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日曜日, 7月 20, 2003
Hi blog, haha...m happy today...today went to nj fun fair...though there is some slight misconception...still, got to visit NJ with my friend...anyway, meet alot of old friends...some attached, some single...but then, i really miss the good old days at The Chinese High School...we guys rock k...anyway, erm...it's quite fun there lar...there was this dunking game...where u throw a ball at a target to dunk someone into water...i missed...haha...then couldn't dunk my friend Chun Lei into wat...Terence missed also k...yup...hmm....feels guilty to dunk him..haha...
Anyway, saw my two juniors haha...erm...shouldn't say their name, but then...erm...feel happy for them...really happy...God bless them...i wish them the best too...then i went moving around Plaza Singapura...it's one of my favourite hangout, although i usually dun, but if i do, i will probably go there...haha...anyway, the Swensen there is the Hwa Chong wushu hangout too....haha...
Erm...had a great day today...really....
Oh ya...remembered the other day in CT session, i was a little pissed off lar...cause the situation was like i m a more conservative guy...not as direct one...and my class, especially the girls, always say those sexual stuff haha...it's quite funny, i dun shun them, but i always say, "dun be digusting" in chinese lar...it has became a habit of my...then it was like my friends were talking about it beside me lar...i didn't listen to it but when i turned over i sort of knew wat they were saying...them, it's was like one of them was so scarcastic as to bad mouth me....i was immediately pissed off lar...i mean, as my friend, which i always regard you as one...if you are not happy with the way i m, u can tell me directly rite....or if you dun want me to know, just say it behind my back so that it wouldn't spoil my image of you as a friend rite...it's like he was saying beside me lor...and loud...obviously he was trying to tell me...and so scarcastic...it's really feels like hypocrisy to me lar...i hate hypocrites...and worst of all...i cannot just scold him lar cause i still treat him as my friend...i immediately told him off lar...wat would you feel like if it is you? And that silly girl who probably will be reading my blog still laugh with him...
Personally....i think it's really insensitive of one to do that...so guys and girls out there, if you feel that your friend got some mistakes or wat if you dun really like, please tell them...i mean, friends should always trust each other...and they will change if it is something bad, or else, it's just them, and you should accept them rite? Please dun backstab your friends...it really breaks the trust in them...believe me, cause i know...
I m not that petty lar...but it's just that as my good friend, it just hurts a little to see them like that...cause it shook the bridge that we built together through all the laughter and tears...anyway, should just see how the river continue to flow...but believe me, u dun feel good when your friends do that to you...if it's just some nobody, who the heck cares...but since you are my good friend, it feels weird...r u still there? Guess i may be a little sensitive...but then, think again..i remember wat my classmate daniel wrote...little ripples in the start,mighty waves at the end...think about it....