Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
金曜日, 9月 18, 2009
This week work has been extremely hectic. Rushing the DEADline by this friday, which apparently I think cannot make it liao. Quite obvious if not I wouldn't be blogging now, should be rushing work. The main reason is that apparently most people are not around, need tuesday to respond.
Anyway, key thing I learnt so far about audit is human relationship skills. You need to try to maintain as nice relationship with your client and contacts so that they will rush things for you naturally. That's unless your client are so nice they immediately rush for you, which is usually quite unlikely.
Most of the time, people tend to avoid auditors talking to them
Small fries think that auditor find you = like giving them work on top of their own stuff without marginal utility
Medium fries think that auditor find you = something wrong with their system, gan jiong
Big fries think that that auditor find you = something SERIOUSLY wrong with their system to need to look for me.
Thus their office camouflaging skill will be tried and tested during an audit.
I also picked up the skill of calling, emailing, CCing bosses and calling for upper superior support to pressure subordinates and scouting and walking around everywhere just to find and talk to someone to chase him/her for my stuff....Well I guess it's part and parcel of office life.
I had this tot today that worst thing in life is when you need to rely on others for your work all the time which I hated it
Congratulations, that's what audit is all about and I am an auditor.
The irony of life.
ラベル: Irony of life
火曜日, 9月 08, 2009
日之内エミ 粉雪
粉雪
Konayuki
粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い
konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
人混みに紛れても同じ空見てるのに
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
風に吹かれて 似たように凍えるのに
kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru noni
僕は君の全てなど知ってはいないだろう
boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
soredemo ichioku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ
konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterunda
些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikite nado ikenai
素直になれないなら 喜びも悲しみも虚しいだけ
sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake
粉雪 ねえ 心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を分け合う事が出来たのかい
futari no kodoku wo wakeau koto ga dekita no kai ?
僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
その声のする方へすっと深くまで
sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
下りてゆきたい そこでもう一度会おう
orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou
分かり合いたいなんて 上辺を撫でていたのは僕の方
wakariaitai nante uwabe wo nadeteita no wa boku no hou
君のかじかんだ手も 握りしめることだけで繋がってたのに
kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru koto dake de tsunagatteta noni
粉雪 ねえ 永遠を前にあまりに脆く
konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
ざらつくアスファルトの上シミになってゆくよ
zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natteyuku yo
粉雪 ねえ 時に頼りなく心は揺れる
konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい
soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuzuketai
粉雪 ねえ 心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を包んで空にかえすから
futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara
The season in which the powdered snow dances always passes by
Even if I’m lost in a crowd I can see the same sky
Even though I'm chilled as if I'm being blown by the wind
I don't know anything(1) about you, do I?
And yet, I found you amongst a billion(2) people
There's no (scientific) basis for this, but I believe this with all seriousness
We can't live at the same time without trivial fights
If I can't be honest, then rapture and sorrow are meaningless
Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
Can you share our loneliness?
I pressed my ear against your heart
Going gently, deeply towards where the sound (is coming from)
(That's where) I want to disembark,
There, we'll meet once again
I want us to reach rapport but I was the (only) one who touched its surface
The only thing that was holding us together was my hand squeezing yours that was numb with cold
Powdered snow, in front (of us), eternity, too fragilely, becomes a stain upon rough asphalt
Powdered snow, this heart that has transcended time is faltering
And yet, I want to continue to protect you
Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
You would wrap around our loneliness and send it back into the sky
Hi people.
Found this song online, if you have 3 minutes to spare, listen to this. It's really soothing and nice.
For people who have seen 1 litre of tears, this is Konnayuki, the ending theme song sang female version. I think it's really nice.
Well work's never ending and piling everyday, take a breather and listen to a nice song for a moment.
The rejuvenation is amazing. =)
Back to Audit Work Papers. =(
土曜日, 9月 05, 2009
流沙 was stucked in my head for such a long time. Very soothing indeed.
Baby did lasik!!! =) Completed one eye already. Hope she get well soon yah =) muacks* I will take care of you ok =) Dun worry, you just sleep and recover well
Work's getting busier and busier each day. Today when I was in the office I realize everyone was so busy with work that there was really not much chance for like interaction between one another, or izzit that I am turning more anti social these days.
Kind of miss the times during Uni, Hall and Aces that there were all so many good friends to talk crap and bitch about...where people will have supper and late night talks all the time, play DOTA and basketball and hall activities. I guess work's still just work. Sometimes I think it's draining my spirit out much faster than my energy level...haix
I think I need to go have crazy FUN or another HOLIDATE soon =)
At least today, there's two things to celebrate: Baby's lasik eye regaining vision fast and of course, our 17th Month tgt.
Happy 17th Month Baby Tang =)
Love you. =)
木曜日, 8月 06, 2009
Sorry I was busy with work until 6.30 plus =(
We celebrated it with simple gifts and over simple bowls of ramen (I like the food alot though)
Baby was not feeling well, and I was quite tired after work, but it was a simple and fulfilling evening with you to accompany me =)
I Love You =)
Happy 16th Month =)
金曜日, 7月 31, 2009
I finally graduated =)
Since 4 years old, we have been studying, until now, we finally graduated with a degree..not too excited thou, cause already been in the rat race, but it was fun taking photos.
Too rush thou, which is why old me couldnt catch my breath after all the rushing around to find my parents, my baby and misc stuff =)
Anyway, finally =)))
Happy.
Nv took photos with alot of people..so if u are one of those, sorry =( I had to work half day, so reached at 3plus instead. =(
Hope everyone had a nice day, and happy convocation =)
Sleeping =) Nitez =)
月曜日, 7月 20, 2009
Hihi people...I haven blogged for a while already...
If u think I am just too nua to blog, u are WRONG...I have change classes...from nua class to WORKING class le...super sian trust me...
It's super sian to work after u nua for so long..it's like...erm...u just wouldnt feel like doing anything lar...but u have to get up damn early like 6.30 for me, and squeeze with people in MRT, than sit in office...aiya..just sian lar..I cannot go anywhere lar...just lazy..feel like nuaing at home after work...haha...
And my poor girlfriend have nothing to do at home and no one to accompany her..haha =)
Take care of yourself baby =) Get well soon ok =)
Love You =)
水曜日, 7月 01, 2009
There's a promotion at Safra Jurong Kbox, at $10++ for Safra and Kbox card member, same holder, which is me lar..thus, me, baby, and two other good friend you xiang and xue ling went there.
Well it was cheap, but than again, the song listing sucks, alot of songs were unavailable or not classified. Alot of singers were not on the list, which includes even FIR and Fei Lun Hai...who are like uber famous now rite...the groups singer was only 4 pages when i go, which means at most 40 groups listed.
The stupid package had no snacks refill which usually has, and drinks choices were like only some soft drinks and no Kpts. Then I might as well have taken the $11 plus package for like Safra members, or Kbox members which was not tgt, or gone else where like Suntec which had no cover charges.
One waitress who came into our room asking us to play some game of Big/Small which the winner gets a free drink and loser have to take photo and print them at $2 each, which was really stupid, because we already had a 10 mega pixel camera with us and theirs wasnt as powerful anyway. Well there's another story about printing photos one which was really stupide.
When I was marina Kbox, I was told to take photo and print for free, later the next guy who came in said that had to pay $2 each from their lower quality mega pixel digicam than us which we were carrying. It's really like a cheat money feeling lar...
Anyway, I decline to play cause of the bad experience with the photo, and than I asked why the songs much lesser choices. She said cause system updating still. Then I asked why they didn't tell us that the songs were much less when we were coming in. Than she said, no Kbox would state their songs and I was like WTF, of course lar, but people would assume it would be the same amount of songs for all Kbox outlet rite? Imagine if I knew this outlet had much lesser songs but slightly cheaper, I STILL WOULDNT have visited here lar...because Kbox means I wanto sing K, not blow airKon lor..wa lao..
Than my girlfriend took over when she sense I was already mad. In the end, the girl walked away without any effort to salvage the situation, such as perhaps giving us free tibits or drinks, which could have saved the good image of Kbox i have from the other branches.
So for people going to Safra Jurong Kbox to experience because it's new, take note that the cheap $10++ package is deceiving and quite bad. Lack of choices for drinks and no snacks refill. Get a normal Kbox member package instead, which might cause slightly more but much more worth it. It's not stated or anything on terms and conditions on the website, so I am dropping a warning for all here before u end up damn unhappy like me.
The truth is that the system is more high tech like handwriting to search for the songs which was really cool a plus point. But song choices are much lesser and songs are not sorted, like some songs i can't find thru singers cause not listed, but hand writing or pinyin can find.
The sound system there sucks compared to other places, like it keeps over surge ALL THE TIME, Music and Mic sounds are softer too compared to other Kbox.
After watching the Du Shi Da Fa Xian, I realise the new system can actually save ur singing and bluetooth to ur phone the recording, but of course I wouldnt know because the waiters there didn't even bother to tell us at all.
Service there sucks, the counter stuff was damn grouchy like we owned her money. Dun explain package to us well, and when we press the service button, takes like 15 mins still haven come when it was pretty empty there at 3-4pm on a monday and we had to press again for it. We were in Room 1 by the way, and many rooms we saw when we enter was empty. Maybe $10 cheaper package means lesser service also.
Compared to like AMK Kbox, the service people are much more friendly, and once called upon come like in less than 5 minutes time and the counter stuff explain to us our package so well.
I think if u guys wanna go, think twice about it, or maybe go like in another one month time for them to upload all songs first. It really sucks to have limited songs choices when u really feel like singing.
And hope by than the service standard have changed for the better
