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水曜日, 12月 31, 2003
Today is new year's eve...the last blog of the year i guess...
Looking back alittle...lot's of stuff happened this year...most importantly, I took A levels exam...one very very important exam yah....then, i got to know alot of people better...especially someone...who was always there for me...aiya, but sometimes abit slack lar...sleep sleep sleep all day one...lazy girl...thanks, you are the beat dear...
...Then i broke up with my first love...yes i did...after about 11 months and 17 day...that was officially lar...lesser if it's unoffficial...Yes...for those still around to see my blog, i broke up with her ALREADY for a LONG LONG TIME...in case people dun know...doesn't matter already...i've got much better people around me ya...my friends....we rock...
Anyway, not the point lar....but a new year is coming...why m i at home...cause someone i wanted to be with...i mean accompany...is busy or rather lazy ya...so i m here....no where to go...no mood to go...no one to go with....m i disapoointed? A little...but then, it is ok...been through more stupid and attrocious times than this....shouldn't talk about it liao...just a little little disappointed ya...but then, i dun like big crowds and town...so where can i really go.....i dunno....where my heart will take me to i guess....
Anyway, in another 15 days time...i will go into NS...haix...shall make better use of the time to rot...ha...train up a little....accompany the people i want around, and also...sleep and eat more...getting older and more tired these days already....yawn yawn and yawn...*yawn*.....
New Year Resolution? Be more truthful to myself...great great health to all around me...and me of course....
Come to think of that, i missed crazy first love...sucks...i miss alot of good old days in school...remember the first time we all met in HCJC? I remember xiaoling's voice and sherwayn...noisy people i guess....i guess i m sentimental...opps...is it bad to think aboutthe past? I dunno...Happy New Year People....
Ok...decided to blog today.....
Wat should i write....
Slacking the day away....stone, sleep, laze, eat, drink, watch tv.....
Anyway, went for wushu training yesterday...ran fro about 3 hours...ok lar...was walking alot lar....but then, we ran alot too...and in the rain too...it's a weird feeling to run in the rain ya...u should feel warm yet the rain makes u feel cold....it's bad for health ya...kids, dun try this at home....
Ok...played mahjong yesterday in school...quite funny...cause it's like since when would people have the chance to play it in school...real tiles k...then we were like playing it quite loudly....ha...
Missed "Crazy First Love"...sucks...nevermind....i always miss wat i wanted to watch...it's like the uncountable number of times liao lar....sians...sians....sians....
Anyway, tv shows are getting kind of boring these days...ya...they should improve on it ya...more sitcoms...ha...
Ha...and some little boy just called me "uncle" yesterday at the bus stop...quite funny...ha...
Well, kind of realise that it's always u urself that urself sad or unhappy...did really know wat happen...just felt really down yesterday...then met some good friends and team mates...really made my day....well, someone saw someone i dislike also lar....but then...shall always look at the beautiful sun instead of the shadow....
Especially my senior....and good friend...kind of cheered me up...ha...thank you...
Wouldnt u feel sad when u miss someone only when they are not arond u? Tsk tsk...the complicity of life...is there such a word....always wondering if my friends would miss me after JC...nevermind....shall continue to ponder.....
NS coming real soon...shall slack more while i can...meanwhile....play....yup...
Cheers....
Wat should i write....
Slacking the day away....stone, sleep, laze, eat, drink, watch tv.....
Anyway, went for wushu training yesterday...ran fro about 3 hours...ok lar...was walking alot lar....but then, we ran alot too...and in the rain too...it's a weird feeling to run in the rain ya...u should feel warm yet the rain makes u feel cold....it's bad for health ya...kids, dun try this at home....
Ok...played mahjong yesterday in school...quite funny...cause it's like since when would people have the chance to play it in school...real tiles k...then we were like playing it quite loudly....ha...
Missed "Crazy First Love"...sucks...nevermind....i always miss wat i wanted to watch...it's like the uncountable number of times liao lar....sians...sians....sians....
Anyway, tv shows are getting kind of boring these days...ya...they should improve on it ya...more sitcoms...ha...
Ha...and some little boy just called me "uncle" yesterday at the bus stop...quite funny...ha...
Well, kind of realise that it's always u urself that urself sad or unhappy...did really know wat happen...just felt really down yesterday...then met some good friends and team mates...really made my day....well, someone saw someone i dislike also lar....but then...shall always look at the beautiful sun instead of the shadow....
Especially my senior....and good friend...kind of cheered me up...ha...thank you...
Wouldnt u feel sad when u miss someone only when they are not arond u? Tsk tsk...the complicity of life...is there such a word....always wondering if my friends would miss me after JC...nevermind....shall continue to ponder.....
NS coming real soon...shall slack more while i can...meanwhile....play....yup...
Cheers....
木曜日, 12月 18, 2003
You're an ISFJ
ISFJ
Ok. You are sympathetic, loyal, considerate, and conscientious. You will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to you, to help those in need. You are responsible and enjoy being needed. You are down-to-earth and realistic and like others who are quiet and unassuming. You absorb and enjoy using a large number of facts.
You like situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. You focus on providing practical help and services for others and for the organizations you serve. You have a strong work ethic.
You can be painstakingly accurate and systematic in handling tasks...you're conservative with traditional values...quiet and modest...tactful and supportive of friends and family...
You are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for your family. You are at your best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in order.
You have a few close friends, don't like disharmony, and try to keep cooperation at all costs...you'll stay close friends with that tight circle for a LONG time...worry a lot...
You need to have things organized in a way you think works.. you cannot work when things are out of order...when things are in disarray, you have to reorganize 'em immediately....you get involved with leisure ONLY after all the work is done...
You have a tendency to put off relaxing because there's too much work to be done...you enjoy time with your family...you fall in love hard when you fall. You place a high value on marriage and family...you seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. you most likely are a good student because you diligently follow through in your work to please your teachers.....you learn best by DOING...
You tend not to be the center of attention...often appear serious...others like trying to get a laugh or a smile out of you...you get angry or bitter when scorned...but you keep it inside...
Possible blindspots: because you are SOOOO in the present, you have a hard time seeing possibilities or consequences of your actions...can become mired in the daily grind...don't forget to express your bottled-up feelings...you can be taken advantage of....could be pessimistic about the future because it's unknown and you rely on past experiences.....you want to plan too much.
ISFJ: "I Serve Family Joyfully"
土曜日, 12月 13, 2003
Was wondering if the class blog will really die out...haix...those people just play play play...but i believe when we are really apart...it will become useful...till then, it shall suffer a little....yes daniel, i still blog...but lesser......
Oh ya...found the problem....some white balance problem...stupid...nevermind...
Oh ya...good to know that few people are active on blogs again...good...ha...can type more personal stuff....can vent more anger....ha....
Went karaoke with rabbit and melt....
Went to Sakae Sushi buffet with playboys...can feel some stuff there that most people cant...dun wanna say liao, it's over anyway....
Dunno why...just feel rather down today...strictly personal feeling...so, i go jot down in my diary...got this diary about a week ago...real nice to write...alot alot of personal stuff....like it or not, i have secrets, no one have secrets....
Or rather, i m a You Gu Shi De Ren...some one with a story...not like three little pigs lar, but a story, that i keep to my heart, sad and touching, it's just a part of me...that would be one thing i would probably keep to myself only always, unless to my girlfriend...cause i made a promise not to keep stuff to my girlfriend...even though i m single now...
It's like a part of me that i have let go since i broke up with yan lian...doesn't matter....let sweet memories remain in my heart and soul 4eva....no more questions on it pls if anyone read this...
Today, something bothered me that made me feel a little sad...and today was supposed to be an 11th month anniversary.....
Pardon me for any strange gestures today...cause i dun really feel happy...dunno why...maybe is something i heard...maybe is something i see....maybe is something i refuse to say out in my heart that keep bothering me...sorry blog....
Anyone, reading this, dun question me, cause if i refuse to tell...u know i wouldn't tell at all................=P God bless the world....
Oh ya...good to know that few people are active on blogs again...good...ha...can type more personal stuff....can vent more anger....ha....
Went karaoke with rabbit and melt....
Went to Sakae Sushi buffet with playboys...can feel some stuff there that most people cant...dun wanna say liao, it's over anyway....
Dunno why...just feel rather down today...strictly personal feeling...so, i go jot down in my diary...got this diary about a week ago...real nice to write...alot alot of personal stuff....like it or not, i have secrets, no one have secrets....
Or rather, i m a You Gu Shi De Ren...some one with a story...not like three little pigs lar, but a story, that i keep to my heart, sad and touching, it's just a part of me...that would be one thing i would probably keep to myself only always, unless to my girlfriend...cause i made a promise not to keep stuff to my girlfriend...even though i m single now...
It's like a part of me that i have let go since i broke up with yan lian...doesn't matter....let sweet memories remain in my heart and soul 4eva....no more questions on it pls if anyone read this...
Today, something bothered me that made me feel a little sad...and today was supposed to be an 11th month anniversary.....
Pardon me for any strange gestures today...cause i dun really feel happy...dunno why...maybe is something i heard...maybe is something i see....maybe is something i refuse to say out in my heart that keep bothering me...sorry blog....
Anyone, reading this, dun question me, cause if i refuse to tell...u know i wouldn't tell at all................=P God bless the world....
木曜日, 12月 11, 2003
Prom...extremely fun...it's photo taking everywhere...ha...
everyone was so good looking...ha....even terence...ha...just kidding
Oh well, many of my photo's were blurred cause some of shutter jiggle....shit...now many pics are blurred...dunno who took those photos....lousy handling....
Nevermind, shall "gop" from my friends....ha....
Then there was an after prom party....quite boring lar...didn't really feel high at all...so didn't dance, got rabbit to accompany me...ha...thanks rabbit, u are a dear.....
Ya, did i mention we booked the family studio? ha...it was a rather big room...totally cool and nice...nice to sleep...haha...great man....rocks....=P
Dunno when we will all meet again...but i believe in fate....we WILL meet again...I believe...............=P....bon voyage friends....