Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

Full dress rehearsal today...haha...i didn't bring my maroon shirt down...sucks man...i went home forgotten to take...how stupid can anyone get?

This is what we did today during the pageant full dress rehearsal...


Anyway, i am still rushing my accounts tutorial...i miss my kids at FEI YUE, so guilty for not going due to my own enjoyment...ya...and not due to studies...argh...

Plus, i am still lagging in tutorials, like ALOT lor...ya..see, while doing ACCOUNTING 1 tutorial, i am like blogging....argh...distractions...

Give me the powers to stop time.

Pageant full dress rehearsal photos...haha...enjoy.




Where are these guys from? That 70's Show?



Forget to change out of WED MAMBO night clothes



Handsome?



The girls in glamourz



More photos coming up later k...

Just a melancholic side tot:
I think everyone should have really have a feel on losing something important to u, that you didn't treasure, until it was gone then u realise how important it was...seriously, it makes u grow up, become stronger and u learn to treasure things more...much much more.

Oh ya, forget to type...that's the objective of my post...
Modelling world is so dark lar...just now, when S agency trys to encourage those they already chosen to work harder, they are like one of them when asked who's the best of the girls, said "Guendolin"...then asked "who is Guendolin"...that's like so...erm erm erm...

Like me and Eldine was saying, the world of modelling is so dark...haix...like probably we are guessing Vincent or Sean will definately win lar...cause the agency just need an event to get the one their desire out lor...like a chance for them to push their choices to the modelling world...

yaya papaya, like i really care lar...

I practically typed this thing the third time le...cause it's like i keep accidentally pressing the back button on my laptop....ARGH!!!

I was saying BLUE's the colour in my soul today.

Think it's the lag of sleep.

My friends were like practically talking about this particular NANA BANANA with letterafterXafterR. But i was in a "heck care" attitude. Maybe it's cause i dun gossip on my good friend, or maybe it's cause i already know it's true...

But it's a weird feeling...i think it's the way i gre up indenpendently...it's like i always, with no particular example, dislike rich guys that are so dependent and useless...or those draggy draggy, half half kind of relationship attitude guys...girls tend to be indecisive...but guys??? Especially in relationship....i dun like 暧昧， although 杨丞琳's song quite nice....人为什么就不懂得敢爱敢恨。。。

That's why i respect Li Xian, whose like me....敢爱敢恨...




Oh, this is during the NBS DnD.


It's just a feeling lar...maybe he will turn out better than my impression....but i think ultimately, it's her and him...but it's like "hey, why's my good friend with the guy that's so..................."....u know wat i mean? Dunno nevermind lar...i am not bothering to explain....

Maybe it's just me lar...

Moral of the story, never bother too much about other's affair.

DISCLAIMER:
Lixiang's blog has always been politically uncorrected, cause i hate hypocrites, and i blog to keep myself true to all my feelings. Sometimes, u just cant say everything truthfully in life, that's the sad thing about the world we live in. So fake....so i have to blog to say how i feel...

If u have my blog address, i probably trust you enough for you to read it. If i have offended you in one way or more, i guess i will have to say sorry to you, because it's really how i feel...if you are not accepting the apology, i would have to say...

OH IT WAS SAD....

M5 Lixiang and F5 Sally




I think it's still too small...haha...Jeffrey Leow will complain again lor...nana banana...next time i uploaded all the photo after the pageant then send u the links lar...ya...

Anyway, lsson ended at 1230 today, with the four of us from Siruis since playing on the computers in the lab...then my friend showed me this...haha...you guys can take a look at this...haha





This is the video of SIRUIS people during FOC, he actually uploaded onto U tube lar....haha....siruisly funny...haha....some people actually commented lar...that we were fcuking gay...haha...we are supposed to ACT CHAO AH KUA lor...how to not gay..haha...

Ok...back to study...left something at home...might have to go back and take...haix...lazy lazy lazy...

I was trying to read the Business Law article, which was published in some cheemalogy language that has been proven by me to have highly hypnotic powers that was luring me to sound sleep...and i decided to throw it aside for now to blog...

Was going through the NBS FOC video, which was like super emotional luring and touching lar...i miss those days so so so so so much...super high, super fun, super crazy...i never thought camp could be so much fun lar...maybe i might just join in the NBS FOC committee...the previous committee made so much effort lar...hope i can do the same...but still in consideration...

Anyway, the seniors made a decision to put Vincent as the next CGL for K CLAN next year. My first reaction was this sudden void of feeling...like dunno wat i should feel...obviously I AM NOT JEALOUS...but it's just that i always thought that the CGL was the Best Freshie...and it turned out that they didn't offered me. Either some politically strong seniors DUN like me, which was no big deal to me, someone who doesn't give a damn to that, and experienced similar things before, OR the fact that, they just didn't think i was capable.

It turned out the same way before in the past but it was no big deal, cause in the end, the just tot that my first impression was being crazy and fun loving, and cannot be serious...until they saw how much effort i put in for things i am concern about, how serious i can be...that's when they realise they are wrong and will feel guilty about it...and capability is a definate thing rite...haha...

Anyway, i dun blame them lar...impressions are like the mist at the opening stage...once the mist is over, and they get to know u better, they will understand...ALTHOUGH i hate to be misunderstood and wrong, some people are just incapable of seeing the greater side of things...u can't blame them...

I am starting to get sarcastic...shall stop here...where ever is the case, the answer is still a mystery...i wish someone would explain the true reasoning to me...i hate to be in the dark...hall politics...haix...

Anyway, vincent's a good choice, but i guess, he's just not inspiring high kind of character...we shall see how...he offered me to be his GL...

Just that there is this concern that CGL and ACGL should be the best...if it turns out that the CGL and ACGL is uninspiring, i guess i wouldnt do anything...because it's their show...really...not to overwrite the top authority...ha...military constrain...maybe that's why i was an army officer...
, i decided to accept lar...

No specific reason, just another good friend involved into this. I think she probably wouldnt have thought of anything i would have felt lar...she's already like super stressed out these days
I just hope that i wouldnt feel that the CGL is uncapable or that i wouldnt want to do anything because the CGL has not been involving himself...bacause i know a friendship is concern...truely, vincent has been a friend to me, at least he was the only guy in hall camp that could go alittle crazy like me...

I was still wondering if i should accept...when Elizabeth asked me if i were to be a GL, and she had already agreed, juggling studies and the pageant, which i am like really worried for her...plus, she's those slow kind of character in life....OH IT WAS SAD...haha...

Then i wanted to cheer her up and at the same time look for a friend which i can comfortably trust and talk to and was in the K clan loop...then step into the room, there was YUEH SIANG...abit paiseh lar for me...like disturbing them...that moment, i just wanted to get out of the place...alittle jealous, like a good friend's attention stolen from you...in the end, i was floating online to talk to GUOWEI when LAN PEI was there and i talked to her instead...she's a good friend...i think the two of them would be my favourite seniors...politically clean worthy friends...

Better than those that always smoke, drink and dunno why ask u to their room to drink and hang out do nothing...once, twice still ok, but like every night????
They are like people who are given chances in life just dunno how to cherish their chances...haix...until they lost it, then they regret it...actually, i hate these people...some people dun even have a chance to study lar...yet u have the chance, yet void ur chance away...And i dun understand why some people still couldn't get it lar...

Studying is one thing, wasting your life is another. Friends would know i am not a like damn pia kind, if not i would probably be in LSE now. But i know my limits. When i play hard, i know i need to study hard too...if not, i have only sorry to say for myself...which i HATE to self pity...

Shouldn't badmouth others...Elizabeth got my blog add...Liz if u read this...just dun tell others...and DO NOT PASS MY BLOG ADDRESS OK...

and to vincent's case, i guess, i will just see how this game of politics goes.

歌曲：牡丹江
歌手：南拳妈妈 专辑：2号餐
词:方文山曲:杨瑞代(盖瑞)

弹头:
弯成一弯的桥梁倒映在这湖面上
你从那头瞧这看月光下一轮美满
青石板的老街上你我走过的地方
那段斑驳的砖墙如今到底啥模样
到不了的都叫做远方
回不去的名字叫家乡
lara+弹头:
呜~
谁在门外唱那首牡丹江
我聆听感伤你声音悠扬
风铃摇晃清脆响
江边的小村庄午睡般安祥
谁在门外唱那首牡丹江
我脚步轻响走向你身旁
思念的光透进窗
银白色的温暖洒在儿时的床
lara:
牡丹江弯了几个弯小鱼儿甭上船咱们不稀罕
捞月亮张网补星光给爷爷下酒喝一碗家乡
牡丹江弯了几个弯小虾米甭靠岸咱们没空装
捞月亮张网补星光给姥姥熬汤喝一碗家乡

This song is so nice....melancholic and threpatic lar...did i spell wrongly...nevermind lar...my english sucks this day....

到不了的都叫做远方
回不去的名字叫家乡

By the way, this is the only song in my playlist...keep repeating lar...haha....

其实很多东西真的回不去。。。
是什么？
太久了。
我也忘了。。。

Super tiring lar!!!!

Been sleeping @ like 3am lar...to do work, cause after lesson around noon, sure got pageant trainings one...Cat walk or dance...argh....and i am lagging in EVERY tutorial leh...

The Hall Pageant is super fun, but super tiring lar...yup...
I dun have all the pictures lar, but this is the current pageant contestants photo...i took with my phone, so i hope it's not too bad...




Who is the most handsome or prettiest...haha...give comments lar...for fun only lar...i know i wouldnt win lar...but this pageant is so interesting...haha...

Jia You Jia You...must not fall sick again wor me...

Sleep le...super late le...

Oh Zhaoqi, happy birthday...sorry for a belated wish k...super busy...i know, i own u a present lar...after the pageant lar...haha=P

Talking to Yii Yin and Cat halfway, while Cat is stunned for dunno wat reason, Yii Yin also busy, took sometime to blog...

Super busy with school and stuff...too many new things to learn and adapt and things to buy and settle down...hope i can get everything ready by next week...

Haven bought a laptop, so i am total communicationless in school...

Ok, good luck to everyone with their new school life...mine's super busy...SUPPER EVERYDAY...getting fatter...