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土曜日, 8月 09, 2003
Today should be a happy holiday, but i kind of feel indifferent to the joyous spirit around me...feel kind of lost today...
Kind of miss her...haven seen her for days...i forgotten how long cause it seems like years...lots of sweet and loving couples around me...am i jealous of them? I dun wanna salvage stuff when i know it will bring more pain...and i really dun like to snowball more stupid problems...
Guess i better go do work...or go play game...get my mind in place 1st...my mind and body seems seperated...feels like i m strolling slowly in the crowd in town...moving real slowly...and aimlessly...expressionless...while cheers of the crowd move quickly past me...
I dun like to talk about personal stuff and secrets...but dun ask me why i m saying it here now...i dunno why cause my blog has became my personal diary...i m not a victim, i did not write this to be sympathised by people...but i just wanna say it out and get it out of my mind...dun wanna talk more about it...i will recover, somehow i will, didn't they say "Time heals all pain"...
Holiday is coming to an end...as 12am approaches, would i feel better? I shall wait and see...and even if i dun, the day would be ending soon rite?