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月曜日, 1月 29, 2007

The Softball girls got 2nd! Well..it's not really a big feat lar...but then, our hall sports sucks...haha...I think i kind of lost the winning mentality in me...to the stage that getting contented in participation....

It's not a bad thing...being contented...haha...but i remembered i was quite a competitive person when it comes to sports and games...i do get frustrated when the whole team doesn't perform...

I think the old fighting spirit is better...hope that it comes back to me asap...

Haven been studying much lar...would someone wake me up from my bed of roses?

ラベル: Wake Me Up

土曜日, 1月 27, 2007

T MAC DOING WONDERS!

Haha this is superb...haha...they lost from a 12 points lead by opponent to a 1 point win in just 33 second...T-MAC rocks man...lol

Hall 7 Cheerleading

Hall 7 Cheerleading had a wonderful crowd appeal plus it's really interesting...haha...too bad i think it became to dance performance like and not really cheerleading...they got 3rd only...haix...sad for them...

Today Red Cross Home for the Disabled visit with the kids were quite depressing...so sad lor the mood there...the children were rather shocked i guess and they didn't really dare to interact much with the people...Just gave me a tot that love is really noble and some people really need our help.....haix...they cant move their limbs and muscle and just laid there, wanting to express themselves yet cant...so poor thing...reminds me of ONE LITRE OF TEARS...if it was me, i think i would just give up my life..not that i dun treasure life, but rather i think the burden is too much for me. I rather leave the memories to be short and pretty and leave out the misery...

So from now on, whenever i fall, i will be reminded of their strength to get up again..

ラベル: One Litre of Tears

木曜日, 1月 25, 2007

Just 30 minutes ago, i was eating at CAN 2 after being pang seh by Alicia Khong...so it happens that i was eating my food and realised that i actually haven paid for the food...hmmm...surprisingly, my instinct was to go back and pay for the food. And i actually did that....

I keep wondering if i should have gone back to pay lor....that's like an ethical question in AA102...maybe i am just stupid in nature....

Ethical but stupid boy.

ラベル: Ethical Question

土曜日, 1月 20, 2007

The New Hall 8 Webbie is out!

Haha...you can see the picture of the JCRC people...lol...so funny...like they are all 老baby lar...haha...not trying to say they are old...i have a general impression that Uni are old people...and seeing them like that abit the weird...haha...and some of them have so weird expression...lol...like Da Xiong...haha...later he found out that i say about him and evict me lor...haha...

But then it doesn't really matter....the question points to whether i wanto stay in Hall more...hmmm...Cat also asked me...not sure lor...haix...i was actually looking for a team sport that really felt good and then probably would urge me to stick on hall more...but both basketball and hockey which i am interested in failed...terribly...haix...then i nv even went for volleyball...the point is not in losing...i have lost so many games and competition...like wushu..i competed for 6 years...and from the bottom, i got a 3rd in JC1 and 2nd in JC2...the point is that i have got all my teammates with me...that go on crazy trainings with you...despite exams and stress and tiring days...it keeps you going...i feel that the hall team are much more like scattered sand all around, which i dun feel a sense of team spirit...Guan Ying tried to instill some...which i guess i do feel his effort, but it really takes two hands to clap...and team spirit needs the whole team to clap hands....

That's why when Cat was buying soccer boots today, we had this conversation:

ME: "Just anyhow get one lar...using for this month a while only mah"

CAT: "Huh cannot lar...still got next year lor..."

ME: "Next year u still want go softball?"

CAT: "Yah lar...all of us felt that it was OUR last year...so must hold some glory...lol..."

I felt quite glad that softball females still alittle bit more bonded...

Talking about volleyball, still couldnt find the girl...haix...guess have to give it a miss le lor...so sad...I WANTO PLAY BEACH VOLLEYBALL!!! How come this young sports like no one in hall likes to play one? No one like the Sun? the Sea? the Beach?...OH IT WAS SAD....

Haix...oh today i saw Diya's Single at CD RAMA...SO SO SO SO SO WEIRD FEELING...haha...

VOTE FOR DIYA!!!

Mei Hua was telling me how proud of her she was...haha...ME TOO!!!....But it feels real weird to see your friend becoming a Superstar...haha...like the last moment she was talking cock with you and then she is singing on stage as a pop star...oh well...i feel happy for her...haven congratulate her wor...and haven seen her for 2 years le...i guess she IS living VERY well...lol...=P

OK ok...tmr have Floorball...i got to go earlier to train myself first...yup...

Nitez! =P

金曜日, 1月 19, 2007

Yuppie...DIYA is the new FEMALE CHAMPION of Project Super Star...so happy for her...hope she will do well in the music industry of something k...yup...Support her...=P

Diya's Blog on PSS

And Darren won..haha...I was arguing with Guen (Who supported Nat) that Darren can sing better...haha...GUEN I WON...

In the event of an unforeseen bolt of laziness, i have only decided to blog about an important event in my life only today.

Big day of this pretty girl:

So anyway, 16th was meow's birthday so we went out to eat. We didn't really know wat to eat since her lesson ended around 5.30pm, which would be rather late if we go out lar...still, i insisted on going out to eat since it's her birthday...I wanted to bring her to Rice Table @ Suntec, because they serve Satay, essentially once it was her crazy craving food...

But it turned out that Poor RICE TABLE was GONE~!

So we decided to eat MARCHE instead...so we walked from one end of Suntec to the other and now back again to look for MARCHE when....

It turned out that Poor MARCHE was eliminated!

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So weird rite...there's so many different restaurants in Suntec but turned out that those we wanted to eat was gone...zzz...

So we decided to eat Fish and Co instead, with the famous Sea Food PLatter for Two lor...

WHY ARE ALL THE STUPID SHOPS CLOSED? @!$#@#%@

But SEA FOOD PLATTER VERY DELICIOUS WAT!!!

Haha...ok subtitles i added one...i look super stern and angry...like "DUN SNATCH MY FOOD"...while meow looks like "I WANT TO EAT!"...haha...ok...later someone keep beating and pinching me...

Hmmm...well at the end of the day, it was ok lar...yup.

Darling, I hope the present and the sparkle cake was swt enough for you...haha...=P

Happy Birthday!

日曜日, 1月 14, 2007

Yes thank you all those who remembered and wish me happy birthday

Terence, Maria, Zhi Ming from the Playboyz Clique buddies forever....

Xue Min, Guen, Angela from K Clan crazy and lovable people....

Wai Ching...the Tomato Duck...haha..

Sharon Neo my xiaomei,who surprisingly remembered...haha....

Ah Fan my 同年同月同日生 buddy...

Ah Yang, the Guailankia who wanted to give my the Dancefloor tickets than pang seh me one...

Chun Lei my weird roomie...

Janice the cute and sweet girl with Terence...

Lindsay...haha...the super intelligent and guai girl who needs to go home to tutor her brother when i asked her out...

Yan Lian...thankz...

Chee Hao...haha...the second Sirius greeting other than Yanni...

Thank you.

I am old le...

Thank you darling, today was fun going around everywhere to eat with you...haha...the Salmon Sashimi damn nice lor....=P

土曜日, 1月 13, 2007

Hey, Thank you to my darling for being so sweet...i always complain she never cook for me...today she actually cooked fried rice and a herbal chicken soup for me. The fried rice taste quite ok wor...the soup is packet one, but for both, i give it a 9, cause it's cooked with love and sincerity.

Haha...i must apologise for having seen this surprise coming, that you will surprise me at my house on my birthday, because u started to sound weird, ask wat time i return...but overall i guess, it's really really sweet.

Well i really didn't really mind celebrating or not celebrating my birthday. Like i always believe, birthday is just a day to remind u than u have grown older, so have you treasured and lived every day well, and like i say, everyday with you in my life makes it special.

But you just manage to touched me with your little silly things...haha..but i wouldnt't cry...haha...not in front of you at least.

I dun wanna wish that you would be with me on my every birthday or anything, because i dun like to hope...hope only makes u weaker...and when there is hope, there would bond to be disappointment...

Remember the times when during your birthday you would hold on to your phone to see if who are the ones who truely made a effort to remember you birthday and sms or called you. These little gesture really made me smile. No matter how you might not want to trouble people or didn't mind if they didn't do it.

I used to remember all my friend's birthday too...now most just slipped my mind and became slightly belated. You can say it's the society that makes people more busy, and with a bigger social circle, you tend to forget old friends. No matter how cruel it seems, that's just the way life is. Maybe age is catching on us. Maybe we are just growing more colder, losing our innocence.

Till now, i have received wishes from Mom and Dad, and i totally loved my parents.

Yanni, who surprisingly she remembered my birthday...haha...

And you my darling.

I dun mind anything, even if dun get any wishes or greetings.

Because when everyone in the world have forgotten, i will remember how you once brought me the cute small cake to my house to celebrate for me, with your fried rice and soup...haha...and i would remember this day forever.

Love ya.=P

月曜日, 1月 08, 2007

再大的雨，雨后必有云彩。
再多的泪，泪后必有微笑。
再深的伤，伤后必会复合。
再痛的心，痛后必能从新开始

This is by your friend ah biyun? Definately not by you, not cause u dun have writting talent or wat, but the mood is different, can tell it's not ur style, not ur personality.

It's not bad, haha, can say that the person who wrote this is an optimistic person. May not be a lively, funny person, but just have a positive outlook. See, i am so lame and crazily active, but still pessimistic.

Or maybe, she or he, just haven serious fell in love before.

And wat is seriouly in love? Hmmm..i dunno. I guess we will all never know for sure. But i guess, when u feel that ur heart is bleeding pain at the end of a relationship, you probably was closed.

Wound can heal, but scars will be there to remind you, of the tears, the laughter, the place, that familiar song, a hug or that kiss under the moonlight. You see, things will never be the same again.
So how do you start afresh?

It's not a bad thing to remember, i would say it's more bad not to remember. Forgetting everything, either meant that that you didn't really love that person, or that relationship was nothing in your life at all. Even if it's bad, but you loved once, you remember. And in the end, you learnt from it alittle, to become stronger than yesterday.

I think it's a guy rite? because it lacks an emotional attachment in the words. Girls would, guys tend not to ba...

有些事要流过泪才看得到。

真的。

土曜日, 1月 06, 2007

是城市的爱情故事太过残忍，
还是人本身根本不懂得慈悲。。。

可是慈悲中附带的痛苦，
我宁愿放弃善良。

因为
再大的雨，也只是一场大雨。
再多的泪，也只是一场大哭。
再深的伤，也只是一次伤痕。
再痛的心，也只是一次伤心。

你的眼神太过温柔，也太过伤人。

不爱我，就不要对我那么好。

Sudden inspiration. Haven written for long...where is my notebook for writing my chinese lyrics....cant find them lor....wa lao...i will scream if i lost them lor...wrote so many le...zzzz...that's from TV show inspiration one...not my life pls...i am happily in love with my girlfriend. Dun think too much. My inspiration come from TV, friends and my memories. so, even when i am happy, i might be writing sad stuff...especially since i am pessimistic in nature...

木曜日, 1月 04, 2007

I just realised it's SUPER easy to do a minor lar...example:

To successfully complete a minor in Psychology, students need to read and pass 5 Psychology subjects. These subjects include HP101, HP102, at least 1 Foundation subject, and at least 1 Elective. The available subjects are listed below.

That means only 5 modules for one minor...wa lao...then i would do a minor in psychology le lor...chey...i tot like 16 modules or wat...5 only...eee...

But target is still double major....next year, double major position confirmed le first, then i go do my minor...

Jia You...

火曜日, 1月 02, 2007

Oh ya...i haven blog about my results...

My target this sem was actually above 4.5 only...it's not easy, but i do believe that it's acheivable with my abilities...haiya...

So my results was not as good as expected lar...

AA101 A-
AB102 B+
AB107 B+
AB113 A-
AB114 B+
MAS801 A+

Hmmm...i didn't expected IT to be A- only lar...at least should have been A...then Biz Law and FM, should have been A- lar..especially AB114...wa lao...B+ only...sucks...

It was rather disappointing...i must say that certainly too much hall stuff especially the Pageant at the start of the sem have made the results worst...i should have done better...plus, i know i could have done better...especially FM..i skipped quite some lesson, given the rather useless lesson which i do not understand a thing in class...it's like a totally textbook and me effort...

Surprisingly my elective MAS801 got A+...haha..i didnt really study much for most of the sem...it's like a rush up effort of mid night oil...

Conclusion is that at the end of the day, i am still glad that my results were ok, given i got quite lazy and cui with my time management in hall, supper, missed lessons and too much games...but still, it's quite disappointing to get such results, which i definately can do much much much better. This sem, 5.0 shouldn't have been too difficult for me, but i failed...

At least, i from a not as good result, it reminds me to work harder next sem. Better than complacency from a good result...well everything happens for a reason. I guess in some sense of not studying hard and consistent enough, i deserve this result.

Still i really wanted to appeal lar...maybe jealous of others with better results, i do not believe my result is so lousy...at least in my eyes...

This is the kind of results when u complain to someone, some people would scold u for complaining having such a good result...it's not too good, yet not too bad the kind of results lor...hmmm...i have always gotten such results lar...

Dun worry...next sem is my to own.

OK, the conclusion during the countdown celebration with my girlfriend was that...the SATAY at the KOPITIAM near CINELEISURE sucks big time...be warned man...waste my money...so expensive some more lor...

Wa lao...everything coming together, Xmas, New Year, My birthday, girlfriend's birthday, vday...wa lao...i totally no money le lor...

Terence's birthday coming also..HAPPY BIRTHDAY...early online greeting counted or not?...haha...

Cheers...oh the photo me and my girlfriend took at Somerset MRT together is quite nice...too bad it's not posted here but at her blog...haha...

=P