Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Yeeling
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Ting^2
Delai
Hui Jun
Ah Yang
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Ching
Wei Xi
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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

土曜日, 6月 17, 2006
The reason i waivered a little was also cause of a stupid wish, which i slap myself for it, but i still think of that...

So i decided to move on to go to NTU instead, my parents was ok, so ya, NTU le lor...accountancy anyway, NTU much better....

actually i counted with the scholarship, i will need to pay 4000 plus for my studies for 4 years in NUS...i can even pay it with my savings from NS

Nevermind, i think...i shall work in Tekmedia during Uni lor to earn money....haha...

Thank you guys for all the concern, especially to hui jun, she is already facing problems at school and home le...thanks girl..my problem is nothing compared to urs lar....

Anyway, today was my second volunteer work with FEI YUE. So i saw two more kids from my group today, today they got more rowdy, much more rowdy, all the kids from the groups, probably due to more kids. My group was the worst, practically beyond control. There are three volunteers in my group, one a retired man, one a PRC matured lady, and urs truly.

Basically, with that kind of situation, i need to move into a friendly gor gor position real fast, to control them and be their mentor. They dun really get friendly to the older man, and the PRC lady, one or two basically outcast her, maybe cause she was a girl. Kids at 10, 11 tend to be so lar...like rather girl haters...geee, they never realise they will just fall in love with one in future and protect her all his life, when they are bullying and outcasting girls now....haha...

I did ok lar...felt guilty that i couldnt control the kids well...but the others were praising our group leaders(3 of us) and me again, cause the kids really are troublemakers...haha...Well i did fit in, they even invited me to play "heart attack", which i learnt how to play by watching them for a few rounds.

Anyway, coincidental to find out that this 17 yr old girl in our group, i think she's the only one younger than me around, is from Hwa Chong also....haha...cause she was wearing this pair of ugly "Hwa Chong" printed socks...i was laughing at her...haha....she's from chinese dance...haha...she rush down from school to meet the 3.15 timing lar...wa lao...if it's me, i will be super lazy one lor...haha...very nice girl i think...should be lar, i can see how tired she look, but still come to the program.

Like wat the prayers we did at the start and end of the Captain R program, "God, help us guide the children along the path of life..."