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Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
土曜日, 9月 30, 2006
This is sad and real sweet...i watched this when i was alone in hall, suddenly, there is this feeling of bitterness around me...Like i believe, alot of sweet and touching things are always done without words spoken. That's the true greatness of love, to be able to empower someone to do things for the one he loves without regret to all extent, and best of all, without any reward or gain in return. Silently and secretly...the best part for every sad story is that it's only when he's gone then the girl will realise how much he has done for her. Cliche it may be, the truth it speaks. 水曜日, 9月 27, 2006
Damn tiring lar...i am trying to stay in ahll to study lar...but need to keep going out to do project...wa piang...i am damn tired lar...Just now even need to travel to TAMPINES to complete the mooncake orders...wa lao...concuss from Boon Lay to there and back...i am so so so tired now...But at least i completed the order...now to pass it down...i never sell mooncakes again...irritating...especially the part on paying...need to bring all the money down lar...wa lao...now i got all the gift cards...no money le...alot of people still own me money lor...pay up pay up...
I need a rest...really..i cant focus lor like that...
2 projects, one report and 2 quiz when school starts...
ARGHHHH....i dun wanto think le lar...
SLEEPING...or PLAYING GAME...
Btw who's that swenson...irritating lor....
And whose's a playboy....TERENCE HEE rite? PAY ME MONEY LAR...
DAMN TIRED...I SERIOUSLY NEED A HUG HOR...Hor...haha
木曜日, 9月 21, 2006
Today Dog flew off...again ya...dunno why, the trip to sending him off was quite nostalgic...not cause of him...it just happen the 7 of us started to crap together...it got back to talking about the good old days in 4C...where we would always TAO POK someone to the wall...then throw pig's pencil case around...so funny...haha...It brings back many weird but sweet memory of the good old days...haha...
To YOU:
Thank you for being with me, tolerating my weird temper and everything...like i say, nothing is forever, but this moment with you beside me, i know i do not want forever. I just want this moment to be spent with YOU.
Missing you.
月曜日, 9月 18, 2006
Another Good Buddy flew away le...another good friend joining LSE.A lost of a good friend, another singing buddy, after kelvin left, now is gang wei...
Last week was Cheng Xun
Next week would be Vernon.
Another period of time where everyone is flying off...makes it seems that all your friends are parting away from you. It's a sign that everyone is growing up, and there is nothing on earth that may stand to be forever. I believe, and i know that it's true. Nothing is forever.
Whatever and however it may be, those times, great times together, will be imprinted with me in my heart forever...i mean, no matter how we changed, the truth remains, our history remains. Perhaps history is the only thing that never changes forever.
I am not sad, just feeling about the truth of life...thank you CAT for trying to cheer me up ya...thanks sweet, you are the best. =P
Thanks for listening to me when i am down, buying me drinks when my throat is gone case, for hearing my ples when i whine over ALOT of crap in school, best of all, to stand by me whenever i need you.
Everyone can be independent and strong, but who doesn't hope for someone to look back to and rely on?
I always say, Capris may develop Hao Gan to alot of people, which is their friendly nature...to make more friends...may even like someone easily...but not to fall in love. That's the nature of Capris, because once in love, Capricorns are stubborn in nature...they will never be able to forgot the ones they loved before...and will really hold on to someone for a long long time.
I think i am missing someone.
*BLEAH* You want an apple? =P
And to the bastard Josh who broke mingzhen's heart, i will slap you if i identify you on the street and anywhere lar...
She's been beside you through your darkest time, yet you push her down at the end of the light of the tunnel...i dunno how u did it, you are trying to let her bled to death...
Zhen, sorry i couldn't be there when u need me ya. CHEER UP OK?
火曜日, 9月 12, 2006
Hmmm...i thought there the rumoured between me and Elizabeth was already like ages ago le lor...it died down during the Yueh Siang and Elizabeth days wat....wa lao...Someone actually resurrected it and told her. Wa Piang...no wonder she sounded damn weird today lar...i mean it's like a stupid rumour lar...and girls do get pretty jealous easily rite?
Then she told me to "consider elizabeth lor", "she nice girl wat"...
Wa lao...i mean this kind of conversation feels damn weird lor...
No matter wat they say, i dun give a damn about wat they are saying. Seriously...i dun even bother to feel anything about any rumour, as long as in the world, that one person i am concern about believes in me and trust me.
I mean, i have like how many good female friends lar...like any girl will also have tons of guys friends one wat...u dun expect me to break all contacts with girls rite....especially since liz is my good friend...and i dun except my girlfriend to do the same thing lor...
When u believe in ur partner being clean, u know that nothing will happen because he will be faithful to u wat? I mean that's the basic building block of all relationships rite? Basic Trust in one another.
The moral of the story, is not about not feeling jealous, but when u feel jealous, u know that ur partner only loves u in the world. And because u know the truth, u wouldnt feel as jealous.
And there is seriously nothing i can do to make it better lar...
Girls do act realy weird when they are jealous lar...
I am not angry with her. Perhaps i will be angry with her friend who spreaded this stupid rumour.
The only thing is that i feel extremely hurt is that she is actually waivered in her trust towards me.
SOME IDIOTS actually like jealousy. NOT ME my dear.
土曜日, 9月 09, 2006
香草吧噗词:弹头
曲:宇豪
编曲:周杰伦
昨晚下过雨后操场的湿气很重
篮球上的水滴也没有干过
雨水流过的泥土味道很浓厚
操场的青草香不时飘到我梦中
上上上上课的时候稚气的脸孔
还在想那个球怎么老是投不中
最后十分钟大家开始倒数
比赛谁先冲到福利社
怎么停留回忆总是出现在我想起之后
这样稚气的面容现在还有没有
怎么重播如此念旧的镜头在离开之后
场景人物画面时空都还没变过
校门外卖吧噗的老伯那胡子越长越多
放学后篮球场上只剩我留到最后
苦练再苦练经过女生看不见
先别想那么多反正选不上我
趁手上白色的吧噗还没溶化的时候
悄悄跟在他背后希望那上帝保佑
劝自己别再孬种买了三年青草吧噗
吧吧吧吧吧噗也该送到她手中
刷刷牙洗脸后早餐从来没吃过
隔壁巷子的女孩已经出发
再晚点就来不急假装经过
进教室在升旗过后打手心还好还好
怎么停留回忆总是出现在我想起之后
这样稚气的面容现在还有没有
怎么重播如此念旧的镜头在离开之后
场景人物画面时空都还没变过
那段从前怎么去捡
光阴似箭一直向前
羞涩画面不断重演
啦啦啦啦拉拉啦啦啦啦拉拉拉
啦啦啦啦拉拉
啦啦啦啦拉拉啦啦啦啦拉拉拉
啦啦啦啦拉拉啦啦啦啦
从前的那个我已经长大成熟了
时间开始倒流
日子一样在过只有努力和坚持
才能成就拥有啦啦啦啦
啦啦啦啦拉拉啦啦啦啦拉拉拉
啦啦啦啦拉拉啦啦啦啦
ps:
雨水流过的泥土味道很浓厚
头不要一直点头点什么
雨水流过的泥土味道很浓厚
手手要打拍子雨水流过的泥土
靠不要啦不要在那边干扰我啦
雨水流过的泥土味道很浓厚
你来你过来打拍子
我不用打拍子啊恩可以啊 ok
你闹p啊你
火曜日, 9月 05, 2006
Steve Irwin died...so sad....his show was one of my favourite shows on wildlife...ironical it seems, as he put in so much effort to educate the world on wildfire in order to save wildfire from extinction, yet he was killed by one of them...some stingray...i think iam going to eat more stingrays from today onwards le...i believe everyone will remember him for his character and his contribution to the world.....
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How does one ever tell the difference between being a good friend or lover?
If being nice to someone would give the person a wrong idea, does that means we should be evil to all and only nice to one person in the world?
When someone''s in love with u, does not knowing ur feeling contributes u to being a liar, a misleader and result in hurting someone...and in the end, slowly lose ur friend to the trials of time?
Or would u rather get attached, in the end finds out that you are not suitable for each other and break up again, causing more pain?
Why is relationship so complex? Haix...
月曜日, 9月 04, 2006
Hall 8 Pageant finally ended.After weeks and weeks of modelling, dancing, modelling and dancing, on stage, we didn't have any major screw up. It was like, the walking was rather well done, despite the feeling of being super nervous prior to walking...we manage to pull off a cool and attitude look on stage for the guys and cheery and confident look for the girls....
The best part was the dance, cause it was only completed on like 1 hour plus prior to the start of the event, so we were all super worried about the dance...really....well the last part was a little messy, for like the last few 10s, but most of it went really well...ya....haha...we were all so happy...
So it totally turned out that i was correct. I guessed the Sean or Vincent would win, although my choice was Eldine for the guys. So Sean took the SHINE New Discovery and Vincent was the Hall King. And the girls i guessed Shu Yin and Guendoline. So Guen was the SHINE New Discovery and Shu Yin was the Hall Queen.
I am so proud of Sally...haha..although she looked so stiff during the trainings, which even Adrian called her a "corpse bride", she did well...haha...she was the Most Popular Contestant, voted by public and she was also, Miss Photogenic, which essentially means she was first runner-up lar...haha...
Oh i am Mr Personality...some weird thingy lar...
Well, this feeling of lost once again start to crept slowly into my heart....suddenly alot of time..like dunno wat to do, when the 10 of us would gather to dance, or walk cat walk until the wee hours, then gather together to do tutorial until like 2-3am...call me sentimental, which i know i am....sometimes i hate that nostalgic feeling, other times, it just touches my heart, which makes me wonder if i should smile over the happy times or tear alittle over the peroid that was gone...
Overall...i love all of them for the great fun we had together...how we try to console each other when all of us are skipping lessons and lagging in tutorial to do our best for the pageant...someone won the title, but in fact, everyone's a winner at this stage of his or her life...
金曜日, 9月 01, 2006
Cough cough cough...irritating...There's this virus between me and roommate that is constantly making us cough lar...and then because of all this coughing crap, i am like easily breathless and super irrtated lar...when i ganna cough, it will be freaking long lar...re re re re 什么什么，什么什么，什么什么，什么啦。。。。
Ruth actually got two hotcakes lar...when she joined us to put "I want hotcake for breakfast" on her msn...that means she is super popular lar...wa lao...and i heard from other hall some more sia....wa lao...dun pray pray wor...
Today, i was too engrossed in playing DOTA that my time management become so lousy...i actually only ate like ONE slice of bread today lar...can u believe it...and that's for lunch lar...i didn't even eat dinner lar...wa lao...super hungry...i also got no one to send breakfast to me in the morning...
It rained today...haha...i love the rain, well iguess everyone does lar to a certain extent, unless i was planning to go to the beach or something...it just gives u a comfortable feeling that makes u very peaceful and calm...that makes u want to sleep even more during lecture....
天使落下的眼泪，
画成了从天而降的雨滴，
降落在每一个心碎的灵魂
只为了带给他们，
一丝的温暖，
一刻的倾诉，
安抚每一颗疲惫以久的心。。。
Sat is the pageant le...がんばてね...i just do my best for everything i do, enjoy myself....i know i wouldn't win lar...not cause of lack of confidence, but rather i wasn't considering victory in the first to begin with.
My guess would be Eldine and Shu Yin. We shall see. Update more later...