Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


Speak

Your wonderful comments.

Camarederie

Yeeling
Jeffrey
Zhen
Ting^2
Delai
Hui Jun
Ah Yang
Shu Xian

Eliz
Joleen
Adeline
Li Xian
Addy
Hwee Fung
Helen
Ching
Wei Xi
Gou Gou
Kah Weng
Lijing

Ruth
Yirong
Qiu Yan
Ya Yun
Jia Xian
Ming Hui
Wei Wei
Heidi
Wang Chin
Xin Wei
KC
MDK

K Clan
29th Wushu
02s66
HC WUSHU



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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

金曜日, 3月 23, 2007
Only Human By K

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

Translation:

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

This is indeed an extrememly sad and nice song. Super nice. すごいい

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水曜日, 3月 21, 2007
I've Never Been To Me ( Charlene )

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could runI took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to beBut you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise)
But I've never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me

This song teaches us one thing. Treasure the little happiness of life.

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See...my girlfriend ate so much food...haha....
Today we celebrated 6th month by eating somewhere near at the Spoon Restaurant. The soup is quite nice sia...haha...the tea TIE GUAN YIN was nice...but abit bitter at the end...so it's not very high quality tea lar...wat ever...i love tea.

This is our pre 6th month celebration @ WARAKU restaurant.

Waraku serves cheaper japanese and western fusion cusines. It has lots of choices, and it taste quite good too. However, the atmosphere wise, Sun and Moon nicer lar.

6th months so fast. More to come. =P

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月曜日, 3月 12, 2007
Anyone watched the Pursuit of Happiness?

Seriously, i would recommend everyone to watch it. It's definately one of the most meaningful and heart warming movie i have watched.

Will Smith plays Chris Gardner, a bright and talented guy who is struggling to make ends meet until he lands a prestigious internship that enables him to pursue his dreams. There are many many scenes which are rather depressing...about poverty...especially like the part when Will Smith have to sleep in the toilet with his son and he cried. That scene was super sad. The other of my favourtie scene was when he got the job offered at the end of the internship and he had this uncontrollable emotions which he tried to keep down but his eyes was red and teary and he tried to control his joy among the crowd in the street...perfect acting skills.
Will Smith rock in this show. He deserve to win Best Male actor award lor.

Dun ever let somebody tell you you cant do something....If you got a dream, you got to protect it...If you want something, go get it....
- Chris Gardner

Damn nice show....go watch it...preview here .

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金曜日, 3月 09, 2007
Some Late pictures from Surf and Sweat which happened around early Feb...i think it's the 10th.



Add of course, what do you get when u put 4 crazy Sirius guys together?

...

Been really busy with projects, work and presentations. PBL, which the like i am the only one doing...so that period of time was quite easily frustrated...i hope i didn't hurt anyone's feeling during then...luckily Siyu did PART 2 questions for me...still got one working group mate...she couldn't do the excel and accounting stuff well, but her language and writting skills quite pro...so she wrote...haha...thanks...

Alvin made effort lar...but seriously, i didn't wanto double work lar. It's not that i look down on him or wat...maybe it's because, people tend to trust urself and ur abilities more...unless you could prove to me that you are good...i guess i am just someone whom you need to win over my trust and believe.

Darling's a bit sick, some sensitive skin. I pray she get well soon. I am sorry i didn't really accompanied you recently k. Sorry.

因为有你的笑容,我才会快乐
因为有你的温柔,我才能坚强
因为有你的宽容,我才能安心
因为有你的天空,我才能放心的飞

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火曜日, 3月 06, 2007
Always, there come a time, or a moment in my life when suddenly, i start to question everything i am doing now and reflect on my currect situation. When you look back, you realise alot of things you do is so stupid, naive and immature.

So much precious time and opportunities and moments are lost to blindness, intended or unintended.

Then u start to guilt and regret and reflect. That's the guilt theory of motivation in my life. Brings you down and then force yourself up.

I was never afraid of stress and challenges. I was never worried about too much work and assignment. All for, i believe in myself, i can do it if i wanto.

I am just afraid of this subconscious laziness that always attempt to control my every move.

It's the power of will.

Praying for a stronger innerself.

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