Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Welcome to My Life
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I dun even know myself...

土曜日, 4月 26, 2003
Ok...i just got scolded again...cause my mother is such a stubborn and unreasonable lady...yup, i don't wanna elaborate...it is just that i got this one side of my ear stuck...for some unknown reason and then she start to scold me when it is not my fault that i can't hear clearly from one side of my ear...she is always like that...nothing would probably change her at all...please, if u wanna ask me to talk to her, forget it, it is so useless...after countless times of trying, the white flag on my hand is permanently raised...yup...i give up trying...no use...haix....don't know what to do...it is still stuck...can someone just tell me some solution to unblock my ear...i can't hear properly now....it feels strange

水曜日, 4月 23, 2003
Haix...just got scolded by my mother...she is such a superstitious...or should i say devoted lady...i don't know wat to tell her...in my family, we do not discuss in depth about such things of god and religion...but i do believe in the presence of gods...i do have faith in buddhism and my gods...but i know that the gods want to lead us into becoming a better person...caring more for others, sympathetic, kind, and most of all, forgiving to all...and i do believe in them...but it is just sometimes my mother gets a little too carried away in such supernatural stuff that gets me irritated slightly...i do not know how to describe what she did but believe me, you will probably feel frustrated too...she is a nice mom...it's just that sometimes, you do not know what these people are thinking..."for your good" they would say, but couldn't they just do a little more explainations on their part? Parents...and they say kids are hard to understand...


Well at the end of the day, i would probably listen to hear and follow her way...after all, she is afraid that i may offend the gods somehow....but i believe that the gods would protect the good and punish the evil...yup...and by the way, i love my mom...

火曜日, 4月 22, 2003
Ok...yup, just saw a class blogger...not mine class's blog but another class in my school...yup...it's quite ok, but lack of participartion though...yup..a little envy of them.if my class had one, it would be fun...but probably no one would want to maintain it for sure...it's quite tiring to create a new template and insert pics and gifs....probably the job of the class chair or civics tutor rep (CT rep)'s job....haha...and it would be the unfortunate me....yup....and i probably would be too lazey to maintain at all...haha...speaking of my class, it is a nice and fun class...yup...we just went to play beach volleyball weeks ago...fun, but as usual not many turned up....i guess we are not bonded well enough...hope things will change and become better...really but to speak te truth i love my class and my friends....they are all nice people...maybe i shall post our phtos online next time...yup...

月曜日, 4月 21, 2003
Ever receive a palm reading? Those fortune tellers may not be always correct but one thing is for sure that they are telling you is absolutely right to me...your fate and future is in your hand...grab all opportunities wisely...losing them may result in regrets that carrys through all your life span.....

日曜日, 4月 20, 2003
Was surfing the net and found this great midi site...and i found my favourite music, Pachelbel Canon...yup...it's a nice sound...sounds sad but in a light hearted manner...so i placed a link and contacted the page creater to ask for permission...it is not for any commercial use...but it just add on an atmosphere to my blog...yup..hope he agrees and i can hear the song everytime i post a blog...

Hiya.....i miss my blogger so much that i am back to write in it again...haha.Anyway, was playing a game called Age of Mythology yesterday with some friends....it was fun. My team ws winning but with a sudden turn of events, we just lost. I was feeling quite sad though, i knew we had a great game. Later, i met a friend on ICQ...told her about it, and how sad i was. Naive, she may be but she was able to "console" me a simple manner...her only reply was "it's only a game..."



That made me realise that how sad case most people are. People tend to not to let go of many things and be unhappy about it. If we could just open our hands and let go, things would probably turn better....the world would be a nicer place...WITHOUT WAR AND VIOLENCE. I am not siding anyone...a war takes two parties to be fighting with one another before it could be started,so probably both sides have their faults...


In this game call "Life",do we really what to be constantly holding on to what that does not belong to us and deprive others' of their belongings? If it is meant to be, something will always be yours...if not, holding on to it will only hurt you more...this is for a sweet friend of mine who just suffered a heartbreak...let go and you will be able to find happiness that totally belongs to you...



So, i choose to live a happier future than staying in a sad past...

Haha....got one of those Guest map from bravenet....thought it was cool...anyway, if you are reading this, leave a message if u would like to...i deeply appreciate it...thanks.....

Been busy today...cause i was troubling myself into creating a nicer interface for this blogspot page....haha...jealous of the others with beautiful pics and stuffs.....but all i wanted to do was to leave a nice message board yet it just gets on my nerves to be unable to do so....haix....so, i decided, no comments until i think of a better solution yup...haha....dun blame me...gone are the days when i could create nice webbies from notepads....haha...in go other knowledge and out my web skills go....i should sharpen it one of these days



Anyway, today, my instructor was just talking about some logic of life which i feel it's quite true. People just tend to praise good guys, Samaritans this and that and speak of how good the world would be with them around, but he believe that with more of them around,it shows one thing:that the world is becoming a lousier place.


Logical? I didn't thought so at first, probably just like you.


He explained that the presence of good people implies the presence of bad ones...if people were all fillial to their prarents,no one would take note of those fillial to them and shine any limelight on them cause it's the norm. Similarly, if there are no bad guys, where do the good guys come from? With no bad guys around, who would need superman? In fact, the presence of the bad guys actually brings out the fact that someone is good or heroic. Funny, it may seems, that bad guys suddenly seem to be useful...well, i dun really mean so, but it's just that as the world progress upwards economically, we just go down the moral slippery slope even more...remember the days when robbers used knives? Now, guns and more guns....and rebels using spear and sword? Now, even planes come into handy for those terrorist...wat is the world coming to now....


I guess it's time mankind should give a thought on wat the world is becoming now.....don't you concur with me?


土曜日, 4月 19, 2003
Hey.....was having nothing to do online at about 1.42am......so just decided to sign up this thingy for fun...haha....probably i wouldn't write but......i got nothing to lose rite....i just keep this page going to my best.....it's getting busier everyday, school, training, life....haix.....dun u ever wonder why this is just happening? People work, to improve life, live in better comforts, invent stuff to save time like this com....yet we just get busier and busier through the years.....the hyprocrisy of life.......sighz........