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I dun even know myself...
土曜日, 10月 25, 2003
Ever wonder why people wanna come up with these kind of quiz? For fun or wat? Nevermind...they are quite fun to do when u r bored...yup...
Waterfall
?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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Love
?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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木曜日, 10月 23, 2003
Reflection�my prelims sucks�I didn�t really bothered about it then, but all of a sudden, I feel really really lost and scared�I dunno if I can make it to study finish before the A level�just a sense of intensified fear, with no one around to really talk to�someone I wanna talk to just fell asleep�.again�always when I have some trouble�pig head...not her fault lar...i never blame her...I am not pitiful or wat, dun worry�just didn�t wanna worry my friends�for most of them are just like me, lousy results...
Think I m really scared�did some AJ maths�can�t do�then went through physics mcq for MY prelim again, can�t do also�haix�shouldn�t have pon that lecture�a little regretful about it�my I remember I was studying�haix�then went through food chem. question�can�t do�
Dunno wat I going to do�.being scolded by mother again�frustrating�
I should be fine lar�I think�I m always capable�confidence boy�confidence�can�t imagine those who were weaker than me scoring much much better for prelims than me�I dun belittle them�but just that they improved, while I deproved�where is the old me huh�the stronger one�I feel a little weaker compared to the past me�although I have gone through more emotionally, I seems to become less intelligent in many aspects�blinded more easily by distractions�ok, shouldn�t play any more�just planned tmr stuff to study�I must complete them�18 days to A level�really fast�still remember �When the going gets tough, the tough gets going��Zi Qiang Bu Xi�TCHS rulez�.
So now, I dun wanna play liao�not more than an hour on com�no more than an hour on TV�today I only watched Charm�improvement�
Gonna go back to study liao, or sleep�I got a long day tmr�really�.a little stress, but I now I m ok�.ha�.my physics really seems to suck�my chem just can�t score�my econs just cant write the correct answers out�my maths just can�t solve those questions�aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH��..stupid boy�..
土曜日, 10月 18, 2003
Yesterday was officially the last day of school...everyone was feeling rather strange...
Simple it seems...we got together on December 27, 2 years ago...when we didn't knew one another...well i did know some, my chinese high friends like Chun Lei, Fu Xiang and Terence...i still remember the orientation games and stuff...mud, songs, water bomb...
The dance especially...i hate dancing...in fact i usually think i m quite a shy boy...well people dun believe but sincerely, i m not that extrovert...i m shy at times...think only my close friends believe...chee yu will know...cause think he's like me...speaking of chee yu...i missed my secondary school friends...but not the point now...the first person i talked to was Chian Ming...ha...he was a cool cool guy sitting in front of me...ha...
The all days goes by, we became close together, i knew maria, yi xin (whom i forgot her name quite alot of times), ming zhen and all the rest of the class...
Then the cruel reality of results...lost my clique of friends...was so down then...haix...but then, i got to move on...then mei hua, emily, robby and people came to our class...still remembered robby crush our class quite alot of time and he came to our class...so coincidental...
Through time and tide, the play boy clique was formed...then we had chalets, sentosa beach games...ha...all the fun and joy...
Quite sad to say, 2 years are gone before u know it...haix...sad or not, we still have to face the reality...we still have a long way to go in front of us...but i really hope to keep in touch with my friends always...i really dun wanna lose them...always heard Uni friends are quite vague compared to JC and Sec School...i think JC should have been longer...
Prom will be coming...sort of a little excited...cause i means A's over...YEAH! but its like the last day where majority of the 2002/2003 HC batch will meet...people whom u seems to know but u dun know them well...u will probably lose them...it's quite sad rite...well...guess that's life...it forces each one of us to grow up from our heavenly dreams...should go study....reality...but before i face it again, let me enjoy my little sanctuary of AOM game with my friends first...
What would happen to each one of us in future? No one knows...i really feel sad to leave...but then, i know we will all be blessed by God and the angels and always be bonded close together...where ever we are, where ever we go...
水曜日, 10月 15, 2003
Ouch....my mouth ulcer hurts man...wa cow...anyway, saw the girl i recognised on the web again...ha...ya, it doesn't matter lar, but wat coincident....anyway, saw someone with a pair of real nice eyes today on the bus...cool...like can electrify people...but then, ha, i m immuned to such superficial stuff lar....ha....
J1s promos over liao...sian diao....now it's like so stupid, only J2s mugging liao...A's coming...and i want my As...ha...4As....ha...gonna work really really hard man...wish me luck...always sleep nowadays...all someone's fault...affect me with SARS....baka....=P
月曜日, 10月 13, 2003
You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
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haha...i anyhow did the quiz only lor...was trying to find my sin...oh well...dun believe it lar....ha...think all human beings have sins....only in love can we find the tolerance to overcome sins and make the world a happier place....ha...smile....
日曜日, 10月 12, 2003
Yeah....bought my prom clothes liao...haha...anyway, it's like really really nice...and it's me...it's not a suit...but it's nice, formal and casual at the same time...stylish...anyway, now got to study for As liao...sian...and promos is ending soon....the J1s can play while we mug like mad...i m really scared cause my prelims results sucks...sian...i really did studied lor...nevermind...must be cause of her man...now i let go liao...should be ok....ha...anyway, saw another sad person's blog....anyway, now tagging on her board to advice her a little....i know she probably wouldn't care lar...but it's just me...i got to do something...share my views...think i always very old, so will think alot lor..can talk to people younger than me...ha...i got to say something to her lor...hope she understand wat i m saying and feel better...
Today did somthing really extra lor...haix...all yi xin's fault...
木曜日, 10月 02, 2003
First Day...personally,i feel sad, with a touch of relieve and happiness, with a certain degree of pain...but then, not that sad lar...think i m kind of indifferent and numb liao...
Oh well, nevermind...went to the beach today...got dragged there....sorry rabbit...didn't wanted to go, but maria dragged me there...now burnt...haha...but got to tan my body...ha...good...terence is like so damn cooked lor...ha...think he will suffer alot lor these few days...haix..really fun at the beach...we guys are like, so charismatic lor...got these three girls just volunteered to play soccer with us lor...haha...and the girl in the pink bikini who played beach volleyball with us...man, we are charming man...ha...
Anyway, saw this girl on my way home...think i saw her web page online before...knew she live here near jurong area, but surprisingly, not so near wat...siao man...so coincidental...haha...
Oh ya...heard this story about the happiness and a dog from tv, really nice...
One day, little dog asked his mother,
"What is happiness?"
His mother said,
"Happpiness is on ur tail"
Little dog was really happy, and he started chasing his tail around and around and around, yet he was unable to catch hold of it...
So he told his mother about it and the mother dog said,
"Silly Boy, dun worry about happiness. As long as u moved on in life and walk forward, happiness will follow u where ever u go..."
Think this is a really nice story...it was in chinese, much nicer....anyway, the moral of the story is really nice...ha...dun u think so...and i know i appreciate the story cause personally, i experienced it before...and i can tell u, the mother dog is really rite...just walked on, and happiness will follow u, where ever u go...the more u try to get happiness artificially, the more it escapes from u...happiness only comes naturally...