Your Smile . My Life
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Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

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Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

日曜日, 7月 25, 2004
WAt...it's like i am stuck in camp doing nothing much until 1730...then go help out in commissioning parade and then, go home till monday again...

Anyway, i think i m lagging in acheivement compared to my friends liao...i seriously need to buck up and do something more...
like Sherwayn got SAFOS...
Dog got SMS....
I just saw zhijia on tv yesterday night for PSC scholarship lar....
then this morning see jun yuan in news paper....
Wat the...

I seriously need to do somthing about my life....cannot slack so much liao....

My most concern acheivement now is to be commissioned....

But i also want to learn bike and more stuff leh...

How i wish i have more time for myself outside camp...yup...maybe if i have chosen artillery, life will be more slack and i can do so leh...but i guess armour is fun...

Hope to be posted there....cheerz....

土曜日, 7月 24, 2004
Hey...

finally get to blog again...

This week was quite ok in camp...got to do some demolition live firing....ha

The senerio was like...i was hoping to do well in the practical and theory test cause we get to fire some explosive...

Top: Bangalore Torpedo
2-4: Claymore
5: Landflame mine
6-7: Side Charge
8-10: Door Breaching Charge
11-19: non-electircal firing circuit
Others: Only i chain

So i was aiming to do well and fire the torpedo...but then just as i was managing well...some thing screw up...the middle cut thing, where i was supposed to ignite, didnt go off....then i got 15 out of 25 for that...total prac score was 88.5/100...which was in fact VERY low for the wing...yup...was so sian lar...

So i wanted to make things better, try my best for the theory...but a part of me knew that there was no chance to fire the stuff liao...

But unexpectedly, i got to fire the side charge...meaning that my theory was quite zai...haha...=P
It's just some explosive lar...but it was quite dangerous and exciting...cause 6 person firing at the same time...igniting at the same time...the dorr breaching charge people very fast ignite the explosive liao...then they ran...lfm also ignited...only left two side charges people...i tried to light the safety match...first try the match broke...second one couldnt light...after about 7 tries then ok...i immediately light the safety fuse and ran...cause it was like going to have no time liao...i saw Weiming (tiz other guy firing the side charge) still have ignite the thing and the Conducting officer ask him run liao...no time...so all ran up the hill...damn spectacular..damn nice...you should see lor...explomo is so fun!@#$!%^&^.....

Then i remember my officer sweating when my match broke and i couldnt light the match...scary sia...but damn fun...nice experience...

Didnt do a 16km route march...wanted to...then rained for 4 hours.........=(

土曜日, 7月 10, 2004
As i post this blog...i will like to wish someone Happy Birthday!!! yup...that is DOG!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEQI...

Come to think of it, he has been a rather good friend to me...just not as generous and not as helpful...ha...a very ambitious man and very focus i should shall...

It's his 19 years old birthday on the 12th, where i will be gone for my POI field camp...ha....hope he doesnt get stripped or wat in camp...

Anyway, he is a nice person...one whom i can talk to easily lar...sometimes we would stone together....ha...probably quite similar to me...like a lot of chinese songs...but like to gek sei...haha...=P

Jieqi is an SMS scholar...clever boy, just like Lik Yin...clever girl...SMS girl...why am i surrounded by alot of people stronger than me huh...sometimes i wonder if i should have sqeeze that every bit of extra time to work for more things...should i have just throw all the books out a oust my every bit of energy to do more stuff...but where ever i look into the past and rememeber all the great moments and memories of my life, and i get to sit back, just doing nothing but looking into the sky full of my favourite stars...or just enjoying life by feeling my surrounding...i know i m happy and i have live life to the fullest...ok maybe not as full, but i love my life....

It's MY life anyway....

Anyone ever really sit down and feel the surround...you will discover more about it...i promise you...=P