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Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
木曜日, 1月 08, 2004
I hate the feeling of being nag nag and nag constantly ya...and my parents keep doing it...it's getting on my nerves....
ARGH........................................
金曜日, 1月 02, 2004
Change the blog title ya....cause the old one seems too...too...sad a mood...anyway, change it after reading some enlightening essay....it reminded me of a lost self...a boy who once had this cheerful, fearless and peaceful sweet smile....now i m going to live each day really really well...i wanna sleep to the fullest...eat to the fullest and play to the fullest...work to the fullest....and of course, slack to the fullest...anytime i want....
i have always been quite straight forward ya...tactfully straight forward...now, just gonna be more truthful...really hate hypocrites, betrayers and two faces....but, hey, it's tough to have a brave front constantly...to be smiling when the world is down and only to be dropping a tear or two in ur dreams...sometimes, u wish someone would understand u better...give u support where ever u are and whatever u do...that would probably be me...i mean, it's a really tough...sometimes, u just wanna take a break with someone u love around to hug yah...many people probably dun understand that feeling...only those with troubles kept to themselves for a long time would appreciate what i m saying...
I know many good friends would stay around if u asked them to....lend a ear if u asked them to....these make u feel better...and i really thank them for that yah...but i long for the friend whom i could stay close to...speechless, yet bonded by heart closely together with imaginary speeches that tells of all our trouble to each other and we can understand each other without saying...where on a silent night, full of stars and the one i love...all troubles are gone and all happiness congregate...no mask, just a two truthful souls...a moment of dream, a moment of tear and smile...to me...that moment is all i really asked for...
A moment of reality...unfortunately...probably, that would be difficult to do so....for it takes a rather sensitive person to do so...and these people are really really few these days...probably due to the blinding of the heart by the cold society of selfishness and hypocricy...am i rite or am i wrong? Who knows?
Me trying to act Sensitive New Age Guy? Who knows?
Who really knows me?
Forget it...me waiting, waiting and waiting...
For the night, the stars and the one i love...