Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Ching
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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

土曜日, 8月 02, 2003
"I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough..."


Oh...this song is nice "Love just ain't enough" by Stephanie Sun...this is maria's favourite, or at least one of her favourite song...and the lyrics suits how i feel now...well, i guess love just really ain't enough...guess i was a little naive to think that two people in love with one another would be able to live happily ever after...many other stuffs do make a difference...like tolerance level and mutual understanding...

I guess today was really wuite a day for me...i survived it...haha...without much difference...but then, erm, i dun feel good at all today...laughter and happiness seems to be two different topics today...

Lack of words...brain not thinking clearly today...but in short...sad...i m tired...really tired...i dun understand how some people can treat relationships so lightly...dun they ever think about the impact they created in the lifes of others with such sense of irresponsibility...dun wanna bewail around here...but this urge in me just makes me feel like complaining more about it...Once and again...u hurt me with ur insensitivity...

I dunno wat's there to say now...

Remember, even simple things can lead to many drastic situations in any relationships...before you do anything, pls, think about how fortunate u r to be in love and cared for and dun complain about stupid stuff and make irrational decisions...wat done can never be undone...