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Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
日曜日, 4月 30, 2006
生死遗言,是永恒的誓言.若不能和爱的人同生共死,你愿意谁先死?
伊能静的<<生死遗言>>是我现在的K书
我很喜欢她的笔彩写法.
伊能静利用了生活中微小的细节,来带出了许许多多爱情的伟大意义.
以一种轻轻的涟漪,来唤起心中大家深藏已久的感觉.
再用淡淡的字积,来诉说着每一个人都可能经历过,却忽略心情.
也许是一种共鸣吧,才会被她的文章牵动着情绪.
感动,微笑,红眶.
我没有哭.
<<生死遗言>>不是一本伤心的书.
但我很高兴,21岁的我竟然了解她笔下的每一个感受.
我想应该是因为我也曾考略过自己的生死遗言吧..
特别喜欢这段话:"...曾经听别人说我不够诚恳,我自觉那也是对了,因为对于陌生的人们,我的确不想知道他们胖了或瘦了,近来忙些舍么?"
其实想想,很多人心里都是如此,那为何还问?
人类真是虚伪的动物.
不,动物不会虚伪呢...
Opps...for those who cannot comprehend chinese, i am sorry hor zhaoqi...opps...=P
木曜日, 4月 27, 2006
I have been sleeping at 3am every night and waking up at 12 noon lar....cause i am freakin free now...Firstly, i have no school..which reminds me the results of the interview still haven come yet...worries me...and this kind of waiting when u can do nothing is feakin irritating...It's like blindfolded and tied up waiting for the firing squard to fire at u...the next moment is just unknown when it will come, be saved or dead...
Ya...i rejected the SMU letter...if NTU rejects me, i am like dead man...=PAnd worst of all, my results are like not too bad lar...arghhhh...
Then i haven found work..i didnt really look around lar...but i dunno when to find suitable one anyway...
Plus my jap lessons are like 20th of May the earliest...on a SAT...i can do that lor...i play basketball every sat...that's like my only enjoyment...to hang out with my friends...which most working...only breathe of life lor...and i love hanging out with people u can do anything stupid and just be urself...
So now i am freakin free...
I can like crawl from one end of the house lar...
火曜日, 4月 25, 2006
Juz finished the call with the ever chio drag queen Jeffrey Leow...haha...if u guys want to know why he's a drag queen, pls visit his blog and look at his blog post, with the picture of him in drag attire...super chio lor...haha....Anyway, i have known Jeffrey for 2 yrs plus le lar...from Sierra Wing till TOCC, whom he's one of my closer buddies...although he's ego, lazy and SUPER untidy, he's quite trustworthy and sincere...so he's generally quite nice...(See LJJ, i praising u on my blog, happy rite?)
Basically, there have been lots of relationship upheaval involving my friends...i am pessimistic in nature, so i cant really give good advice...to me, if a relationship is ending, i wouldnt ask u to hold on and continue. Sometimes i think maybe i gave up hope too easily, but i guess, i always believe love is letting go.
心碎太多, 心疼太少.
眼泪太多, 幸福太少.
相恋太多, 相惜太少.
相爱太多, 相知太少.
But i guess, despite being pessimistic and melancholic in nature, i can gear up a happy-go-lucky mood sometimes to cheer u up. Dun worry, if any of u need to talk, i am REALLY REALLY VERY FREE...WEEEHHHHH (U can imagine me running on a big big grass field.....)
火曜日, 4月 18, 2006
This post is dedicated to TING TING, one of my friend who is currently studying in AUSTRALIA.Yesterday, she sent me an email saying that she was actually hit by a car in AUSTRALIA, was unconcious and admitted into the ICU for days, finally she recovered enough to be able to send me the email.
I was quite shocked after hearing that, i mean, i didn't even know that she was injured, moreover in coma for days...wat kind of friend am i man...
Ting ting is such a nice and swt girl. See, bad things happen to good people...the world is quite unfair ya, u dun see those Osama or wat ganna hit by car lor...
Luckily she recovered quite quickly.
I am praying for her to recover completely ASAP.
日曜日, 4月 16, 2006
Haha...played Basketball again with my 4C guys...so fun man...it's the old time talks that always got us blasting into laughter...Thanks guys...i dunno wat my life would be without u people...people came and go in my life, some left prints, scars in me...u guys are the only ones that seems far, yet close to me...and always beside me...although u all always laugh at me...haha...=P...all the stupid things that we have done, some of us have done or others we know have done are always laughed at...we are damn evil lor...ha
Hey, anyone visiting my blog, must watch this MTV k...it's really nice...must watch...
土曜日, 4月 15, 2006
Hey people, this is a nice song...It's the original Japanese version of Saya's 想念你的歌...which i think was suppose to be originally an english song called If I'm not in love...
Never mind, this is Endless Story by Ito Yuna, one of the song of the popular Japanese movie/anime/manga, NANA...
LYRICS
If you haven't changed your mind
soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight
tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
osanasugita no Everytime I think about you baby
ima nara ieru I miss you
It is hard to say I'm sorry
tatoeba dareka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
utaitai kono uta wo
owaranai story tsudzuku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
Memories of our time together
kesanaide kono mama don't go away
atatakaku tokedashite tashikameru no
yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
setsunai hodo ni I'm missin' you
kasaneta te hanasanaide
tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
utaitai kono uta wo
owaranai story taema nai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni
☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
If you haven't changed your mind
I want you to be by my side Tonight
I was tired of acting strong
I was too young Everytime I think about you baby
Now I can tell you that I miss you
It is hard to say I'm sorry
For instance, I want to sing this song
not for someone else, but for you
The endless story continues into this radiance
I always want to tell you always, forever
Memories of our time together
don't disappear, they stay like this, they don't go away
Beginning to melt warmly & make certain,
the drops of kindness spread on my chest
I'm missin' you so much that I'm sad
Don't let go of my hand upon yours
For instance, if the wish comes true,
I want to sing this song for you again
The endless story with an endless love
tell me why tell me always & forever
Read more about it here
Found this somewhere...
Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life:
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not
your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the
difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy
to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.
Your Love:
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person.
Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are,
especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
I love freedom, that true....but i dun think i am attractive lar...ha
Cheack ur birthday characteristic here
Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life:
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not
your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the
difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy
to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.
Your Love:
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person.
Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are,
especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
I love freedom, that true....but i dun think i am attractive lar...ha
Cheack ur birthday characteristic here
KAWAII BABY!!!
Izzit this baby cute? I saw this baby on the Shinkansen to NARA...i am starting to love Japanese babies, maybe i shall set my mind to get a Japanese girlfriend and marry her...haha...
Well i sorted the NARA photos...here
Take a look ya...NARA's a scenic and beautiful place...nice to visit...
AND...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREAT MING ZHEN ya!!!!!...haha...she's such a beloved friend...really...if my days in Hwa Chong were without her, i would probably have not enjoyed myself in school...she always cheer my up with all her strange crap and actions...haha...
This is to u ya Ming Zhen...really...thanks for the fun, joy and laughter u gave me...not forgetting the numerous help and times u touched my heart...thanks.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. If u are reading this, i wish i could give u a hug.
Good luck for ur exams, we will meet up soon ya.
火曜日, 4月 11, 2006
Just added photos from JAPAN!!!Haha...this is the PART 1 of my JAPAN TOUR in EASTERN HONSHUU, includes only pictures from KYOTO...sorry, i am a lazy guy...anyway, u can see great scenery in the photos...MUST TAKE A LOOK k...more will be updated ASAP...
The link's at the side bar on the right, click on it to see the photos...
The best part of the trip was to be able to stay in so many hostels and meet all sorts of people from everywhere...Taiwan, America, Australia, France, Norway, even different parts of Japan....
This is me and Shin, the manager of Tour Club
This is me and pretty Chisa, the manager of K's House in KYOTO
Well of course, some people are good to meet and some u might as well dun meet like wasting ur youth to interact with them...but the managers of the hostels are usually nice people...and best of all, their english rocks...
Generally the japanese cannot really speak english, although they suppose to have 6 yrs of english learning in school but dun worry, they can actually understand abit, and together with my broken jap and sign language, u can travel!!! Haha...but the information counter people are usually quite good with their english, yup...that's the relieving thingy...
Meeting Taiwanese is the best...get a chance to speak mandarin to them...and u realise the difference between their way of speaking and ours...hey my chinese's quite good one hor...i have no problem communicating with them lar...but still, i will mix english into conversation...
See at the first hostel, meet 5 taiwanese girls and we were talking to them. At first one taiwan big sister i think 28 yrs old ask if we are taiwanese, cause she tot we spoke like tai ke...which is like the ah beng of taiwan...haha...so funny...she's quite pretty and very friendly...
Then got this 4 girls around 25 who were there too...spoke to two of them only...they say singaporean are easily identified by their mix language...haix...
It was really great to get to meet so many people and make friends from all over the world...this was always my wish, TO BE ABLE TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD...even if we may not meet again for the rest of our life, but fate brought us together from different parts of the world for a moment, and we should be friends, at least for a moment...
BTW, i met Leonard and Brandon in Japan...Leonard my TOCC coursemate at NARITA airport...freakin strange world le...i dun even meet him in Singapore and i met him in Japan airport...he was flying off to Singapore that day...
This is me and Leonard my long lost buddy...
The worst was seeing Brandon in Japan. I dun mean worst as in misfortune, but rather cause Brandon is this guy i haven met since TCHS...since like 5 yrs ago...i didnn't even get to spot him in Orchard Road or anyp part of Singapore, but on the last day at Akihabara i saw him. NOTE: Akihabara is the electric town of TOKYO, basically, it's like a BIG SIM LIM SQUARE of a town size...get the idea?
Well so i saw him with some guys i dunno....it turned out that he was back packing in Japan too....wow...
The world is full of strange coincidences huh....
日曜日, 4月 09, 2006
I AM BACK FROM MY JAPAN BACK PACKING TRIP...haha...it was a EXTREMELY EVENTFUL TRIP...haha...VERY VERY interesting...meet lots of people...seen lots of things...experience lots of culture...i must say i love JAPAN...haha...seriously...not is 4am plus le...i guess i will talk more about my trip after i sort my 400 photos be...i travelled...quite alot of places lar...KYOTO, NARA, HIROSHIMA, MIYAJIMA, TOKYO, HAKONE, SENDAI, MATSUSHIMA, HAKODATE, SAPPORO, OTARU and NOBORIBETSU...
Ya...i think generally these places ba...I LOVE the HOKKAIDO part of travel...so much nicer...KYOTO area is nice too...well i dislike TOKYO part...very urban and ya...urban...now freakin tired...shall sleep now...meanwhile, this is a picture of me at NOBORIBETSU...
Cool rite...i am looking at the HELL VALLEY in the SNOW...
Posting more next time...sleeping le...