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月曜日, 5月 22, 2006
Goy's StoryThis is a familiar story to my eyes.
I believe it would be to most.
A story of love, with tears, misunderstandings, conflicts, hurt, pain, letting go and moving on.
His regret in his story, to which he plead guilty and admit to his feelings for her, from then to now. How he missed her from time to time during all the time when he gets to cool down and think about everything.
I like the part when he said this:
"However, reverse psychology can be such a bitch. The more you tried to forget something, the more it get stucks to your brain like a stubborn glue. If I tell you right now not to think of a white polar bear, you would inevitably think of one after this sentence. Right?"
To most people, it seems logical to think that at the end of something, it's good to forget, let go, start afresh. But everyone knows it's really difficult to forget everthing....
These thoughts are like a knife, stabbed into ur heart. Every time ur heart beats, it hurts. But at that moment, u feel alive. U know that u fell in love before. Every drip of blood over the knife, on the floor, it reminds u of memories, sweet, bitter, pain and tears.
Best of all, u felt love.
Of course, u know that it's gone. No longer the same. Never the same.
Do know ur position in reality.
But tots are an imaginary part of life, so real, yet so unreal.
Besides, at the end of the day, i believe if u really put in ur heart into something before, u will never forget it. Be it if u moved on, u said that u forgotten her, u said that he hurt u so much that u hate him to the core. Even with someone else, u will remember, deep down in ur heart.
Once in a while, memories, be it good or bad, will remind u of ur past. This song, this place, this smile, these words, that photo.
Dun believe me that u can't forget? Tell me a better reason for restless nights and tears. U can lie to everyone. But u cannot cheat urself.
Since u can't truely forget, why not just admit that u remember?
Haha...i dunno wat i am writting about. Dun ask me. Entries are for tots. U said it best, when u say nothing at all...