never ever did spit or washed my nostrils in the water cooler, Sir i suffer from sever Sinus and sometimes while drinking water my throat does get itchy but i never spit Sir.

Sir i rest assure you and everyone Sir from now on i would take along water bottle with me and fill the water in the bottle and then drink it Sir and not drink it otherwise to cause any suspicions Sir.

Sir actually i have seen people spit and brush their teeth near water cooler and kitch sink and i feel irritated at that Sir so i would never ever think to doing that kind of act Sir, Sir i dont know if it is a misunderstanding or something but i rest assure you that from now on i would not give any chance of complaints from my side to anyone Sir.

Sir actually i always clean the water cooler thrice with water since i am really a health consicous person and its really sad that my hallmates have such a poor impression of me Sir.

Sir had anyone talked to me before or told me about it previously, this issue would never had gone so far Sir.

I am really really Sorry to everyone concerned Sir and would rest assure that from now on i would take care of this issue Sir.

Thanks a lot Sir

With deep apologies

Regards

Singh

If I were to do a summary on his email, two words: TALK COCK.

2008-08-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

Today marks the beginning of a new sem and a new academic year.

Back to the days of lectures and tutorial once again as I nostalgically hope for the holiday that was just gone. By the time again next year, I would have graduated and probably be getting ready to work in one of the Big 4.

I can't help but think that how fast time flies, like I was just a junior, than senior and now, a final year student already.

Like I say, the stage has now been passed to the next generation of younger kids, it's time for them to step up to the roles that they have been groom to play. It's time for us to step back and see what they can come up with..

Can't help feeling older...haha...I never once admitted that I was young, nor do I fear of being old, just that I feel that the time passed seems like a glance of AE86 drift that when you woke up, you realise, your Uni days are nearly over.

The motion for this year is to work hard for studies to secure my second upper class, play hard for cheerleading to be the champion once again, and love hard to treasure this beautiful girl in my arms.

2008-07-31T21:24:00.003+08:00

I was actually deciding to go join FOC for round island, than again they will end at Pasir Ris and I have to travel 1.5 hr to back to NTU again.

In the mood of laziness, I decided not to and just hang around the hall with my dear. I keep concussing and sleeping that my bio clock is like perpetually screwed up now...

I think no grand junior in the clan actually knows me now..haha...I dunno why I just wasn't in the mood to like being high and cheer anymore. Probably cause I know it's not my year anymore. I didn't wanted to be in the limelight to be siao on, because it's their stage this year. U wouldn't wanto over shine the grand juniors in cheer, and u wouldn't wanto interfere with the with juniors in command. It's really time to take a step back and watch everything with a smile.

That's how the world goes by...you had your fun and stage. Now it's time to be offstage, let someone else have their fun while you enjoy the show.

Can't wait to pass my JCRC to the next batch and just be a normal resident and hang around the hall!!

Nearly didn't have any costume for tmr...I was still wondering who would bring the costume..thank you giap and bin for helping me source around, wen chuan for troubling him to pass me his from his room despite being in East Coast now and nice Mr KC for driving down to pass me his uniform...apparently I think he called and didn't get thru me, because I didn't receive his call and he passed to bin...THANKS THANKS THANKS.

Oh well...it's really the end of the holidays already! School's starting so so so so so soon!!!

I haven stayed hall for so long period consecutively that I feel sick of it now...zzz...

To Xian: Hope you are having fun in Adelaide! Your char mee's not too bad looking...haha

2008-07-27T01:31:00.003+08:00

Today when scarlet fell from mid tier, I realised that we really have lesser and lesser people coming for training...

I felt that the attendence was becoming so miserable that we didnt have enough spotters around to be self sufficient. If u look back many atimes recently, we had a lot of senior spotters who just happened to be around and didn't need to come for training at all. But the team itself didn't even have enough attendence for a relatively safer training in total by ourselves.

Every time we do a pyramid or a toss, we put a risk to our flyers.

It's a life u are talking about.

At this stage when everyone's basically injured like on some part of their body, you never know if the next injury might be too serious that would even cause u some permanent damage or even ur cheerleading life.

Not to the extent of the constant preach to like resist..haha...I feel that the core injuries come from the direct falls due lack of hands around. Anyway, I just hope attendance can get better next time. More people = More fun = More safe training.

But to the extent of treasuring our flyers, for goodness sake respect the bases who save u and get hit all the time by you. Give them a thank or wat.

Seriously, it is such a lousy job that u use the most strength and energy, get hit all the time at every weird places, and try to save all your flyers and get scolded when the flyer falls everytime. I mean I know the flyers get injured physically, but when a stunt fall, to me, it means both the base and flyer mistake, because as u see, cheerleading is never an individual thing. And the psychological burden behind having caused someone to fall is pretty heavy as I see..

Oh well probably most people dun agree with me.

So my conclusion is flyers should lock like hell especially if u are falling because u are not sleeping beauties. People wants to see cheerleaders. If they wanted sleeping beauties, they would have gone to Disneyland.

And more people are needed for trainings because more people = more fun = more safe training.

I really respect scarlet and qq today.
When scarlet fell, I can sense that she was very afraid inside her but she just tried to gek a very solemn and calm face and stood up when i think she was still in pain.
When qq fell, she was like as if she was not injured and carried on training, and I only found out later her head was spinning badly and in pain for the rest of the training.

CLAP CLAP*

I may sound comical when I blog about these, but these are people whom I really call cheerleaders.

2008-07-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

This is the song in everyone's mind now after returning from RSU. =)

2008-07-23T00:54:00.003+08:00

FINALLY uploading some pictures from Thailand...kind of still feeling sick from the flu i caught in the last day in thailand...the bus ride in the rain with my Chang Beer singlet was too cold for me i guess...oh well...hope i recover soon...

Thailand's basically full of nice food...this is my first meal...kind of like a cheaper and less quantity version of kway chap...but then it cost only 25 baht...which is like $1.04 cents

So hungry give me the food!!!

Had lots of fun doing cock things...haha

This is basically where we sleep...u can see two couples in the photo...HINT HINT*

This is one of my first few closer RSU friend Maggie

Introducing me and blogger friend ScarletSky

Quite obvious that training was super tiring rite..

This is Chang...he spot me for my first roound off flipflap =)

Now u know why aaron bhs improve so tremendously because he does it everywhere..

Only one word to describe this picture "F**K!"

My cute mortal OA

My Lou Jing Jing angel Ratcha

Finally...greetings of new members of NTU ACES in RSU =)

I really love the RSU cheerleaders...they are friendly, fun loving and so...Cheerleaders for life...i doubt u can find someone like that in Singapore...hope to see them soon...=)

2008-07-22T01:53:00.003+08:00

I m back...=)

I kind of dread going back to Singapore because it's back to the routine life once again..

I am so missing the days when u wake up to see everyone around u lazing around, and u walk over with one or two friends to the 7-11 to buy sandwiches and betegen to eat and drink.

I am so missing the days when everyone around was speaking broken english and sign languages to convey our messages.

I am so missing the damn cheap food at last than $2 per meal, top with a less than $1 Cha Yan or Cha Dam Yan.

I am so missing the imitating the "Right Broken Tee, Left Diagonal"

I am so missing all the fun and cheer from the RSU people.

I am so missing Thailand right now. =(

Anyway, life goes on.

Photos soon ok...kind of lazy now...=)

The only thing that drives me in Singapore, is my family and U that I miss so much every moment. =)

2008-07-15T17:37:00.002+08:00

One word to describe RSU trip now -- SHAGGED

My wrist are like going to fall apart...and my joints are like..erm...DAMN PAINFULLY...I do admit we learn quite alot though

4 more days of training...

Hope i dun injured myself again from backhand spring.

I miss ya dar. =)

2008-07-09T15:37:00.004+08:00

Haha...look at the time now...it's WORK time...and I'm supposed to be on PA...haha...but I m free!!!

Haha...apparently my supervisor is on half day leave le...and i moved to this computer that has no access restriction...and I have nothing to do...haha...except the bank rec...which i couldnt tie 40cents...

So i just basically slack and msn now...two more days to last day of PA...talking to mun chun all day...I didn't wanto blog one..because it's like ultimate slacking..but mun chun psycho me to blog...oh well...so decided to lor...haha

This place sucks...I mean the management...but the working environment is good...especially the colleagues in the accounts department...I think I am gonna miss the place...

Oh well...Looking forward to Thailand training now...hope can learn some damn cool pyramids...like the btoss to chair...zai...haha...=)