Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

木曜日, 7月 31, 2008
I was actually deciding to go join FOC for round island, than again they will end at Pasir Ris and I have to travel 1.5 hr to back to NTU again.

In the mood of laziness, I decided not to and just hang around the hall with my dear. I keep concussing and sleeping that my bio clock is like perpetually screwed up now...

I think no grand junior in the clan actually knows me now..haha...I dunno why I just wasn't in the mood to like being high and cheer anymore. Probably cause I know it's not my year anymore. I didn't wanted to be in the limelight to be siao on, because it's their stage this year. U wouldn't wanto over shine the grand juniors in cheer, and u wouldn't wanto interfere with the with juniors in command. It's really time to take a step back and watch everything with a smile.

That's how the world goes by...you had your fun and stage. Now it's time to be offstage, let someone else have their fun while you enjoy the show.

Can't wait to pass my JCRC to the next batch and just be a normal resident and hang around the hall!!

Nearly didn't have any costume for tmr...I was still wondering who would bring the costume..thank you giap and bin for helping me source around, wen chuan for troubling him to pass me his from his room despite being in East Coast now and nice Mr KC for driving down to pass me his uniform...apparently I think he called and didn't get thru me, because I didn't receive his call and he passed to bin...THANKS THANKS THANKS.

Oh well...it's really the end of the holidays already! School's starting so so so so so soon!!!

I haven stayed hall for so long period consecutively that I feel sick of it now...zzz...

To Xian: Hope you are having fun in Adelaide! Your char mee's not too bad looking...haha

日曜日, 7月 27, 2008
Today when scarlet fell from mid tier, I realised that we really have lesser and lesser people coming for training...

I felt that the attendence was becoming so miserable that we didnt have enough spotters around to be self sufficient. If u look back many atimes recently, we had a lot of senior spotters who just happened to be around and didn't need to come for training at all. But the team itself didn't even have enough attendence for a relatively safer training in total by ourselves.

Every time we do a pyramid or a toss, we put a risk to our flyers.

It's a life u are talking about.

At this stage when everyone's basically injured like on some part of their body, you never know if the next injury might be too serious that would even cause u some permanent damage or even ur cheerleading life.

Not to the extent of the constant preach to like resist..haha...I feel that the core injuries come from the direct falls due lack of hands around. Anyway, I just hope attendance can get better next time. More people = More fun = More safe training.

But to the extent of treasuring our flyers, for goodness sake respect the bases who save u and get hit all the time by you. Give them a thank or wat.

Seriously, it is such a lousy job that u use the most strength and energy, get hit all the time at every weird places, and try to save all your flyers and get scolded when the flyer falls everytime. I mean I know the flyers get injured physically, but when a stunt fall, to me, it means both the base and flyer mistake, because as u see, cheerleading is never an individual thing. And the psychological burden behind having caused someone to fall is pretty heavy as I see..

Oh well probably most people dun agree with me.

So my conclusion is flyers should lock like hell especially if u are falling because u are not sleeping beauties. People wants to see cheerleaders. If they wanted sleeping beauties, they would have gone to Disneyland.

And more people are needed for trainings because more people = more fun = more safe training.

I really respect scarlet and qq today.
When scarlet fell, I can sense that she was very afraid inside her but she just tried to gek a very solemn and calm face and stood up when i think she was still in pain.
When qq fell, she was like as if she was not injured and carried on training, and I only found out later her head was spinning badly and in pain for the rest of the training.

CLAP CLAP*

I may sound comical when I blog about these, but these are people whom I really call cheerleaders.

水曜日, 7月 23, 2008


This is the song in everyone's mind now after returning from RSU. =)

FINALLY uploading some pictures from Thailand...kind of still feeling sick from the flu i caught in the last day in thailand...the bus ride in the rain with my Chang Beer singlet was too cold for me i guess...oh well...hope i recover soon...

Thailand's basically full of nice food...this is my first meal...kind of like a cheaper and less quantity version of kway chap...but then it cost only 25 baht...which is like $1.04 cents


So hungry give me the food!!!
Had lots of fun doing cock things...haha
This is basically where we sleep...u can see two couples in the photo...HINT HINT*
This is one of my first few closer RSU friend Maggie

Introducing me and blogger friend ScarletSky


Quite obvious that training was super tiring rite..
This is Chang...he spot me for my first roound off flipflap =)
Now u know why aaron bhs improve so tremendously because he does it everywhere..
Only one word to describe this picture "F**K!"
My cute mortal OA


My Lou Jing Jing angel Ratcha

Finally...greetings of new members of NTU ACES in RSU =)
I really love the RSU cheerleaders...they are friendly, fun loving and so...Cheerleaders for life...i doubt u can find someone like that in Singapore...hope to see them soon...=)

火曜日, 7月 22, 2008
I m back...=)

I kind of dread going back to Singapore because it's back to the routine life once again..

I am so missing the days when u wake up to see everyone around u lazing around, and u walk over with one or two friends to the 7-11 to buy sandwiches and betegen to eat and drink.

I am so missing the days when everyone around was speaking broken english and sign languages to convey our messages.

I am so missing the damn cheap food at last than $2 per meal, top with a less than $1 Cha Yan or Cha Dam Yan.

I am so missing the imitating the "Right Broken Tee, Left Diagonal"

I am so missing all the fun and cheer from the RSU people.

I am so missing Thailand right now. =(

Anyway, life goes on.

Photos soon ok...kind of lazy now...=)

The only thing that drives me in Singapore, is my family and U that I miss so much every moment. =)

火曜日, 7月 15, 2008
One word to describe RSU trip now -- SHAGGED

My wrist are like going to fall apart...and my joints are like..erm...DAMN PAINFULLY...I do admit we learn quite alot though

4 more days of training...

Hope i dun injured myself again from backhand spring.

I miss ya dar. =)

水曜日, 7月 09, 2008
Haha...look at the time now...it's WORK time...and I'm supposed to be on PA...haha...but I m free!!!

Haha...apparently my supervisor is on half day leave le...and i moved to this computer that has no access restriction...and I have nothing to do...haha...except the bank rec...which i couldnt tie 40cents...

So i just basically slack and msn now...two more days to last day of PA...talking to mun chun all day...I didn't wanto blog one..because it's like ultimate slacking..but mun chun psycho me to blog...oh well...so decided to lor...haha

This place sucks...I mean the management...but the working environment is good...especially the colleagues in the accounts department...I think I am gonna miss the place...

Oh well...Looking forward to Thailand training now...hope can learn some damn cool pyramids...like the btoss to chair...zai...haha...=)

月曜日, 7月 07, 2008
Ok...i tot today was supposed to be a good day...turn out that some stupid idiot pharmacy and the key duplicating shop guy at jurong point totally spoil my day...i was very politely...which i was indeed REALLY polite because I was so happy and excited about the new Jap Food street, when these two asses one after another piss me off with their f up attitude...

It's like those kind when they reply u u feel like slapping their face immediately that kind...I wish I had slapped them lar...sucks...

DO NOT VISIT THE GUARDIAN PHARMACY AND THE SHOE REPAIR AND KEY MAKING SHOP THERE...IT SUCKS TO THE CORE...

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Jurong Point Japanese Food street just opened like 6 stores...really cool...go take a look...i love jap food...pray for good and nice cheap ramen there...

Hope my wrist gets stronger soon...I wanna stablize my lib and do cupie soon...

I miss my dear =(

日曜日, 7月 06, 2008
Last week or not???

Last friday my supervisor say she will think about whether i should stay in the company to repay the last week of PA...yawnz...was a bit sian lar...i do like the environment there, but as u know, basically i dun really do much there...and I hate being redundant...haix...I dunno see how ba...=) I hope not lar...really abit sian to come back from Thailand and everyone's PA ended except me...haix...

Sat had so much fun with my deardear, I miss her so so so much! Sorry for not being ablt to come earlier because of ACES...



We watched WANTED...pretty nice show...haha..I think the curve bullets concept was pretty cool...haha...but ok I do admit it's abit far fetch lar...oh well...it's a movie anyway...haha...the scene on the first part when he got onto angelina jolie's car was also super duper kua zhang lor...haha...

We made something...haha..it was super cute..LALA the bear..haha...so cute lar the bear =)))

And earlier...Aces had some fliming for a game show...pretty interesting..haha..Cai Lee Lian was the host...she's quite pretty in person =) This is her blog which u can visit...she said she would blog on us...haha..we tried to lift her to elevator but she was really scared...so ya...=)

OK...the maybe or may not final week and next to Thailand. =) Wish me luck....for no more PA! ...haha...

Oh, welcome back to blogosphere wei wei. =)