Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

木曜日, 12月 29, 2005
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/4562132.stm

This is interesting...it's a mathematical calculation of whether you will get less wet if u run in the rain...

So in fact, if u run in the rain, u will get more wet...ha...

Yesterday i went for night biking...damn tiring and damn fun...from East Coast to City Hall, Bugis, Geylang...ha...damn shagged but it's really interesting...my legs are aching now...

火曜日, 12月 27, 2005
I finally found the butterfly song....haha..i have been looking for it for so long sia....and finally i know how to post chinese text here le...stonez will say i lousy one lor...it's so nice and swt...and meaningful...

美丽花蝴蝶


忽隐又忽现
流连花丛间
你如此多恋
嬉戏不成眠
何时才疲倦
不飞舞狩猎
我不能了解
总是暗伤悲

你像只蝴蝶在天上飞
飞来飞去飞不到我身边
我只能远远痴痴望着你
盼啊望啊你能歇一歇

你像只蝴蝶在天上飞
飞来飞去飞不到我身边
我只能日日夜夜等着你
想啊念啊你能停一会

忽醒又忽睡
等你入梦内
你如此不觉
使我不成眠
何时动情弦
别付诸流水
你不能体会
犹然独喜悦

Anyway, i finally posted the letter...god knows where i found the courage to do so...
But i thankfully for it, the first time i open my heart to write it...


So, this izzit...i guess...

Cheer Up!...the new year is coming and i will be 21 soon, i need to grow up and become stronger...=P

日曜日, 12月 25, 2005
Today is a day of extreme nostalgic and memories...

Yanhe was rite...watching our course video again will really tear...first time i teared while laughing away at the video...i finally knew wat it felt like to cry and smile at the same time...

I tot about wat i went through these years...

If i were to live again, i would choose the same path once more...

Today is Christmas...haha...i wento Chinatown instead...strange rite...like on Chinese new year i will go church lor...ha...=P

Anyway, this years been full of ups and downs, surprises and dismays...however thanks to all my friends, family and love ones that i manage to spent a wonderful year and gained lots of emotional and spiritual experiences...


Especially thanks someone....

Who taught me how to smile...
how to cry...
and how to love...

U are no longer beside me...
But to me, the memories of you and i will be with me where ever i go...forever...i promise...

日曜日, 12月 18, 2005
Dear god...

My greatest wish is for her to be happy and smiling...

Always and always...

Forever...

金曜日, 12月 09, 2005

Corrine May
Journey


It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through


Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and fris turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you ...to you

Ponder ponder....haha...i got from my akaginet posted by by akagi friends...

A young boy asks his father�
�Dad, how does politics actually work?�
The father tells his son�

- Well you see, it�s like this, I make the money and bring it home, so therefore I am the Capitalist

- Your mother manages and administers the money, so she is like the Government

- Your grandfather monitors and oversees things to make sure that everything is in order and running smoothly, so he is like the Trade Union

- Our maid does all the manual labour in the house, so she is like the Working Class

- We all have a common purpose, namely your well-being; consequently you are like the People and your little brother in diapers represent the Future

Do you understand my son?


The little boy thinks about it and tells his father that he�ll sleep on it and think about it some more�

During the night, the little boy wakes up because his little brother has filled his diapers and is crying terribly�
Because the little boy isn�t sure what to do, he goes to his parent�s bedroom�
He finds his mother lying in bed but because she is sleeping so soundly, he can�t seem to wake her up�
So the boy proceeds to the maid�s room for assistance, where he finds his father in bed with the maid, while his grandfather is inconspicuously watching the action through a bedroom window
Everyone is so occupied with what they are doing that they don�t even notice the little boy standing in front of them�
So because no one comes to his aid, the young lad decides to go back to bed again�

The next morning the father asks his son if he�d given more thought to the question of politics and if so, to explain in his own words how it works�
�Yes� answers the boy�

- the Capitalist screws the Working Class
- the Unions stand idly by and watch
- while the Government sleep
- the People are completely ignored
- and the Future lies in shit.

That�s how politics works

Cute perception...haha...i didnt come up with it tho...