Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
水曜日, 5月 31, 2006
Thank you once again, today i sold 03 X $19.90 product, earning a grand total commission of 15 cents...so happy man....Today, i saw someone at Harbour Front...haha...my long lost crush!!!...haha...i bet no one knew i had this crush before...haha....no lar...i m not the crazy type to develop this crush or wat cause i know it's damn childish lar...so ya, i dunno her at all, never talked once...
It was quite a long long time ago lar...so seeing her was quite interesting...and she still smiled the same way she did in the past...quite swt...
=P
Ok...i need to apologise to my xiao mei Yeeling le...i was working and very tired, couldnt get enough energy to go send her off today...but she will be back after a month lar...which means i will see u soon my dear xiao mei...so...ya... know i will miss u lar...dun worry, take care ya...
SORRY...............................
火曜日, 5月 30, 2006
Thank you for asking me to work at Safe man...super super super boring lar...they are so so so little customers lar...and i dun even know wat to recommend or help them lar...as in i know zilch about the products...so...i also dunno wat to do...like my only job was the arrange the things around properly...haha...basically i go there to earn basic pay...$5/hr...quite little lar...but i am like doing nothing lar....Oh ya, i sold ONE Computer desk today...the usual price is $129...so the total commission today was a grand total of.....$0.3225.....haha...so is 32 cents...cool ya....weeeeee.........so happy rite...!#@$@^%@%@#!%&~###!$^#%&^#.....TAHNKS MAN....THANKS...and is super boring.....ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Stupid team that summer breeze is still in the SUPER BAND COMPETITION...freakin lousy team le...can somebody just kick them from the show?
月曜日, 5月 29, 2006
I watched X men 3...so nice ya..i always love X men from very young...everyone loves wolverine rite? haha....my favourtie character? I think i love everyne of them..haha...but i love Storm's power...
SEE...COOL RITE?...
Jean Gray is so cool also...haha...the part when she was young and lifted the cars and water from the pipe was so funny lar...haha...so sad rite when Prof X is being disintergrated....haix....luckily the ending part shown that he wasnt dead, at least his subconcious mind was still alive....many people left the cinema before the credits ended lar...haha...i would have done so if my friends haven told me to stay...EVERYONE does that rite?
I remember she loves X men too...and her favourite character is Gambit...i think so...my memory is failing me...too long ago...hope she catches the show too....
土曜日, 5月 27, 2006
This is from Joan's blog:"A Temporary Farewell
Shu Fang has left us for a better place. She died in her sleep last night. We will remember fondly as the fighter who never gave up, until we meet again."
Somehow i got to know about her legacy.
From the newspaper, from my xiao mei michelle's blog, and finally from my dear ming zhen. Ming Zhen's boyfriend is joan's brother.
I dunno...reading her blog just suddenly made me so so so sad...i dun even care if i know her personally...looking at the photos before she was sick, until she was slowly affected by her illness. Through all the hard times, she was brave and optimistic...very strong...very very strong...and she cherished her life and every moment of time...i remember the part i saw from michelle's blog about joan
"Last night, I didn't sleep very well. My heart rate was very high and I could keep hearing my heart beating in my ears. I kept sweating and my limbs were trembling in although my room is air-conditioned. This morning I woke up, initially in a bad mood. But suddenly, the holy spirit filled me and I came to realise how beautiful God's kingdom is. There is no pain, no suffering, no hunger, no tears, only eternal life at the feet of our Lord, Jesus. How wonderful is that! I realised that I shouldn't fear death. Even though I know it's going to be a very painful and tough way to die but if it can bring to the lord, it is worth it. If the lord loves me so much that he wants me to be with him sooner and suffer no more, I should feel blessed! But that doesn't mean I'm giving up on myself, as long as the lord hasn't called me home yet, I will try my best to live life to the fullest. Lord, I thank you no matter what happens and I pray for your strength to accept all that happens. Amen."
She is such a matured girl...I feel that i am so weak and useless compared to her strengths...her everything...
It's so sad seeing such a thing happen...why do such things happen in the world...maybe that's why i never believed in "好心友好报" this thing...such a terrible thing happened to such a nice girl...and there are people would do not cherish their lives...committing suicide, taking drugs or committin evil deeds....THE WORLD IS SO SO SO SO SO SO UNFAIR...
I AM pessimistic in nature...cause the world is such an unhappy place...
And i bet there are tons of other nice people suffering in the world, just unheard of...but they not hearing abn=out them doesnt mean that they do not exist...
So aren't u feeling the need to reflect on how u have lived UR life and stand up to help other people suffering?
Do u understand my frustration?
Joan...pls rest in peace now, for i believe ur strength and courage will live on forever...
金曜日, 5月 26, 2006
So it's decided that @ the IT show, i will be selling PANASONIC TV again...AIYO...i tot i will sell something else le....more interesting...but in a way, i sold TV before, so it should be fine ya...think there will be much more people around this time, i hope to push off 20 TVs in four days...i not too ambitious one...got to start preparing to smoke full time for 4 days again...freakin tiring one lar, for this kind of road show...I am going to SAFE LIFESTYLE STORE to sell furniture also...haha...so funny rite...haha...my friend said there will be very very few people, so probably we will go there and earn basic pay...hey, it's $5/hr le...not too bad lor...pay u to talk cock and smoke lor...haha...get to sharpen my smoking skills from the army and then next time use for presentation...haha...
I freakin hell love the SHE song lyrics lar...
深情一眼挚爱万年
几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年
誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎麼会浮现
so nice rite...so optimistic also...aiyo...the relationships i see now sucks lar...all so vulnerable and never really long lasting...
"Forever" is such a dream word in relationships now lar...Most people just use it for fun and can NEVER do it...How long is your "forever"? In the end it will be wat? One year, Two year or wat?
So next time if ur gf or bf say something like "i love u forever", they are just making an empty promise...he or she probably cant really mean it one...those who really cherish the realationship wouldnt use forever. Cause when u really cherish the relationship, forever is not wat u want. U want every moment with her around, even if it was for a day, a week or a month. And the memories will be able to last you to a TRUE FOREVER.
Do you understand?
一眼万年
S.H.E
泪有点咸有点甜
你的胸膛吻著我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪
慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你
没有一秒曾后悔
爱那麼绵那麼粘
管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人流连
总是美的越蜿蜒
我们太倔强
连天都不忍再反对
深情一眼挚爱万年
几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年
誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎麼会浮现
This is a nice song, and the lyrics quite meaningful also...i wonder who wrote the lyrics...damn nice....SHE's song usually has nice melody one...i want to write something with olden days concept stuff also le...all the stuff i wrote are more modern based ones....MUST IMPROVE my writings....
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎麼会浮现
My sis's just tried the dona karen perfume i got from our armour commissioning ball...freaking strange smell lar...i think it's for old old old old old ladies...i tot donan karen perfume not too bad, turned out that it was like....to quote my sister "smells like poison"....
S.H.E
泪有点咸有点甜
你的胸膛吻著我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪
慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你
没有一秒曾后悔
爱那麼绵那麼粘
管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人流连
总是美的越蜿蜒
我们太倔强
连天都不忍再反对
深情一眼挚爱万年
几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年
誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎麼会浮现
This is a nice song, and the lyrics quite meaningful also...i wonder who wrote the lyrics...damn nice....SHE's song usually has nice melody one...i want to write something with olden days concept stuff also le...all the stuff i wrote are more modern based ones....MUST IMPROVE my writings....
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎麼会浮现
My sis's just tried the dona karen perfume i got from our armour commissioning ball...freaking strange smell lar...i think it's for old old old old old ladies...i tot donan karen perfume not too bad, turned out that it was like....to quote my sister "smells like poison"....
木曜日, 5月 25, 2006
Haha...today i listen to the full version of the podcasts by mr brown and mr miyagi...haha...i like the Bak Cho Mee one...damn funny...find them hereThe title is "browncast: the persistently non-political podcast no. 6"...go download and listen ya...especially those overseas people...ming jian, jeffrey...must hor...oh xiaow3i, if u are here, must download the podcast also...haha...funny...keep urself updated with home humour..
火曜日, 5月 23, 2006
Here's the MV. Enjoy ya. MUST LISTEN TO THIS SONG EVERYONE.
千年泪
作曲:吕建中
作词:李姚、吕建中
编曲:吕绍淳
演唱:吕建中 TANK
才话别已深秋 只一眼就花落
窗台人影独坐 夜沉的更寂寞
一段路分两头 爱了却要放手
无事东风走过 扬起回忆如昨
摇摇欲坠 不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
我却听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你
哪怕一面
前世末了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵
清醒又幻减
梦在前世发觉 我在梦里搁浅
月光浸湿从前 掺拌了的想念
你眺望着天边 我眺望你的脸
谨记你的容颜 来世把你寻找
摇摇欲坠 不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
我却听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你
哪怕一面
前世末了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵
清醒又幻减
摇摇欲坠 不只你的泪
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
不管还要等待多少年
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你
哪怕一面
前世末了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵
清醒又幻减
Suddenly get to hear lots of TANK's song...by akaginet fellow regular's recommendation...he's been around for sometimes, i didn't listen to his songs before...then suddenly listen le, wow....his voice quite nice lor...and he writes his own songs, tune and lyrics...wow...talented singer...he will go far, definately...
And...i love this particular song man...the tune damn nice...and i love his voice, lyrics is nice also...My current playlist top playing song.
作曲:吕建中
作词:李姚、吕建中
编曲:吕绍淳
演唱:吕建中 TANK
才话别已深秋 只一眼就花落
窗台人影独坐 夜沉的更寂寞
一段路分两头 爱了却要放手
无事东风走过 扬起回忆如昨
摇摇欲坠 不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
我却听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你
哪怕一面
前世末了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵
清醒又幻减
梦在前世发觉 我在梦里搁浅
月光浸湿从前 掺拌了的想念
你眺望着天边 我眺望你的脸
谨记你的容颜 来世把你寻找
摇摇欲坠 不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
我却听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你
哪怕一面
前世末了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵
清醒又幻减
摇摇欲坠 不只你的泪
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
不管还要等待多少年
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你
哪怕一面
前世末了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵
清醒又幻减
Suddenly get to hear lots of TANK's song...by akaginet fellow regular's recommendation...he's been around for sometimes, i didn't listen to his songs before...then suddenly listen le, wow....his voice quite nice lor...and he writes his own songs, tune and lyrics...wow...talented singer...he will go far, definately...
And...i love this particular song man...the tune damn nice...and i love his voice, lyrics is nice also...My current playlist top playing song.
Anyone watch the Superband Competition?
Well i love music, especially live performances, so i watch this ya...some groups are especially good, some are especially poor...there is this group called Summer Breeze, seriously cannot dance, sing and dress well...dunno why they are in...their judges score also super low lor...like they have really rich fans keep calling for them...
This is from the superband forum, a 13 pages thread about the band called, "summer breeze, pls get down"
Posted By: MonGuiN
8 reasons why Summer Breeze should be out:
1: A granny on crutches can dance even better then them.
2: The voice of fingernails raking down a blackboard sounds even better then them.
3: They look as if they have been hit by a 10 ton truck and when the driver looked at them thru the rear mirror he got such a fright that he reversed and hit them again.
4: Their dress sense has put them in and out of jail by the fashion police repeatedly.
5: They are shameless enough to donate money to the Institute of the Deaf so they will get thru every round.
6: They have caused better bands like Jade and Lucify to be eliminated.
7: We dun need to switch channels each time they come stage to perform.
8: Simply because they s*** BIG TIME!!!
Haha...can u believe it? Haha...people say until like that le...i dun need to elaborate more on their weakness le rite...
I read the thread, so funny...here...take a read and have a good laugh...haha
Well i love music, especially live performances, so i watch this ya...some groups are especially good, some are especially poor...there is this group called Summer Breeze, seriously cannot dance, sing and dress well...dunno why they are in...their judges score also super low lor...like they have really rich fans keep calling for them...
This is from the superband forum, a 13 pages thread about the band called, "summer breeze, pls get down"
Posted By: MonGuiN
8 reasons why Summer Breeze should be out:
1: A granny on crutches can dance even better then them.
2: The voice of fingernails raking down a blackboard sounds even better then them.
3: They look as if they have been hit by a 10 ton truck and when the driver looked at them thru the rear mirror he got such a fright that he reversed and hit them again.
4: Their dress sense has put them in and out of jail by the fashion police repeatedly.
5: They are shameless enough to donate money to the Institute of the Deaf so they will get thru every round.
6: They have caused better bands like Jade and Lucify to be eliminated.
7: We dun need to switch channels each time they come stage to perform.
8: Simply because they s*** BIG TIME!!!
Haha...can u believe it? Haha...people say until like that le...i dun need to elaborate more on their weakness le rite...
I read the thread, so funny...here...take a read and have a good laugh...haha
月曜日, 5月 22, 2006
ARGH!!!!!! SHIT...i broke my mirror...Dunno why i suddenly so clumsy...broke my mirror...
There is no mirror in my room, using this portable small small mirror, then i dunno why put it on a chair, then i knock it over and IT BROKE!!!!...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn pissed off.......dunno if i will be unlucky or not.....argh!!!!!!!!
Goy's Story
This is a familiar story to my eyes.
I believe it would be to most.
A story of love, with tears, misunderstandings, conflicts, hurt, pain, letting go and moving on.
His regret in his story, to which he plead guilty and admit to his feelings for her, from then to now. How he missed her from time to time during all the time when he gets to cool down and think about everything.
I like the part when he said this:
"However, reverse psychology can be such a bitch. The more you tried to forget something, the more it get stucks to your brain like a stubborn glue. If I tell you right now not to think of a white polar bear, you would inevitably think of one after this sentence. Right?"
To most people, it seems logical to think that at the end of something, it's good to forget, let go, start afresh. But everyone knows it's really difficult to forget everthing....
These thoughts are like a knife, stabbed into ur heart. Every time ur heart beats, it hurts. But at that moment, u feel alive. U know that u fell in love before. Every drip of blood over the knife, on the floor, it reminds u of memories, sweet, bitter, pain and tears.
Best of all, u felt love.
Of course, u know that it's gone. No longer the same. Never the same.
Do know ur position in reality.
But tots are an imaginary part of life, so real, yet so unreal.
Besides, at the end of the day, i believe if u really put in ur heart into something before, u will never forget it. Be it if u moved on, u said that u forgotten her, u said that he hurt u so much that u hate him to the core. Even with someone else, u will remember, deep down in ur heart.
Once in a while, memories, be it good or bad, will remind u of ur past. This song, this place, this smile, these words, that photo.
Dun believe me that u can't forget? Tell me a better reason for restless nights and tears. U can lie to everyone. But u cannot cheat urself.
Since u can't truely forget, why not just admit that u remember?
Haha...i dunno wat i am writting about. Dun ask me. Entries are for tots. U said it best, when u say nothing at all...
This is a familiar story to my eyes.
I believe it would be to most.
A story of love, with tears, misunderstandings, conflicts, hurt, pain, letting go and moving on.
His regret in his story, to which he plead guilty and admit to his feelings for her, from then to now. How he missed her from time to time during all the time when he gets to cool down and think about everything.
I like the part when he said this:
"However, reverse psychology can be such a bitch. The more you tried to forget something, the more it get stucks to your brain like a stubborn glue. If I tell you right now not to think of a white polar bear, you would inevitably think of one after this sentence. Right?"
To most people, it seems logical to think that at the end of something, it's good to forget, let go, start afresh. But everyone knows it's really difficult to forget everthing....
These thoughts are like a knife, stabbed into ur heart. Every time ur heart beats, it hurts. But at that moment, u feel alive. U know that u fell in love before. Every drip of blood over the knife, on the floor, it reminds u of memories, sweet, bitter, pain and tears.
Best of all, u felt love.
Of course, u know that it's gone. No longer the same. Never the same.
Do know ur position in reality.
But tots are an imaginary part of life, so real, yet so unreal.
Besides, at the end of the day, i believe if u really put in ur heart into something before, u will never forget it. Be it if u moved on, u said that u forgotten her, u said that he hurt u so much that u hate him to the core. Even with someone else, u will remember, deep down in ur heart.
Once in a while, memories, be it good or bad, will remind u of ur past. This song, this place, this smile, these words, that photo.
Dun believe me that u can't forget? Tell me a better reason for restless nights and tears. U can lie to everyone. But u cannot cheat urself.
Since u can't truely forget, why not just admit that u remember?
Haha...i dunno wat i am writting about. Dun ask me. Entries are for tots. U said it best, when u say nothing at all...
土曜日, 5月 20, 2006
It's getting humid in singapore....oh how i miss japan, when everything was cold and comfy...and u never have to worry about sweating...The only time i sweat was when my and kelvin tried to save 1000 Yen to go up MT Misen on the cable car...haha...stupid move lor...we climbed like 2hours plus to the mountain top...haix...so next time when anyone's visiting Miyajima Island...pls, take the cable car!!!!!!!!!!!
水曜日, 5月 17, 2006
Wow...i dunno how my dry throat can become a flu...super amazing le...anyway, i woke up today with some flu...so ya, have to skip training in school le...So anyway, i was lazing at home, watched this show called "RENOVATE MY FAMILY". This episode was amazing, actually two parts, i watched the first yesterday. Ok, this team's supposed to come into a family and break down the house and redo it within 7 days. So ya, for this family, they have 4 children and also adopted another 3 children. So total of 9 family members. Great family.
Unfortunately, the elder child called Stephanie Richardson was down with a cancer, i think it's a brain tumor. So in the end, she passed away. The family was really truamatized. When the parents were talking about their experience, it was really so sad, having to see their daughter passed away. They left the room unchanged since her death, and didn't moved on.
As i was watching i realise, it was so sad that i suddenly teared. I mean, it happened so suddenly, especially the part when the dad, a military guy who was supposed to be tough just broke down and cry when talking about his daughter's death. My eyes didn't even appear those redness, just a drop of tears trickling down my cheeks, cause i was lying on the sofa....
The show was amazing. The team did a great job helping them to move on and giving them a new home and a new page in their lifes. And finally, the remaining 8 family members got a push to move on with their lives...
Ok, i know i am weak, i cried.
I hope they are fine and happy now.
火曜日, 5月 16, 2006
好心好报 方力申,邓丽欣
方:落力为你好 得不到分数
你决定要跟他日后同步
他不懂爱惜你 我乐意操劳
邓:我决意爱他 祝我愉快吧
你最明白我 痛极亦留下
伤得很重也不怕 我愿意等他
方:还看着你 邓:(他会感动吗)
方:看你在悬崖走路 他却放下你 邓:(他已跑掉吗)
只照顾自己
邓:我惯了爱他 你怎样做
在悬崖还是我无退路
方:对你好 无人稀罕我好
无人欣赏我好 原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我 看得清楚我知道
不必得到 不妨陪衬 但愿为你好
邓:他 从来都比你差 仍然死心爱他
垂头再度听他欺诈
祈求他说爱我为何尚未等到
可能这秒时辰未到
方:是受罪也好 听听你哭诉
你说难过总比分手更好
邓:我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬
方:情况坏到 邓:(他也许做到)
方:你信任來年一日
方:他答应做到 邓:(他也许做到)
方:统统都做到
方 & 邓:我也似你的无从劝告
宁愿牺牲都不愿却步
方:对你好 无人稀罕我好
无人欣赏我好 原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我 看得清楚我知道
不必得到 不妨陪衬 但愿为你好
邓:他 从来都比你差 仍然死心爱他
垂头再度听他欺诈
而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道
好人 恕我未能做到
方:你当我是知己 我看得到
我当你是一生前途
邓:彼此也是沉迷盲目控制不到
方 & 邓:怎么好都等不到
方:怎去做 无人珍惜我好
无人喜欢我好 原来要学会他一套
从来没有吻过 记得清楚我知道
不必得到 不妨陪衬 但愿为你好
邓:好 从来都知你好 方:(未够好)
邓:为何他不够好 方:(我不够好)
邓:为何我又与他拥抱
方 & 邓:仍然相信 我会有好心得好报
可能到某日会知道
Read this lyrics...this is damn nice song...cantonese...download it yourself ya...old song...
月曜日, 5月 15, 2006
My throat's damn dry and a little sore from all the talking at the Harvey Norman Roadshow @ Expo...i was selling Panasonic AV equipments...like for 3 days, i have said over a hundred times wat's the differences bwt Plasma and LCD TV...freakin irritated by the question now....Anyway, it was quite fun, but super tiring legs from the 11 hours plus of standing...and loads of talking...lots and lots of speeches...i met alot of friendly approachable friends and fellow promoters, but also seen some dark struggles of sale poaching...learnt abit about sales strategies...and best of all, i am like blasting with knowledges about Plasma and LCD TV...
People like Rick, Jeanette, Shu Wei, thanks for all the chit chatting session, especially helping to promote the Panasonic CRT TV and help us earn free commission...
People like Vincent, Victor, Alex, Melvin for all the help i get...haha...whenever i forget some speciafication will talking i will grab the closest guy to help me talk...haha...
And people like Bryan, Saptenber, Nick, Marlom, Patricia...for all the entertainment from the boring day when there's no customer around...especially Saptenber...haha...i still think that ur name sounds so strange, and ur level is so low and laggy in reaction...BUT one think, i think u are a nice and friendly girl...
That stupid BB like backstab me...suddenly when we were talking around said that i said bad things about Saptenber to him...i said her level very low and her name strange only lor...and i said to her the same things in her face...she knows it lor...and it's not bad things wat...
You know people mind these stuff ya...BB is extremely stupid man...i cant believe he doesnt even understand that people really mind these things...esp for normal friends, when we are not close enough, like a backstab, bad mouth...ESP GIRLS...next time is houldnt tell him things....
Just wanna apologise to Saptenber. I know u cant read this and wouldnt read this and this is not for me to feel better, but ya.
SORRY...
My shoutbox looks like it's slightly faulty...damn...anyway, if u really have things to tell me, email me instead @ dragon_knight98@yahoo.com
木曜日, 5月 11, 2006
Look at this...can u believe it? Zhaoqi actually dug up such an old old old time picture...haha...and the formation look so CUTE...haha
I remember Ming Jian and i came up with the formation stuff haha...so cute...especially the kneel down one...cool rite...oh ya, i am the guy in gray who is kneeling down...
Super Nice rite this? haha...and i look at it i feel super funny...haha...keep laughing at it...
But it was so GOOD TIMES...
ARGH...my ZEN NEON spoil AGAIN...that's like the 4th time le lor...i changed like 3 or 4 times le ler....haix...now i have doubts in creative products le...haix...
And i never drop it or wat lar...just put in my bag, take out then like that le...sometimes jean, take out then spoil le...aiyo...
Worst thing is that this time no replacement set...must wait 1 week or 2...sml...wa lao...i cannot live without music one le....HELP!!!!!!!!!
And i never drop it or wat lar...just put in my bag, take out then like that le...sometimes jean, take out then spoil le...aiyo...
Worst thing is that this time no replacement set...must wait 1 week or 2...sml...wa lao...i cannot live without music one le....HELP!!!!!!!!!
When i started blogging, i wanted to keep it as a secret ya, but then it came out that a part of me wanted to tell stuff to the world...u know it's like sometimes, some people just dun have common sense to understand things without being told yet u are unable to tell....so ya...a part of u hope that, that particular person would be reading...and then realise the mistake or watever...
And top keep a blog secret, u can write watever u really want...no restrictions and concerns..
Then it came out that the blog post became filled with familiar names that some friend reading would probably idenifty that it is you.
So ya, i decided, since i dare to write, i would dare to say who i am, so ya, it become the blog now...i told myself that i will still write without restrictions...but sometimes, u think twice about ur post ya...really...
So now i write a diary...when i have very intimate inner tots that i really dun wanna say.
Then someone ask wat's the use of having a diary and a blog @ the same time?
Simple. the blog becomes a means of communication bwt two people, who once crossed path, yet now apart. I guess in a way, it's a form of salvation for the lack of TRUE human communication in the new world.
But i guess sometimes i wonder if it really helps....
And top keep a blog secret, u can write watever u really want...no restrictions and concerns..
Then it came out that the blog post became filled with familiar names that some friend reading would probably idenifty that it is you.
So ya, i decided, since i dare to write, i would dare to say who i am, so ya, it become the blog now...i told myself that i will still write without restrictions...but sometimes, u think twice about ur post ya...really...
So now i write a diary...when i have very intimate inner tots that i really dun wanna say.
Then someone ask wat's the use of having a diary and a blog @ the same time?
Simple. the blog becomes a means of communication bwt two people, who once crossed path, yet now apart. I guess in a way, it's a form of salvation for the lack of TRUE human communication in the new world.
But i guess sometimes i wonder if it really helps....
月曜日, 5月 08, 2006
I just finished watching the ever famous Japanese movie <It's touching and it's warm hearted...it's about friendship, more gentle and intimate cause it's from two girls' point of view...guys cannot lar...that will becom Brokeback Mountain 2...
Anyway, so ya, basically it's the life surrounding two girls, both with the same name called NANA, which means 7 in Jap, and they coincidentally met and then shared an apartment. The movie consist of 3 full SUPER NICE song...one of the girls is a lead singer of the band BLACK STONES, so she will sing "GLAMOUROUS SKY"...super nice song also...and of course, the movie, with flashback of heartbroken memories on the song "Endless Story" is SUPER SUPER NICE. So can u imagine? The actors are the real singers in the song, singing super nice song lar...
I actually was quite sad at the part that torn the BLACK STONE apart when REN left, and NANA was crying and NOBOU was like breaking down to tears outside the train....
Anyway, it's a sweet, warm touching movie lar...too bad i couldnt catch it in the movie, i dunno why Singapore didn't screen it...or maybe even screen le yet i missed it...haha...well ya...well...i really like simple movies lar...not too fanciful...只有最真诚的感动...
Well here is the trailer from youtube...enjoy ya...
日曜日, 5月 07, 2006
Finally uploaded the TOKYO pictures...it's like going to Japan, how can u miss out tokyo...cant say that i like tokyo, it seems like a big big big orchard road to me ba...it will be heaven for shopaholic girls...but i dun really fancy crowded locations...But i roamed around Tokyo Streets for nearly 5 days wor...longest stay in an area for me in Japan...so ya...chosen some photos to upload...
Of course, i always show one or two that's more significant...
This time, i choose these two:
ときょのさくらわきれいですね...
このこどもわかわいいですか
Haha...i wanted to put the pictures of the Tokyo Tower...it's extremely beautiful and romantic...really....u would wish ur girlfriend was there at that time for u to hold her hands and watch the tower together....*THUMP*...fall back into reality, i really love kids, so ya...this little kid looks so so so cute rite...haha...had to take a photo of him...see...Japanese kids are so cute rite...
土曜日, 5月 06, 2006
歌名:原来 演唱:林俊杰
词:张思尔/林秋离 曲:林俊杰
街灯绊住我眼前 下一步
拉长的影子 嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我 会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情 竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面 可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地
跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是 我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是 我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话 掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我 很难入睡
原来最疼痛的表情 竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面 可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地
跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是 我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是 我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
原来最疼痛的表情 竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面 可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地
跟我难分难离
原来最孤单的是 我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是 我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
Last wed, i dropped by Hwa Chong to train.
It was nostalgic to see lots of beige khaki uniform young girls and guys in school, walking through the old lousy side metal door, past the lousy canteen and to the center plaza.
I got rusty with all my moves, couldnt really execute anymore spectacular stunts anymore...took my good old buddy weapon...didnt really heeded my words and actions tho...
The great thing is to see Jiao Lian again...he looks...still as fit and healthy...haha...and another nostalgic moment to hear him talk at the end of training...he talked about 舍得...有舍才有得...quite meaningful...well most i heard before le alr...after all...6 yrs le lor...the why train wushu thing...heard before lor...
But its strange to be back, to a familiar, yet distant place...tried to look around for familiar faces, but in vain. Especially seeing all the little juniors, doing everything we have done before, roll the carpet, play with the weapons,hang around the club house to talk cock...the little talks, laughter, tears and sweat...just reminds me of wat i left behind...
I stood aside looking at them without a word, with a slight jealousy and afraid...
Why afraid u say?
Cause I have miss this place so many times that the memories have crushed me to be sad and numbed. Too many great memories around, some laughter, some joy and some tears. They are all great memories to do. Wake up into reality and u realise how much u had, how much u lost.
原来最痛苦的回忆,是最快乐的过去...
I suddenly tot of this, slightly related to the song "原来" by 林俊杰. The first time i heard the song, i could have cried. But i didn't. Maybe in the past, when i put lots of heart and soul into each friend or relationship i hold then, i would have.
But that was a long long time ago.
Too long, too long for me to do it again. I guess i was just tired of every set backs from the people you trust, the people you believe in and the hands you held so dearly to but left you in tears....
哀而不伤
I guess that's my mental status now...it's rather like melancholy...but i take melancholy to be more hurt than the chinese one i came up with...i like that phrase...forgotten where i heard or read it. I am quite numb from all the feelings around me now...
有人问我为舍么喜欢雨天?
因为站在雨中,没有人能看出是雨还是泪.
你明白吗?
It was nostalgic to see lots of beige khaki uniform young girls and guys in school, walking through the old lousy side metal door, past the lousy canteen and to the center plaza.
I got rusty with all my moves, couldnt really execute anymore spectacular stunts anymore...took my good old buddy weapon...didnt really heeded my words and actions tho...
The great thing is to see Jiao Lian again...he looks...still as fit and healthy...haha...and another nostalgic moment to hear him talk at the end of training...he talked about 舍得...有舍才有得...quite meaningful...well most i heard before le alr...after all...6 yrs le lor...the why train wushu thing...heard before lor...
But its strange to be back, to a familiar, yet distant place...tried to look around for familiar faces, but in vain. Especially seeing all the little juniors, doing everything we have done before, roll the carpet, play with the weapons,hang around the club house to talk cock...the little talks, laughter, tears and sweat...just reminds me of wat i left behind...
I stood aside looking at them without a word, with a slight jealousy and afraid...
Why afraid u say?
Cause I have miss this place so many times that the memories have crushed me to be sad and numbed. Too many great memories around, some laughter, some joy and some tears. They are all great memories to do. Wake up into reality and u realise how much u had, how much u lost.
原来最痛苦的回忆,是最快乐的过去...
I suddenly tot of this, slightly related to the song "原来" by 林俊杰. The first time i heard the song, i could have cried. But i didn't. Maybe in the past, when i put lots of heart and soul into each friend or relationship i hold then, i would have.
But that was a long long time ago.
Too long, too long for me to do it again. I guess i was just tired of every set backs from the people you trust, the people you believe in and the hands you held so dearly to but left you in tears....
哀而不伤
I guess that's my mental status now...it's rather like melancholy...but i take melancholy to be more hurt than the chinese one i came up with...i like that phrase...forgotten where i heard or read it. I am quite numb from all the feelings around me now...
有人问我为舍么喜欢雨天?
因为站在雨中,没有人能看出是雨还是泪.
你明白吗?
木曜日, 5月 04, 2006
Me and the handsome Okinomiyaki chef...haha
Found this picture in my travel log, so i decided to post here...the Okinomiyaki in Hiroshima is super nice lor...well although i dun like the sauce, cause it's kind of really salty...dunno how japanese survive on this kind of salty stuff and dun have much liver or kidney problems lar...not only okinomiyaki but all sorts of stuff also got the salty sauce and even the ramen very salty....the SHI-O ramen, which means the SALT flavoured ramen was less salty...can u imagine...
Anyway...the Okinomoyaki in Hiroshima very nice...yum yum...=P
Oh...wat is Okinomiyaki...this is it ==>
Oiishi des ne...=P
Jya mata.
水曜日, 5月 03, 2006
Ouch...my fingers hurt from pressing too much on the guitar string...One of my strings broke just now...luckily i had spare ones...I seriously need to find something to do...i think i will accept the next jap lesson that comes my way, regardless of the day....
I seriously need to find stuff to do...
Me:"Jie, no one wants to employ me le"
Jie:"U are not even aggressive lor...stay at home all day"
Me:"I am waiting for them to invite me to work wat"
Jie:"Ya rite...ya..."
Welcome to my life.