Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

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A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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I dun even know myself...

火曜日, 3月 21, 2006
Today...i suddenly had an edge to hug someone...i guess it's anyone bah...ya...while sitting on a cab to Singtel Comms Centre...like my inner child working on me...
Then an idea struck me, that actually everyone have an inner child, be it if u are how stubborn u are, how outspoken u are, how proud u are, how vain u are, how powerful u are, how strong u are...And the inner child is the one guarding ur inner most emotion and feelings..

And how did this come about? Cause why not we have INNER OLD MAN?

Cause when babies were babies(deh...), we start to grow...physically and emotionally...so wat happen is that the inner person in the baby is a baby and so they have no double tots about their feelings...sad mean sad...happy means happy...

AS we grow older, physiaclly, we grow...but emotionally, out inner person grows much slower...cause when young, we do not experience much emotional aspect of life, as such, emotional growth is slower...so in the end, most people have a grown up physical, yet inner child(haven grown up yet lar)...That's why people tend to have double meaning...everytime they say dun want smthing, probably deep down their heart they want...they try to be independent, strong, yet deep down, they serious just long for a warm hug from a love one.

Every smiling face, comes a tear behind the smile...every act of independence and bravery, comes a yawning for an embracement of love....



See this Teddy Bear? Makes u feel like hugging rite...


Dun be shy lar...it's ur inner child working up...

I made it a point to try to touch as many heart as possible...be a true friend and always there for anyone, anytime..sometimes u serious wonder who is truely there for u when u need a friend to give u a hug...I always tell myself to cherish everyone around me....dun u ever wonder do people cherish u when u are around them...And wat does being there for someone seriously means? For Most people, including me i guess, it's like just on ur lips and sms, that ya "take care ya...i will be there for u when u need"...ya, so when do u know i need u and when are u coming for me...

Thinking this stuff's kind of skeptical...I guess i rather hug a teddy bear, who's always there for me...when i turn my head behind i know he's there...

I dun have a teddy bear le lar...i think i go hug my sister's one...haha...

Anyway, so the moral of the story is, most of the best emotions in life are not spoken. They are felt with ur heart. And this is the only way to seriously touched someone deep down in their heart and brighten their life...

Ask urself if u have done it...

For those who have someone like that for u, u are a lucky #$%$@~...u BETTER open ur heart and eyes to cherish that someone who sees u with his or her heart...