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土曜日, 11月 18, 2006
I am damn slow in my progress of study. TWO MORE DAYS TO ACCOUNTING...LIXIANG WAKE UP....WAKE UP!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to settle down, find my spirit to study. I promise to kick start everything, no more anime, movie, blah blah. Just plain sharping of my knowledge for my target of all As in exam.
MUST SCORE. ITS NOT A TARGET.
Anyway, just now someone just said something which was super hurtful to me. How would you feel if someone you love totally doubt your trust in the whole relationship. I understand it's because she was hurt by some bastard before who bullied her, but dun compare him to me. That's insulting, and i dun like to be compared.
I was so disappointed, you wouldnt imagine how i felt, because we are only one month towards two months together and she doubt me now...
I dunno how to explain that feeling...it's like killing me with one death blow. I was so sad, and then she apologised, but with the legendary "I said sorry le wat, wat else you want me to do?"
It's like the most irritating thing that helps in nothing, but get things worst.
AN ADVICE TO EVERYONE, NEVER USE THIS AT SOMEONE YOU CARE, ITS STUPID AND HURTFUL.
Can you imagine how pissing it's that?
But dun worry, next time i am going to use it at her le lor....hahaha...
I felt better when she argued about how she wanted to treasure our relationship.
But i need more confidence and understanding from her.
Meowmeow, ur boyfriend probably can't take another more of such thing lar..so pls dun do it again k.
=(