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木曜日, 10月 23, 2003
Reflection�my prelims sucks�I didn�t really bothered about it then, but all of a sudden, I feel really really lost and scared�I dunno if I can make it to study finish before the A level�just a sense of intensified fear, with no one around to really talk to�someone I wanna talk to just fell asleep�.again�always when I have some trouble�pig head...not her fault lar...i never blame her...I am not pitiful or wat, dun worry�just didn�t wanna worry my friends�for most of them are just like me, lousy results...
Think I m really scared�did some AJ maths�can�t do�then went through physics mcq for MY prelim again, can�t do also�haix�shouldn�t have pon that lecture�a little regretful about it�my I remember I was studying�haix�then went through food chem. question�can�t do�
Dunno wat I going to do�.being scolded by mother again�frustrating�
I should be fine lar�I think�I m always capable�confidence boy�confidence�can�t imagine those who were weaker than me scoring much much better for prelims than me�I dun belittle them�but just that they improved, while I deproved�where is the old me huh�the stronger one�I feel a little weaker compared to the past me�although I have gone through more emotionally, I seems to become less intelligent in many aspects�blinded more easily by distractions�ok, shouldn�t play any more�just planned tmr stuff to study�I must complete them�18 days to A level�really fast�still remember �When the going gets tough, the tough gets going��Zi Qiang Bu Xi�TCHS rulez�.
So now, I dun wanna play liao�not more than an hour on com�no more than an hour on TV�today I only watched Charm�improvement�
Gonna go back to study liao, or sleep�I got a long day tmr�really�.a little stress, but I now I m ok�.ha�.my physics really seems to suck�my chem just can�t score�my econs just cant write the correct answers out�my maths just can�t solve those questions�aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH��..stupid boy�..