Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
金曜日, 11月 26, 2004
I m back from Australia...
Been through quite a lot of shit there...well difficult to say...it's a lot of things there...slept like 3 hours a day...and keep doing battle course...and servicing....and i even got into an accident...ha....
I come to realise that i miss everyone here back in Singapore...how everything here is so nice and valuable to me...although the stars there are so beautiful i swear i will bring my girlfriend next time to Australia.....
It was a really tough time, lack of sleep, lousy food and other stuff...but i held on...cause i didnt wanna give up...i didnt wanna let anyone down....
I miss you so much...
月曜日, 11月 01, 2004
Had this short gathering with my friends on saturday...i miss them...each and everyone of them that really lights up my life...i guess it really fortunate that the few of us are still there together...it seems that each of us always have a part of our life stories to tell...about, love, studies, life...anything...if you are wondering, i dunno why we can be such a great good of friends...bonded by the feeling of us wanna have fun...yet we are all open and loyal to each other...it's really rare...we can talk about anything....anything...anything you can think of..really anything, and we will laugh over it...
And we have come to see each other's growth...over the years...from the boys and girls in school till now, matured young men and women...we can see things differently now...perhaps it's the environment we now in that have changed...perhaps it's the different people that we met and interact with in our lives...perhaps it's just the society that is forcing us to grow up...
I see from the topics we chosed and how we discuss about it that we have grew up...
But yet, you can see the glimsp of innocent and childhood that we all hold onto in our heart...now that's wat many people lost...the more they grow, they more they get soaked in the society of hypocricy...till they lost their true self...
You come to realise that actually, love (our main topic, cause there is always some love drama new episode whenever we meet) is such a troublesome thing....as what the girls would say, "What is love?"...a simple question, yet who can answer it....
Putting that aside, i m leaving Singapore soon...on the 2nd of November Tuesday...reporting at 9pm...it's a strange feeling...i dunno how i feel at all..it's like a little numb and nothing in my heart...well they said that it will be tough there...some people are scared of stuff like 6 days consecutively training...i admit i tot i m nervous about it...dunno if i can handle it but i still feel numb in my heart...some speak of the danger in Australia...like deep ditches and pot holes that the tank can overturn...vehicle commander die(touch wood)...i also feel numb...
I question myself the reason...maybe it's cause there is no avoiding of it...no way...wat's the use of being scared or nervous...useless...or maybe it's cause i m numb by all trainings...
Juz wondering if anyone would think about my absence and miss me....ha....seems so self pity...ha...i can laugh at my miserable tots...
Doesnt really matter...will be back on the 23th of November...at 2345...ha...nice time...see ya...