Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Camarederie

Yeeling
Jeffrey
Zhen
Ting^2
Delai
Hui Jun
Ah Yang
Shu Xian

Eliz
Joleen
Adeline
Li Xian
Addy
Hwee Fung
Helen
Ching
Wei Xi
Gou Gou
Kah Weng
Lijing

Ruth
Yirong
Qiu Yan
Ya Yun
Jia Xian
Ming Hui
Wei Wei
Heidi
Wang Chin
Xin Wei
KC
MDK

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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

火曜日, 6月 29, 2004
Posting this blog in camp...
Yesterday just completed GPMG live firing...damn shuang...haha...anyway, the weapon is so noisy and powerful lar...it feels so good to squeeze the trigger and let off all the rounds....but then, it makes me feel evil to think of it this way....u probably would feel different if you realise that every round can actually kill a life....imagine all the life you killed with your MG....haix...
Anyway, today is so good...feels so good to slack more...haha...opps cannot use slack...but rather have admin work to do....haha....
Anyway, it's so sian to be in camp...luckily this week is short...haha...my ex wildcat coming soon...so sian...outfield exercise....haix....
Cheerz....feel so bored lar....

日曜日, 6月 27, 2004
I m so bored........
I wanna go play beach volleyball leh.....sian sian sian...

TIme check: 2.24am

Ok...i just booked out today...so didnt really wanted to sleep...but my eyes are semi closed now...ha
Anyway...today got defaultors' parade...quite shag out lor...it's like u turn around and march around at double quick time...my whole shirt was soaking wet lar...and i remember the 40+ of us all fail the uniform critiria...only 3 pass...haha...

So it's like quite tired already lar....then i came home stone...never date anyone out lar...not interested in anyone....

Went to CCK to meet my friends...apparently one of my ex classmate had trouble...we were all there to help him...it's quite swt of us lar...cause it's like we are all the laughing laughing lame lame kind of people...hard to believe lar...but we did...you probably wouldnt understand lar...nvm...

Read this Cockford Singlish Dictionary...damn cock lar....ultra funny....ultra cock lor....

So many people disrupting for NS liao...this week got JIt Kong and Benjamin Tung...next week Daniel Quek, Zhongyang, Feng Wei, maybe also Rodney...haix...i guess all good things will come to an end lar...will miss them much when they are gone...but...

I ALSO WANTO DEFER TO STUDY!!!

日曜日, 6月 20, 2004
Changed my blog theme...ha...but not much difference lar...yup...cant find the link of the image...will change it again next week...

It's getting quite boring these days...sometimes i dunno wat to do when i book out...who to look for and who will be accompanying me...i shouldnt expect anyone to rite...yup...

It's like a little empty feeling...hard to say...hard to describe...

Nevermind wat i m talking about...i would rather do nothing than go back to camp lar........

Cheers....

土曜日, 6月 12, 2004
How to live a better life:
Face the Past without Regret
Face the Present with Confidence
Face the Future without Fear

Ok...i haven been online for quite long liao lar...
Anyway, sometimes when i feel like doing something fun, when no one is able to be with me...u just feel quite empty...something is missing in your life...
Lucky, music and songs are my best companion...
Listening to: OCEAN O1 De2 Yang2 CD
Ultra nice...

Ok...i found that i have developed this habit of reading blogs by others...haha...i dun really know why...probably to find out wat's happening in others' life compared to my? Seems to be a comparision if whose is more miserable...ha...

Sometimes...you just feel numb about what's happening in life...my sixth sense stopped working too, just like wat siying said...I can't seems to feel things anymore...I need more innocence and less complexicity...

Furthermore, at some stage, your soul and body become "separated"...that is your body and soul feels differently...dunno how to explain...i guess you have to experience it yourself lar...yup...like you laugh but you dun feel happy at all...

Crap crap crap...

Bless the world...

New ST2 term...i dun feel any difference...