Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Delai
Hui Jun
Ah Yang
Shu Xian

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Hwee Fung
Helen
Ching
Wei Xi
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Xin Wei
KC
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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

金曜日, 12月 29, 2006
Idiot lady who cut my hair...!#%@#@#% cut until super short...which i didn't wanted to...

First when i came in, i haven say wat i wanted to do then she was spraying water to my hair le...logically u need to see the hair when dry first and know wat style to cut then cut rite? Then i asked her she haven even seen my hair and wat to cut then she wet my hair how to cut? She said she saw one glance when i enter...wa so qiang man...

Then i said i wanted to layer my hair only. Then she start to cut the back of my hair and i stop her. I said i wanted to layer my hair ONLY. Then she said wat the back cut abit and the side cut abit then wat way wat way will make my hair nice...i dun believe lor, then i said my hair side and back already very short le...and quite thin, so just layer my hair. Then she said i wanto spike her styling also can, then she said she is wat hair stylish, said wat style very nice...since she cut halfway le then i said ok lor.

Then the result is a stupid haircut on the back and side with the center undone. Then i ask "就这样啊?这也叫美啊?" It's freakin hell not even layered at all lor...and it's like a weird hairstyle, which she claim nice.

I freaking hell just scolded her lor...she sucks man...then i said i only wanted to layer and u cut my hair until like that.

So she layered my hair, which i cant see the layers. I was damn pissed lar. The she keep saying if too short after two weeks come back she cut for me. Idiot lor like i will come back...then i just said "OK ok, izzit done, i go get another person to cut for me" and i wanted to go le.

Then the manager which was my mom's friend asked another girl to do for me lor. She also damn paiseh. The other girl sort of tried to make it better. But the side and back already damn short le...nothing much she could do, i told her.

Then the end, my mom's friend didn't want to take my money, but i said nvm, it's still a cut, good or bad. Then i complained how short it was lor...like school boy like that...she also damn paiseh....

The moral of the story is:
BLK 326 Jurong East Avenue 1 there the hairstyling center SUCKS.

I would never go back there again.

木曜日, 12月 28, 2006
Am i weak or wat...

Today i watched 6 episode of "One Litre of Tear"...i know it's an old show...paiseh lar...slow...

Anyway, i teared during the show lar...especially in episode 6...super touching and nice...

I wondered how weird i can be...i can be cold from not feeling much in a breakup, till crying over some dramas...weird guy...

I LOVE SAD SHOWS...to me, tears are a more truthful emotions. Ignore cases of people who can fake tears, most of the time tears are more truthful of how u feel...sad, touched or happy...compared to laughter when u can fake easily...

Definately see life differently now...i seriously start to give thanks for being able to live healthy and lead a normal life...compared to some more unfortunate people in the world. That's why i always wanted to do more for the people...haha...sad shows just refresh my starting motive to volunteer....

Japan got so look down on disabled meh? Stupid lor...they are normal too lor...wa lao...they need no further aid, they just need acceptance to be who they are. Compared to people who are healthy but just smoke, drugs, crimes, wasting their youth...i really wish that they dun exist, and they can give their live to others who want it more...like the disabled who wants to really live and cherish their lifes.

Tired le...more reasoning later....zzzz

木曜日, 12月 21, 2006
Today the PLAYBOYS meet up at wat ICHIBAN dunno wat at Esplanade lar...i forgotten the restaurant name...so it's now Italy for Zhen and Swenden for Xin...will be so missing them lar...and also, it's like i also really really wish to go too...haix....

Anyway, ya, Xin's dressing better now...haha...out of her usual baggy
clothes...haha...so now she's not the hip hop xin we usually see...

Ming Zhen moved to behind PS le, so its damn close from her hse to school in SMU lar...







Me, Rence and Xin





Ria, Zhen and Xin






Eating Bao (Starring Xin as THE BAO)




Then i went to buy something for my darling...it's quite expensive lar and taxing, especially juggling lots of Christmas Parties and Presents at the same time...haix...
So ya, i went to work, so that i can have more spare cash to buy that for her...
So swt rite..haha...









TADA!!! THE HIPPO...haha..it's from Precious Tots. Once we walked past the shop and she said it's very cute. I wanted to get the bigger one at the display, but it's dusty, no spare new ones, too big for her to hug, plus it's expensive too..haha...pls i not giam hor...i could have work more days to like "raise funds" to buy for her lor...lol

Anyway, i haven posted her pictures here before. There, the pretty girl with me is my darling.

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary.

月曜日, 12月 18, 2006
Finally completed the Shine Model Lessons...Congratulation to Zave and Adrian for ebing the best among us ya...they really are model like, as in stage presence and style...cool...haha

I didn't really did very well lar...yup, abit disappointed lar, cause i am a competitive person, but i am not surprised or sad at the result...cause i didn't really think i was cut out for such stuff, it's not lack of confidence, but rather recognising others who have more talent than me in this aspect. It's not my strength in this area, that is filled with hypocricy and sarcasism. (I hope i got that spelling rite!) But i am just angry with one or two that i hate and really undeserving to be placed above my position. Seriously i hate him lar. Well, that's a long and stupid story, probably it's cause i hate his face....haha...

Ultimately, i couldnt say i have a wonderful time there, because there were alot of long talks session which were really draining and tiring...but yup, you do catch abit on the reality of life there, from Jude and Julius.

There were fun times, like doing the three point turns in class and spinning around and doing quite stupid things and laugh ourselves away...haha...and in the end, some of the friends i made turned out to be quite friendly and approachable, although Jude always tell us that "You all are colleagues, not friends"

I wish all the best for those who have acheived well for the grading to shine and bring us proud more in the industry, if you are all for it k...yup, hope to be able to say that, "hey, that super model is my friend!" proudly, like Zave on the bus in the Vaios ad and Kin in the KFC Fish and Chips...=P





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金曜日, 12月 15, 2006
I am so busy these days lar...zzz...

Anyway, i have been sourcing for sponsors for FOC and Dnd...busy

Then playing IS Frisbee and IH basketball and hockey...Da Xiong keep telling me that there's not enough people playing rugby...actually i dun mind playing one, but my girlfriend dun want me to play, in case i get injured and also, my right shoulder's abit injured kind of feeling...i can't move my arm without cracking it lar....

Then i have to work...Haha...actually getting poorer by the days...haha...no lar...just kidding, i just wanto work to buy christmas presents for people lor...i just want to be independent, yup...compared to people else where like starving and not being able to know if there's a next meal, i am more fortunate le...thus i must remember

I accepted this job assignment, then forgotten that friday i have the Christmas party with my kids...haha...luckily PAT helped me lor...damn grateful lor...haha...but in a way i cant work lor...zzzz....

Oh ya, and the promoters there are like 16 years old lor...the minimum working age rite?...haha...King exploit child labour...lol...

Saturday would be the results for SHINE ya...i think Sean did well...well done man...woah!!! Haha...i did so so lar...ok...yup..

To the christmas party le...yup...hungry...

Miss ya darling.

木曜日, 12月 07, 2006
Ok, i covered like one minute for the dance le. I still need around half a minute.

Got to complete it by tmr lor...zzz...anyway, it's like i bruised my knee and leg while practising le lor...wa...like putting in alot of effort lor...haha..it is lar...but it's really fun...hip hop is fun...i just hope that the judges would be fair lar...i dun want to win, but i dun want baised judging...damn idiotic one lar..

My girlfriend damn silly lar...play netball until her toe nails both bleeding with pus some more...she felt pain but still continue playing...silly girl...

Anyway, been super busy lar...especially next week....argh...have to apologise to my girlfriend for not being able to go out with her lar...she's busy when i am free, i am busy when she's free...ill fated...

水曜日, 12月 06, 2006
罗志祥
精舞门


预备起行头全部要带齐点名
准备跟我上街去游行
body 今天要证明
什么舞通通都搞得定
跌烂你眼镜

小老弟年轻耍酷那一丁点本领
洗耳恭听快卯起来学艺
大发善心收徒弟
想要学习皮要绷要跟我跟紧

i wanna know 你行不行
you gonna know
别怀疑你自己的本领
you gonna know 我是冠军
you gonna know we got to show
we are the word

我有一条特别了不起的神经
越跳越带劲
无师自通任督二脉畅通无比
十八般舞艺

拎拎听说你想要报名考虑
有没有那根筋我看一眼就搞定
凡事都要照规定
精舞门里什么都不浪得虚名

不能乱吃冰淇淋蒙眼睛
对待所有的敌人都尊敬
大半夜上床戴耳机
节奏当催眠的声音作梦都不停