Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

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A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

月曜日, 9月 29, 2003
Where is the love?
Black Eyed Peas

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Nigga, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' in the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)


I like this song...dunno why, just feel terrorism quite stupid too...though i can't do much to stop it now...maybe listen more to the song lor...haha...ha...actually, it i think everyone should ask this question lor...everyone is becoming more and more cruel...heartless...where is the love...ask ur heart....

Stupid...can't insert chinese to this blog...nevermind...anyway, was trying to put Yu Jian's lyrics here, cause it's really really nice...nevermind, i will just link it...

Anyway, erm, it's been quite bored...but i like this kind of feeling...nevermind...haha...better than mugging...ha...now feel a little like gary...counting down to going to another phrase to life...ns...sian...sian...sian...i wanna go ice skate...i supposed to be able to skate quite well...ha...but very long never play liao...i wanna bowl also...haha...very fun...i m good ok...my highest score is 178 lor...and i never train one...just play for fun only...

Shall laugh more when i can, as the papers are returned to me, i think i will be VERY sian cause i suck in prelims lor...haix...passed GP...haha...not bad, cause i always fail it one...ha...tmr's econs...hope i did well...

日曜日, 9月 28, 2003
Stupid...can't fix the class blog...the text fader is disrupting the cursor in a way...dunno how...it's either remove the text fader or the cursor now lar...stupid...dunno where terence got the fader one...nevermind...shall ask him tmr...
Bored...haha...i wanna go scout for clothes liao...very long never buy clothes liao...haha...oh ya, and all the games i play until sian liao...sian...*yawn*...
Anyway, wanted to go ice skate one today...but then, nevermind lar, will go next time...

土曜日, 9月 27, 2003
Yeah...prelim's over liao...haha...anyway, it has been a long time, since i played basketball with my ex classmates...ha...fun...but very tired....they were damn late lar...meet at 3 and they came at 4.30...i played from after physics paper to 7 plus lor...got about 7 hours plus of sports in the sun...haha...sun burnt liao...haha...now my face is red...looks like i m blushing...

Speaking of blushing...i never saw myself blush before...i guess i dun blush...haha...

Ouch...the sun burnt on my boday very pain...all over lor...sian diao...my class wanna go sentosa again...it's fun, but i just got burnt...dun feel like going...pain...oh, the class blog is getting better everyday...

Monday gonna return GP...really hope i can pass...wrote on supporting the abolishment of examinations...sian...hope the teachers dun baised and fail me...haha...

Got my enlistment letter...oh, i didn't go commando...i guess it's my injury lar...it's ok lar...i feel like going, but not totally feel like going into commandos lar...cause wanna slack a little...haha...nevermind lor, i only wanna go ocs....haha...shall strive for it...ya, i still remember my form...i spent 6 hours at the "trial"...the first part of medical screening rite, i reported ankle injury...then got a fail liao...haha...funny...i was thinking i should go home after that lar...waste my time...

Yu Jian is really nice...trying to find the midi now...haha...a very very nice song...

水曜日, 9月 24, 2003
hello blog...haha...never blog for a long time liao...was busy with the class blog..i think it's quite nice and well done...ha...anyway, i feel much weaker these days...haven did any workout for days liao...and then, i get tired easily and wanna sleep...or rather, i just kept sleeping...sounds like sleeping beauty...haha...should go train with the J1s...my muscles probably will get saggy if i continue to slack around...and it makes me feel weaker without any exercising...

Fu Lun was asking me to go visit City Harvest Church...i didn't know it's quite near my house...or rather it's at Jurong Area...so, it's considered quite near...maybe will go visit...heard it's quite a ncie building...i m not a Christian...i dun go church...but i remember i visited some church when i was younger...think my aunt ask me go over when it was Christmas...then there was choir singing...very nice and peaceful feeling...i always like that...i always like a peaceful feeling instead of loud noises and crowded places...so, i like to be alone or rather just somewhere with a nice friend where we can just close our eyes and enjoy the nice peace and quiet that is lacking in the society...I hate town...it's hot, stuff, crowded and noisy...that will be a contrast to Maria and Yi Xin who love town...

Anyway, today Chem was ok...haha...got a few silly mistake but i think its will be much better than Paper 03...and it was a miracle i completed the MCQ before the time ended...haha...i was like quite fast lor...dunno why...this is the first time i did it lar...except 2 question i coulded do and one question i got it wrong, the rest should be ok lar...oh well...i think so...hope to get a C at leat for Chem...haix...i haven been scoring for Chem..and it was supposed to be my best subject other than Maths...though i like Chem, i just can't seems to score...

Ya...i m loving Econs more and more..it always give me a nice sense of acheivement after completing the paper...haha...unless it's out of point, think it should be ok...i don't like physics...i can't do well, and i don't hate it lah...but it's not my forte...and the physics teachers can't seems to create any interest in me towards it...Hwa Chong, or Chinese High...i mean, they are fine, it's probably me being lazy...haha...never practise, and when there is no time for complete revision, physics is the sacrificial subject..haha...

Oh well...still got one more exam on friday, then i wanna play volleyball or basketball...

Sian...i wanna go back to the days in sec school where i can just play and study only...now it's getting more complex...in the past, the whole class just condemn this idiot in class and that's all...now it's like friendship is getting more and more vague...i guess it's quite a good choice to go into TCHS...made some really nice people...dunno what my life will be if i have gone into RV which i wanted to..haha...but i know i dun regret going into TCHS...miss the times we rush to the court at 1.30pm and play basketball all day to 7.30pm everyday...haha...and to the extent Mr Wong have to go to the court to look for us everyday during prelims to prevent us from playing...haha...it was the great old days...

Now it's still fine...got some great friends, the playboy gana and Rabbit and Dustbin...gonna miss them too when J2 end...but now, i still wanna play some ball games...stupid Rabbit...always laggy in sms replying one...

金曜日, 9月 19, 2003
Yeah...finally done the class blog...its quite nice i must say...haha...erm...i didn't create it lar...found the cursor and template...haha...then put them together...robby was putting the counter and terence got the music...nice...erm...classmates, pls join the class blog k...check ur mail...if dun have invitation, ask Terence k...yup...that can help us keep in touch after A level...hoping maybe forever...so sad we all leaving...haix...
time flies...prelim one week over liao and then A levels, then we are all leaving the school...guys to army, and girls to U...haix...really love my class...hope we will all be friends forever...S66 always rox...love u guys...

木曜日, 9月 18, 2003
Never blog for a very very very long time liao...anyway, it has been a very tiring week...mugging like mad, especially for chem...i must say it is not fruitful...most probably will fail chem...screw up chem prac, then today's paper 3 was damn tough...i wonder if the teachers can finish it on time or not...

Anyway, today, when i was at the traffic light waiting to cross the road, there was an indian (or malay) lady with me lar...then one little girl about 3 yrs old ran towards her and then suddenly wanted to run across the road lor...wa lao...damn terrifying...luckily the lady held her back...if not it would have been terrible lor...then another little girl about 7 yrs came along to ask her back home...then the indian lady ask where is the little girl's mother...the young girl say at home sleeping...wa lao...wat irresponsible parents lor...the little girl could have been knocked down lor...

Anyway, i like my background music...a sense of serenity...anyway, my previous blog also contains a music...nice...haha...this song is called "Hui Zhe Chi Pang De Nu Hai" by Joey Yung...very nice...haha...there is also an original cantonese version...think it's called "Wo De Jiao Ao"...previous blog midi is "Hui Dao Guo Qu" by Jay Chou..very nice...signifies wat i want also...never mind, i should move on like the song i have on my new blog...if u read the chinese lyrics is about a girl, who finally matured and learnt more about and understand wat is love only after her boyfriend left her...nice...haix...

Should go back to mugging liao...wa lao...hope to get A for econs...i think the essay was quite ok...the word is "think" lar...cause dunno if i wrote out of point...but then, it was quite fun coming up witha ll those economic ideas of my own...haha...Terence will scold me lor saying econs was ok...he lazy pig lar...never study econs...ok, start to go study physics liao...i also lazy pig...never study physics...actually cause i slack a little and not enough time lar...hungry now...going to find some food to eat...

木曜日, 9月 11, 2003

entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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haha...i dun really believe it but...who knows...=P...i m sleeping...not going for chem tmr...


You Are Love
You are Love.

You love life, you love all those around you and
the world that you live in. You are happiest
when you are doing something for someone else
or for the common good of mankind.


What Emotion Are You?
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I m good...i mean, i have the same results as my mei mei michelle...haha...wow...same "blood" man...haha...both kind people...


Comfortably In Love
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That's my attitude...but its NOT TRUE AT ALL...

木曜日, 9月 04, 2003
Hola...ha...learnt that from Daniel and Jazz...Daniel's friend...anyway, damn damn damn sian to study now...in school library...dunno wat to study and dun feel like doing so....just now went to take tickets for some movie or wat...haha...damn funny cause it's like the ticket giving location is at the bridge between chinese high and nanyang girls high...so it was like extremely rowdy and crowded...feels like the bridge gonna break...ha...anyway, u r suppose to be located between two other strangers in ur life, as the plot of the movie, and get to know strangers around u...the movie should be good...based on Jimmy's Book Collection...called Turn Left, Turn Right...read it...nice story...alittle philosophical...haha...so...erm, yi xin probably wouldn't understand...dunno how to describe the story...go watch the movie urself...it's nice...and the theme song and side song are nice...ha...but i probably wouldn't go...ha...took the tickets for fun...i mean, i prefer someone i know sitting beside me...dun think too much people, surely wouldn't be a beautiful girl beside me one...i will be lucky if it izznt some freak...ha...

Changed the theme of my blog to orion....nice? haha...i have some difficulties uploading the pictures of the orion...haix...but still, it's done, load quite slowly...oh, can't add the tag board still...cause it's like, it's too big to be placed here...sorry Dan and people...use my guest map to leave a note lar....wah...mugger school man...Hwa Chong...even May Kong and Su ying are mugging...haha...hysterical to see the sight of all those playful kids coming down to study...ha...playful kids? Maybe not a good term to use, but then, u get the idea rite?

It's like so boring here, dun even have a nice book to read...think i should study at night...not feeling very well these days...think gastric problem or wat lar...sian...but then, exams here...no choice, got to pia....

Speaking of exams...GP was a killer today...i got slashed by those murderous questions...lousy choices for compo and man, compre sucks...damn difficult...wouldn't score one lar...hope to pass at C5 at least....my GP sucks and i really hate it man...i tried to prepare essays but didn't came out...sian...haix...

Like all the infamous people studying in the library...Wei Cheng...Ronald...Ben Chua...Su Ying...May Kong...just now Xiao Ling was here...haha...anyway, they are walking around...ha...they are nice people, just more playful and now, it's quite funny to see them so mug...ha...should stop here, or else, if they see me, i will be scolded...ha....