Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
木曜日, 6月 22, 2006
Today i woke up with a slight nostalgic feeling...started to miss the life in camp...haha...when everyone wake up to find one another around, then we start to talk cock...blah blah...Everthing seems to have pass so fast, so soon...really a twinkle of an eye...So JC's over le...NS is over le...so so so fast rite?
I look back into the days when i was just a little boy in primary school..so cute (OPPS...haha)...then just run around all day, only know how to play...to my secondary school days when we just play computer games, basketball, bridge...haha....so fun...
Then JC came. My first love, my first heartbreak...first time i cried for her...i didn't cry in front of her, which i didn't know why, probably cause i didn't want to make her feel more sad...after that, i told myself never to cry for a girl again....
Anyway, we shall skip that topic today, for now i proceed to my NS days, when i made more buddies, pals and brothers-in-arms....suffering days, when we were exhausted, sweating everyday, blood spilled, yet high spirited...when u fall, ur buddies carry you along, when we were hungry, how we share our food and drinks, how we endured every every shit that u probably could have chosen to be a simple soldier and heck care everything....
You wanto know why u have to salute an officer? Cause he has been through so much obstacles to be an officer....so so so much man...i do not gurantee that all officers are worthy of the salute, for i have seen some unworthy ones, without integrity and spirit...but it's not the rank that's not worthy...he's just unworthy of the rank and status of an officer...
Anyway...so now, i even receive NSmen Ops manning notification...haha...i feel so old le...haix...
If i were to redo my life again, i would certainly take the same path, probably the only thing that will change would be that i should have treasured someone more...much much much more....I hurt her first, then she hurt me...but i seriously deserve it lor....i was such a bastard man...男人都很下贱...
So today, this lyrics is for her.
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
I broke my promise to not speak of sadness again.