Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Yeeling
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Zhen
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Delai
Hui Jun
Ah Yang
Shu Xian

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Helen
Ching
Wei Xi
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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

月曜日, 7月 07, 2003
Dear Blog, i feel damn sian and sad now lar...it has been quite a day for me, feeling like that the whole day...well, sometimes i just hate it when people dun understand me...especially when someone malign me...i hate it lor...butthen, i always consider myself to be unique...people wouldn't be able to understand me easily...haix...

Firstly, some good friends that understand me better are all not around me...in other junior colleges...yup...i really miss them...then there are friends now who only see the surface of me...well, what you expect, they are not any of my kins or wat rite...that i know, but i do hope people understand me...yup...have some good friends, probably know me better, but then, who knows...and they have their own problems anyway...haix...

And now, even my family dun understand me sometimes...and then worst, someone important thinks that i dun prioritise her, when i always put her in first place...haix...what can i say?

All i ask for is someone that really understands me well, a nice and good friend that i can always trust and depend on...is that too much? I guess even hoping was really hoping against the odds.....

But i know that God has already been nice to me, with a nice family...haix...guess i shouldn't ask for more for some people are worst than me...thank you God...and for that, i shall continue smiling and bring joy and laughter to the world, helping the world to become a slightly better place within my means...

To those who found a bosom friend, treasure them well and may your friendship last forever...