Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
日曜日, 2月 06, 2005
Listening to so many sentimental songs...so so so many....
All telling the same story...
Waiting for someone...then you finally felt tired and gave up...when the girl finally realise it, it is too late....
I have that experience one...but i didnt let the girl know....lucky girl huh....ha...well i just stayed by her side...so close...but finally...i gave her up...maybe she will find someone better than me...maybe she wouldnt...maybe she will discover wat she has lost...maybe not...i guess that's wat life's about...full fo questions and uncertainty....that's wat make life really interesting...
Apart my sentimental self,
I started to work out alone....jogging....workout...ha...
My com is down...and it's up...and it's down and it's up again...great thanks to my kor kor William!....my cousin...i always call him kor one....he's so technologically intelligent...ha...
Actually i came to realise i have lost much trust in so many things...relationship...friendship...maybe even human trust...i dunno why...just feel that when you are in need or alone...relationship and friendship cant really be relied on...only my family...and of course myself....you start to do things yourself, more independent in a good word...or rather, losing trust in others...
People leave and go in yur lifes...i guess you probably heard the...leave footprints in your heart thingy...well i m currently losing my good friend melissa who is going overseas lar..i wish her all the best...definately miss her...she is so nice...few people would be able to be that lar...and she is so swt...haix....take great care k......
People grow up...so do i....as i keep growing, emotionally and mentally...i have become stonger...seeing things more matured...but i know i traded my childhood innocence for it...i really dun want to...but i guess...some how...the world forced me to do so....i guess i can no longer smile innocently...
Bless the world...