Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
水曜日, 3月 31, 2004
Ok...army brain drained lots of my tots...ha...trying to get back the more sentimental and emotion part of me back...
Come on lar...if everyday u only hear the words "Knock it down" or "Half left down", then brainlessly follow command, wat can u do...u probably have rust in ur brain lar...
Nevermind...ha...
Today...it's interesting how different group of people think differently....example...met my clique in the afternoon...they sort of came to a conclusion that singlehood is better....then i met my bunk mates in the evening...they concluded that they wanna get attached asap...ha...
No comments...i think i m more freedom based...but i treasure love....yup...i hate being controlled...yuck, but i mean, love is freedom wat...at least wat i think...but why izzit people are always being controlled by the other partner in a relationship? To me, love is freedom, giving you a pair of wings to fly and a cloud to fall back on when u are tired or down...I guess it really depends on your mindset....yup...
Cheers to Maria and Terence...cheer up k...really...
Lucks to Zhiming...finally going to be enlisted...JAGUAR COMPANY ROCKS K...
To U...i miss you where ever i go...remember that yah...
火曜日, 3月 30, 2004
Heyz...........so how long have i not blog......hmmmmmmmmmmmm.........about 3 months rite....ha.......
Anyway.........i feel great.....ha.......BMT......passed out already......it was a great and whole new experience.....haha......firing rifles.....field camp.......all the rifle stealing done by my sergeants.....add real spices to my army life.....ha.....
Oh well.....face the music....it's really boring to be stuck in camp "overseas" in Tekong....ha...but got to know some really good good friends.....ha....
I really came to know more about the whole, after meeting with people from a wider range of life...different JC....was hoping to meet people from poly, ITE and others....but then, nevermind, JAGUAR company was a pure JC intake....anyway, got to see a lot of evil side of man...selfish, greed, hypocricy, betrayer and all the fake stuff people do...why can't people just be more honest....i mean u can cheat and lie to the world, but u cant fake yourself rite....
U get to see people "wayang" around...acting like they are full of leadership capabilities...shouting here and there at others for nothing, trying to "hurry" them...i mean...i m really sick of it...really sick of it...i guess this is the greatest demerit point to me when i grade my life in camp....
U come across people like my bunkmate...pampered all his life....and cannot take care of himself, can't sweep the floor or mop the floor...and u come across independent people....it is also in army that u can find people without common sense...shouldnt elaborate more...this really tickles you...and u find those people scoring like great results in top JCs....ha...maybe their brains have became "rusty".....
I miss my friends...i really do....all the sweet memories.....thanks guys....i miss u people...will try to meet u guys one by one...to talk and keep in touch.....thanks for the memories.....even to my net pals.....