Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

水曜日, 4月 29, 2009
WELCOME TO TAIWAN!

In less than 12 hours i will be flying off to Taiwan...people who wanto avoid phone charges please avoid calling me, sms me will be ok i guess...=)

Was looking forward to it so much to travel to taiwan, a new place i never gone before =) but the stupid SWINE flu came in...spoil my mood...really so SWINE lor...=( wa lao...PLEASE LET TAIWAN BE SWINE FREE PLEASE!!!!

Wish me luck =)

Those training for Japan, be proud to represent Aces in Japan, do the team and me proud ok...train HARD...=) dun just nua...that stupid junting sure damn nua dun wanto do gymnastics one...yayun please scold him and bark at him like i always drag him to...=)

OK people, take care, updating my blog when I got internet access ok...iphone 3G data usage is so expensive overseas...$22 per MB...WTF...

OK, cya people =)

月曜日, 4月 27, 2009

Finally manage to move MOST of my things out of hall into my room...it was ultra tiring...I can't believe I have so much clothes and junks around...

Hall has been a really special place, full of memories, some of the best I have ever experienced and some of the worst for me.

It's actually a good place to get a first hand on some of the people you would find in the later part of your working life, the scheming, the sly, the talk-a-lot no work done, the F*ck around act handsome one, the F*ck around act chio one, the lazy one, the inefficient, the bitch, the two face, the bastard and many many more. Pardon me for emphasizing more on the bad side, I think I tend to over amplify people's bad points rather than good ones. Of course u see good people, every now and then, the very few of them around too. But in short, hall's a place where all your dirty laundries get hung around and everyone's talking about it.

I told myself never to be bothered with rumours and everything, and I was glad I didn't. It actually came to me that it doesn't really matter wat people's wondering about you. The thing that should matter is wat you wonder about them.

Glad I stayed in hall, made some really nice friends, although due to final year and aces, I really couldnt stay in touch with them because most moved out of my block to other block. But they made some moments of my hall life really fun. Thank you to my clan mates, block 41 friends, and basketball team mates. Gave me a chance to finally join a basketball team, one of my targets when I wanted to stay hall. =) Also JCRC and Dinner and Dance, pageant and committee...because it really made my stay different to be able to give back to hall, to be able to give back and to FIRST got to know my darling closer. I didn't really talked to her during hall orientation yah =)
Finally my cheerleading team, where I first got to know how fun it is and finally joined Aces after YB song2 yong3 me in, and my dance team, where I really enjoyed my time there. I really love to dance, I know I suck at it, but I really love to dance, thanks for the chance of a lifetime to compete with you people and dance like I never danced before. =)
Best of all, I got to know and currently attached to my beloved darling =)

Of course, we really went through quite alot of upheavals and downslides to be what we are today, understanding each other much more and tolerating each other's differences.

I know we are different, and I am glad we are different =) Because u complete me with your differences baby =) I know I suck sometimes, but you know that's only a really SMALL part of me rite...haha...Thank you for everything you have done for me darling..muacks*=)

Congratulation to my darling for her new blog shop and her upcoming collection 2...haha..I really like the photo..it looks SUPER CUTE...haha..ok anyway, not well taken because its taken by ME ok...not some super photographer or wat...

OK, I am not feeling emo enough to type all this, just a rough note ok...next time i will type more...sleeping now, really sick of the packing...I am going to read Harry Potter and sleep now.

Nites people


Welcome Home. =)






火曜日, 4月 21, 2009
Haha this is how funny and zai...lol...KAIBIN looks like someone who would do this...



Anyway, I have been using facebook so long...no wonder my grades starts falling according to this study:

According to a new study by doctoral candidate Aryn Karpinski of Ohio State University and her co-author Adam Duberstein of Ohio Dominican University, college students who use the 200 million–member social network have significantly lower grade-point averages (GPAs) than those who do not.


Source: http://www.time.com/time/business/article/0,8599,1891111,00.html

Oh fcuk....

Now back to the books for my last paper...haven read the 5 cases for the exam on wed...haha...AT ALL=)

Anyway, my girlfriend just got a new blogshop it's here =)



Friends do support here and just click her link to take a look ok =)

月曜日, 4月 20, 2009
Dun u all realize that people tend to be at their worst with people they really want to be at their best with.

Like in a relationship, you want to give your best to the one you love. Yet, you always would turn out to flare at the person or anger the person or make the same person disappointed, the one you always wanted to protect, care for and concern about and never to hurt them.

I remember when I was younger, my temper used to be so bad, I would scream at my mom whenever she irritates me. My sister would then scold me for my bad temper. That's why I always tot that my temper was bad, but I am not sure if most people know, because I never really scolded anyone at all.

Is it because we all are our true self with them, or is it because we tend to neglect the ones closest to us. Or we just believe that everything will be fine because they who love us most will forgive us?

I wonder.


Anyway, on a lighter note,



I know you people can't see it, but, this guy was flirting with his girlfriend in front of me directly. Not that I mind but he was wearing this brown sneakers and pink socks that's a really BIG NO NO...it looks atrociously gay, so gay that even my coach whose a gay wouldn't wear it.

I am sorry, I am just a bitch at times.

水曜日, 4月 15, 2009
311 sucks...I forgotten what is strategic control system, strategic leadership and also the ambidextrous organizational structure.

30 marks damage. OUCH..

I should have read thru all those really irrelevant end chapters that was not even touched in tutorials..I really should have remembered the cheem name structure which I didnt...sucks...

Oh the other side,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING ZHEN!

An old friend.
Old old friend.
Old good buddy friend.

Hope you are doing well in UK for ur masters yah.. =) Or izzit UK? Haha...=) U never told me that name of the Uni, which I dun remember anyway because it's an arty farty one that nv would ring a bell to me.

Happy Birthday =)

Back to 301 =)

日曜日, 4月 12, 2009
Seriously, people who dun like what they read here should just shut up and close the window. Come read MY blog still wanto disturb me and stain my tagboard.....if u are unhappy just start ur own blog to shoot me ok...than drop me a link to read ok?

On a lighter note, Handsome Suit is really nice...funny and really light hearted. =) Good watch to destress from studying. =)

金曜日, 4月 10, 2009

Orange Moon
Khalid Fang Da Tong

There we sat among the thousand, fools just like us, but not so in love like us.
There we spoke of all our feelings, and dreams were born like that, and we hope for love like that.
Now your dreams have changed and we are far apart. I dont know when or where to start, leading you from my mind. I want to stand with you again. I hope to find you here again. Then the eternal sunshine.
I'll search for the orange moon that lit up all of the ocean while I held your hand. And now watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me. And if you drop me a line, I will sure to make these arrangements.
Lay your hand upon my shoulder, Ill sing a two or three sweet melodies for thee. Softly speak, to say
我爱你, why do you leave, my heart is at your feet. Well, I like to share three words again, these words with you again if you think its possible. And maybe I can pull you close and whisper in your ear again that I want you in my life forever.
I will search for the orange moon that lit up all on the ocean while I held your hands. And watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me.
You are like the summer rain that cools me, that sooths me. You are the person that I pray for everyday. Maybe well sit on those steps once again, maybe we wont turn out have to pretend, you will be here in my imaginings, fade imaginings.
I'll search for the orange moon that lit up all of the ocean while I held your hand. And now watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me. And if you drop me a line, I will sure to make these arrangements.

Absolute Owning Tune.


水曜日, 4月 08, 2009
A week more to exam, means 6 days to study...ARGHHHH...I am still procrastinating around...I realise I never go too much 311 lectures now need to look for people to copy from lol...

Anyway, feel like doing some tumbling...my ROBHSBT never succeeded...well we still won cheerobics...oh too bad for the other teams lar...haha...

I saw some video on youtube about some post cheerobics training of some cheerobics team, where in order not to defame anyone, we shall address it as NOVS.

So NOVS posted videos of people doing alot of Round Off layout and other stuff lar...quite zai gymnastics lar..good for them, but I just tot that if they are really so zai, just do it during cheerobics lar and win cheerobics lar..lose already than go and post some videos about how zai they can be or wat...haix...quite losers...never do during competition, now than post some videos up...

I love gymnastics too, you zai lor...give u the 5 pts lor. We take the other 95. Lol.

It's called cheerobics and it's not called cheerobics for nothing.

Maybe you all will win if it's GYMNOBICS 2010. =) Congrats.

Oh well...back to studying...=)

Happy 1st year Baby =) Happy Holidate! =)


Loving You Always =)

金曜日, 4月 03, 2009
This is for anyone and everyone who had a hard day =)

It's Friday =) Take a break and have a nap =)


木曜日, 4月 02, 2009
Check this out Aces Team mates...haha: NTU ACES in wikipedia

Haha...ok, this started as I was pretty bored and I was looking at wildcards on facebook, so I googled for them and realise there are tons of cheerleading team around the world and gymnastics teams named as wildcards...

Then I felt that since ACES has been pretty famous in Singapore, I dun wanto be one of those misc name that appear when googled and people have to search for it and not sure which is the real ACES stuff...and we always relied on wikipedia rite, TADANG!!!

Haha...thank you Bin Bitch for contributing to the text...u bitch...wat's with the "The committee of 08/09 is currently sourcing for potential personnel to helm the ACES 09/10 committee"...why would this kind of text appear on a encyclopedia?

Haha..if u guys want, u can add detail.

Just rememeber wikipedia tracks edits and history =)

Those haters out to defame us, I just would like to pre warn you that we will know what you did last summer =)