Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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火曜日, 8月 31, 2004
Back from my Brunei training liao...ha

Oh ya...good experience there lar...climbed Mt Biang...quite shag lar...

Nothing much to do...if only my book in wasn't today...so lame to carry my stuff home then go to SOA...lame lor...i cannot do much lar...still have to carry the big bag...haix...

Feel like changing the layout of my blog...

Bought nothing there...except a book...sian...

土曜日, 8月 14, 2004
Heyz......ha....finally......Pro Term liao.....
Posted to Sungei Gedong Armour camp....really hope to be a tanky...that's my wish lar...main purpose to go...yup...but i guess not easy lar...but really reeally hope so leh...wish me luck k...i believe in myself...will try my best lar...yup...really really want to go TOCC....yup...

Next week going to Brunei liao...so fast rite....

I feel so uneasy about being posted out from Sierra Wing lar...it's like my second home...really really miss it...all the instructors...all the fun i had there....so uneasy about changing place lar...to a new place...but i guess everyone got to move on in life....

Then i go Brunei so fast....aiyo...seems like my life's moving so fast ahead of my heart lar...

Special Thanks to Melissa for being such a dear to me....shouldnt tell now...ha...but really thanks to her...made my day....=P Thanks yup...you people dun jeolous of me having such great friend k....

Good luck to all my fellow wing mates...really miss the dayz together...yup...

Oh ya...i remember tiz girl whom i always see on the same bus one...from secondary school to JC...for nearly 6 years...i finally got a chance to know the girl...ha...she was Wee Kiat's date on Social Nite...ha...oh well...i dun have any evil intention...but it's good to know more friends....Si HAi Zhi Nei Jie Xiong Di wat....ha...if she is pretty even better rite...ha...but then, i never touch my friend's interest one lar...dun worry...

Cheerz...hope Armour camp will be fun...and Brunei trip would be well...

土曜日, 8月 07, 2004
Ex spade...damn fun...ha...no lar...it's damn shag lar...
Have top keep digging and digging...fire trench, shellscrape...help to dig command post also...and also have a navigation exercise in between Ex spade...Ex skylark and nightbird....shag lor...

Anyway, have to keep digging...i dug most of the fire trench lar...my other partner is the sec com...not supposed to dig lar...dunno why he ask me dig with him...in the end i dig alone...always...was so piss with him doing that lar...sleeping while i dig...wa lao...imagine that...worst, when i ask him to wake up to dig...he told me he have no strength and continue to sleep...wa cow...like i have strength lor....idiot....

But the best thing is that, got to interact with my friends more better...it's when everyone is shagged out when we will be able to see the truth in others...ha...i asked them to help me and they really did...although they didnt like my digging buddy...who was happily sleeping away...bastard rite....

Ha...anyway, i guess army really brings people together and help them build alot of uncommon bond which you probably wouldnt have a chance to do so outside lar...where got people digging trench and get totally shagged out together one...no opportunity outside lar...i guess the "outside" world is really more different than the world i m in....

Am leaving Sierra Wing soon...quite sad lar...i REALLY REALLY miss my friends lar...19 weeks in Sierra Wing...got used to all the instructors and people there liao...it's like my home...i really miss that place...all the nice instructors, WS, AWSM....haix....
But i probably wouldnt miss LTA BRENSON....

Stupid maria...dump me for social night...now i got to find another date asap...=P

日曜日, 8月 01, 2004
I guess people just made things complex dun they...ha...

I shouldnt think too much...how i miss the days where all of us can laugh whole heartedly without any worries...now the world is different...i guess we all grown up...we had to grow up...
The day i picked up a gun and fired a real bullet which can kill a live...scary isnt it...to grow up so suddenly, while thinking of it....
I guess i m more matured now...
Really do...

Bon voyage to all my friends and buddies...


Just finished one field camp and a live firing...another field camp to come...Ex Spade...think is the most xiong one lar...
My TCO damn screwed up...i mean it's like within 4 weeks...we have 3 field camps...2 live firing...3 Navigation exercise....wat the hell....you will feel damn tired just like me lar...esp on cleaning arms again and again just to dirty it again and clean it again...and my FBO all dirty and cleaned then dirty and cleaned....

Anyway, i m back for a day on Sunday tiz week...so poor thing lar...haix...going back to camp soon...i mean my book in timing is 0630...how the hell to reach there...thus, i'll be there at 12.00am plus instead...yup...

In another 1 and 1/2 weeks time...i will have to leave Sierra Wing...so sad...beautiful memories there...made some great friends who went through some shit with me...i guess that's the only advantage of army...in years down the road, who would remember wat rank you wear...it's rather people would remember about the days we had encouraging each other through all the tears and sweat and blood...and i believe i really treasure it...quite sad...we would leave each other, fly far and wide away...but we will meet again...at this same old camp in OCS for our parade...rather like going back to the same old place...the place where all the bonds were formed...i would be sad...wouldn't you?