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Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
火曜日, 3月 21, 2006
Hey guys...by the time u are reading this post, i guess i would have left Singapore le...I have gone to JAPAN...yup i going to back pack there...dun ask me why i choose there, so expensive blah blah...i just felt like going can...yup...I apologise to say that i left without informing most people...cause i didnt really felt like doing so...i dun really think that me leaving for a tour would matters...most people probably wouldnt care lar...yup...
Dun worry...i dun feel neglected, down...all the depressing stuff ya...not at all...i feel comfortable by myself....
Will take more pictures to post around....yup...
It's a relaxing tour, where i need to recharge myself...physically and emotionally...
I seriously dunno why i so stupid cannot let go of u...i guess i just imagine her to be so young and need me to protect her...so i HAVE to be always there for her...but i guess, she is different now...Everything can change, i dun really care. But ur heart is gone, i guess everything really breaks into pieces....
I guess when one party still loves the other, this friendship's kind of strange...
It's been so long...i guess i REALLY REALLY am numb and tired le...Let this be the last post about u....
Take care people. See You Guys in April when i am back...
P.S.
U know who u are.
If u are reading this, hope i didn't hurt u with this post...I meant to hurt myself to wake myself up from this dream....ultimately, it's still a dream.
I guess even if u are...u can always have a hug somewhere...Ur cross stich, i cant accept. I said before, every heart can only accept one person, and if that is not me, I dun think ur gift from the heart is meant for me. Thanks, i truely appreciate the effort.
I hope when i return we are truely only friends.
Take care of yourself when i no longer can take care of u.