Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

水曜日, 4月 27, 2005
My face more handsome liao after the swelling's gone...haha...
So so so bored...but i rather bored than busy lar...
When you are busy, you think of the days when you have nothing to do...when you are bored, you wish you had something to do...people are just greedy and never satisfied...

金曜日, 4月 22, 2005
Just removed my other two teeth today...the numb feeling is gone...alittle painful aftermath now lar...

Sleeping...

水曜日, 4月 20, 2005
So so so boring......my MC going to end le.....so going back to camp le.....haix...
Argh........I need something exciting in my life....i losing all my inspiration to write anything le....

月曜日, 4月 18, 2005
I have become a full fledged blogger and net addict le lar...just slack all day and come online...oh my MC going end le...so going to go back camp le lor...
Congrats to my good junior Glendon, 2nd for Nan Quan...haha...i guess he improved quite alot le lar...ha...

I didnt go watch him lar....extremely lazy and far away lor...competition not as interesting le lar....and so many 4 duans...not competitive and interesting events....no jing sai...no group.....wat the hell...

Nice song rite..ha...really nice song le...Lin Jun Jie is damn talented...cant stand him...haha....

土曜日, 4月 16, 2005
"Albert! We are downstairs. Come down and meet us hor!"

And that's how the lion-haired girl managed to force me to change and went out with this group of menacing villian, consisting of the "lion-haired girl","shortie bimbo","sleepy head","fat driver"...they dragged me out to Jurong Point to watch them eat Fish and Co...

Poor me who was unable to eat, could only keep drinking plain water...haix...

Sounds so unfair to them to write like that...ha...anyway, they are just a bunch of cute old buddies of mine...Ming Zhen's birthday, so we went out to eat lar...i didnt wanted to lar...cant eat and my cheek is swollen, and they force me out...so i watched them gobble up the seafood plater, sword fish collar, and grilled salmon...argh...I couldnt really talk lar...but it's great to hear from them lar..two girls from SMU...both happy like hell lar exams over le...ha...miss them alot lar..but still, i cant eat...Yi Xin not as bimbotic le lar...still very cute kind...basically we are still the same kind lar...stupid yet clever...clever yet stupid kind...laugh laugh laugh...

木曜日, 4月 14, 2005
Ok...i haven talk about how i have grew up from India trip...

I admit India is a nice place, rich cultural history, and a lesson on reality of the world...

Seen the rich, seen the poor, seen the powerful, seen the helpless...
The rich and poor gap in India seems quite drastic...roads full of poor people, begging you for money, road peddlers pestering you to buy their goods...the worst senerio prize goes to the groups and groups of little kids coming up to you and asking you for money...everytime, you got to perform the ultimate heartless stuff to ignore them and turn your back on them...you can see them loitering outside our bus, trying to plead for money...

It's quite depressing to see that...

I look back into my great Singapore while walking along town, i suddenly realise how fortunate Singaporeans are...they are wearing all the great branded goods, shopping, eating and laughing, without any worries about food and money for tmr...
I asked myself why is the world so unfair...my friend told me maybe cause some people are more unlucky like those in Indai...I asked him "Did they chose to be born
there and be unlucky?"...

I dunno...i really dunno...but it's seriously quite depressing there...

Seriously, if you dun want to see the harsh reality of the world, i dun recommend a visit to India, although the Taj Mahal is beautiful...

水曜日, 4月 13, 2005
Photos of training trip in India...i took lots of scenery pictures...well it didnt turn out too well, as i always believe, somethings are just meant for the eye...photos cant keep them...next time when you see a beautiful starry night, you will know wat i mean...

Photos

argh....tooth infection....now my gum is swollen...yuck...argh...the worst part is that i cant bite any solid food...argh...been trying to survive on soya bean for lunch and porridge for dinner...like trying to slim down lar...
Will need to remove all my 4 wisdom teeth...argh...then my mouth will be numb for at least 10 days...
Argh...damn irritating...will somebody hit me and make me faint?

House of Fury is a nice show...damn interesting...and Gillian Chong is damn chio lar...wa lao...why is there such a beautiful person in the world one...ha...=P

日曜日, 4月 10, 2005
Ok...i met up with my friends today...
Just have this strange feeling...i feel so old watching them happily talking photos...it's just tiz tot in mind that maybe if it was a year ago, i would be crazy with them but here i m, sitting down watching them...they look so cute/stupid/creative...i dunno...just felt strange...

I seems much grown up compared to them...i dunno if it's good or bad lar...just felt so...

Questioning if this is the idea of growing up or becoming more mature? Is that me? Kind of scary huh...i dun kind of recognise myself suddenly...

Great to see people around you growing up...this bunch of silly kinds...just suddenly all of them are studying in U...in no time Teri would actually be a doctor...EVEN Qi is a lawyer...WTF rite...haha...she will pinch me like hell if she reads this...but seriously...can you imagine that?...Watching them doing all the silly stuff, i really cant...ha...

Argh...i kind find a decent book to write my diary...somethings you just cant write online lar...all people have secrets wat...and i still haven buy my oakley sunglasses...i like the 240 one...but abit ex lor...

I dunno...sometimes people just seems so near, yet so far away...but is the distance formed by your heart or mine?

Ponder ponder...Teresa have a boyfriend? So cute...ha...never tell me...but doesnt matter lar...we are not totally too close lar...it's her life anyway...well she's a nice girl...hope she's happy and dun get hurt...wtf am i saying...all are bound to get hurt in love and romance lar...hope she's happy and smiling always...

I think i am a psycho...sometimes i will just go crazy and retarded...somtimes i willl just go philosopical and serious...will someone pls tell me wtf am i thinking about?

木曜日, 4月 07, 2005
I am back...