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Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
月曜日, 4月 30, 2007
My exams are finally over.I must admit, I didn't put in 100% effort, cause I did not spend every minute of revision time wisely, with the youtube songs and videos blasting.
However, maybe that keep my sanity also, or rather it might be an excuse. Who knows? It's all over.
Now's the wait for results.
I hope i didn't do badly this time. I have Jap, which i am pretty confident in. Then OB, i am also pretty confident. Accounting two's pretty ok, should be A- at least. Only stats and chinese.
Stats's cause my class work sucks, attendence also sucks.
Chinese's cause of the attrocious exam paper. Partially i studied wrongly also. Refer to past post and you can read on it.
Thanks to morning musume's funny videos and great songs that keep my company through the night. Some people keep thinking that liking morning musume's like phedeophile...or how do you spell that word. Hello...they are just singers? Wat's the big fuss about that? And the girls are mostly like 17,18,21 and 22. Only two new ones 14 and they are not the focus..I really dun get the idea..it probably's cause of this weird japanese belief that they lost popularity since early 2000s. They have really great songs with talented vocals...tons of them all in the same group...which they usually only each sang a few lines...so wasted...
Enough of that.
These days are for sleeping. I am really tired after the exams, drained of vital energies...ZHEN QI!!!...haha...
OK, be praying for my results and a better me next semester. I kind of lost lots of opportunities this year.
Basketball anyone?
ラベル: Exams are over
火曜日, 4月 24, 2007
Memory - 青春の光 モーニング娘
memo wa sukoshi nagai kedo
demo saigo made yonde yo ne-
hitoribotchi ga sabishii nante
shiranakatta wa
zembu kudake chitta ano yoru ni
omoikiri naite Good bye
tsukarekitta ren'ai ni
kono heya no kagi o tsukete kaesu wa
sayounara (Just Breaking My Heart)
nido to sonna kao nante mitakunai
sayounara (Just Breaking My Heart)
aishita hito
memo wa yabutte sutete ii yo
demo saigo made yonde yo ne-
anna yasashiku dakareta no wa
hajimete datta
memori- satteyuku kedo
atarashii kanojo no koto watashi no you ni aisanaide
Good bye...
honno chotto shita kikkake de
nagaku tsuzukita hou ne futari
fuzake atta jikan dake
shiranai ma ni dondon suki ni natteta
sayounara (Just Breaking My Heart)
nido to deau koto nante naindeshou
sayounara (Just Breaking My Heart)
futari no heya
memo wa sukohsi nagai kedo
demo saigo made yonde yo ne-
hitoribotchi ga sabishii nante
shiranakatta wa
memori- watashi no memori-
wakareru no ga tsurai koto
anata aishite mananda wa
Good bye...
memo wa yabutte sutete ii yo
demo saigo made yonde yo ne-
anna yasashiku dakareta no wa
hajimete datta
memori- satteyuku kedo
atarashii kanojo no koto watashi no you ni aisanaide
Good bye...
Good bye...
Good bye...
Been hooked to this song Memory seishun no hikari. This youtube version's really nicely done with the harmony and lead vocal. Cool
Nice and meaningful song.
Back to studying...two more papers.
This is the translation for the song btw...
Memory Seishun no hikari
I know this note is a bit long
But please read it all the way to the end
I never knew
That being alone was this lonely
That night when everything shattered
I cried so hard and said goodbye
This love has exhausted me
I’ll return the key to the room
Goodbye (Just breaking my heart)
I never want to see that face again
Goodbye (Just breaking my heart)
The person I loved
You can tear up this note and throw it away
But please read it all the way to the end first
I’d never been held so tenderly before you
The memories will go
But please, don’t love your new girlfriend
As much as you loved me
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
We lasted this long
By just a small chance
We went from fooling around
To love before we knew it
Goodbye (Just breaking my heart)
We’ll probably never see each other again
Goodbye (Just breaking my heart)
Our room
Memories, my memories
I learnt how hard breaking up was
By loving you
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
ラベル: Memory - 青春の光
木曜日, 4月 19, 2007
I wanted to blog yesterday, just didn't felt like it, so i m blogging today only.I was supposed to be complaining about yesterday test...it's so...i dunno what to say.
The first question was something like write the title and author of ur favourtie weekly reading. (10marks).
Can u believe it?
I mean seriously, who the hell would remember such thing? Seriously, anyone reading this rite, now try recalling the title and author of ur subjects reading...tell me who really remembers that.
It's not conceptual.
It's not creative thinking.
It's not critical thinking.
It's so crap lar...can u believe this?
And when u have tons of readings for the whole sem, who would remember the title and author of the resadings?...i dunno what to say alr...Some questions were...i dunno how long to write also one. Some i admit already forgotten the details...so except the essay qeustions, i think i am screwed big time.
And with my stubborn decision to not SU it, i m probably going to get a C for it which drags down my whole sem grades....that sucks.
Now i know why some students can get so stressed over studies, must be due to such situation and circumstances....haix.
I think next time guys, dun take this subject k. It's really.......................GEK SIM AH!!!!
Anyway, this weird South Korean undergraduate gunned down 33 students in Virginia Tech Uni...wtf man...i hate the exams also, but dun need to do that rite...Killed so many nice guy and tries to say something noble to the press "for the kids, for everyone, for the future"...that's so idiot lar...
The nice lecture who tries to stall him and let more students jump off the window was really admirable...I wonder if singapore lecturers would do that man...high chance no i think...Singaporeans are so Kiasi...haha...maybe would be like the Simpsons...haha.."Take the kids, i am too old to die...." and use the kids as shield...
That is really quite a depressing day..so depressed from my exam and then reach home got to know of a more depressing news. Haix....Where are the gods when u really need them....
土曜日, 4月 14, 2007
BLUE WINDBy YUI
Naze? Anata wa sonna
Fuu ni katarun darou?
Damatteru konna atashi ni...
Kibou datte kitto
Anata yori tsuyoku motteru
Kotoba ni wa dekinai
Nagusame ni kite iru tsumori na no ka na?
...arigato
YOU anata ga itta
JOOKU hitotsu mo warae nakatta
YOU demo yasashi katta
Anata no koto ga wakatta
Hatsumeika wa erai hito dato oshierareta
Doryoku suru mono wo umidasu
Demo sore ni muraga tte yuku hito-tachi koso
Kashikokute nagaiki da
Kuyashikute nai tari suru nomo chigau
...kaze no na ka
YOU anata ga itta
Kami-sama wa kitto miteru yotte
YOU hajimete waraeta
Motto ki no kiita koto itte yo
Hajimete tsukutta uta
Tokidoki hitori kuchizusamu
Wasure sou ni nattara
Ano hi no atashi wo sagasu no
Datte tadoritsukitai basho wa
...kawara nai
YOU anata ga itta
Kami-sama no hanashi mo ima wa
YOU shinjite miru yo
Utau koto shika dekinai mou daijoubu yo
Atashirashiku ikite iyou
This song is extremely nice with bassy vocals and really nice soothing bluey mood. Very comfortable feeling...of course you all probably cant read the romanji lyrics lar...too bad...haha...=P
ラベル: Blue Wind - YUI
金曜日, 4月 13, 2007
Been crazily studying for exams...seriously slow in my progress, but as a extremely systematic person, i just cant keep one single detail in my revision...haix...Accompanied by all range of songs from Morning Musume...haha...they have songs ranging from catchy tunes and dance steps to soothing songs, which i preferred.
Now playing 晴れ雨後好きと桜満開, both really not bad...the vocals are pretty good.
Some of their videos and songs are really very interesting with cute dance steps...brings out the cute part of the japanese culture...truely..
Well, there's no life in me now...except study, sleep, eat, bath, study, sleep, eat, bath....repetative cycle...so i need my music motivation that i always have.
Tata, back to the books.
Oh, Goy's got girlfriend now...haha...he's always been feeling like moody about not having a girlfriends lar...now he has one...haha...not going to congratulate him lar...happy relationship lies in the process of being together...not starting one...i wish him luck.
ラベル: モニング娘
木曜日, 4月 05, 2007
Lol..funny video.
Indian version of MJ's Thriller...haha..the dance damn lame and funny lar...haha
ラベル: Indian Thriller
For those of you who doesn't know, Deborah has passed away.
Yes, she is the extremely intelligent girl from S72 during our time. Bio Olympiad and all the 4As girl.
I wasn't very closed to her, but it attended her wake, for two reason, one cause she was still a nice friend and there was a need and respect to go for me, the other was because teresa's my good friend, i wanted to go see how she was feeling.
Deborah's her good friend, i knew Teresa would be extremely sad lar...if it's me i sure cry until like siao one...
Anyway, Biyun and i went, which i told her the recent both times we met up was due to some unfortunate things(two wakes for our friends). WSince both of us are actually more emotional, we actually made a pact that both of us shouldn't cry in order to not make Teresa even worst. Please dun ask me why I cried as a guy because I dun care a thing about guys should not cry and crap. The point here is that my friend's passed away..and "friend" is a magical word to me.
Unfortunately, things turned out not as well when we were sitting like second row to the service, very close to the reverant. The first row was the family members. Teresa and En En made some speeches that made me really sad, especially Teresa's emotional touches on the words, that both of us just cried also.
Life's pretty unfair for alot of us. Deborah's so talented, and her future is extremely bright..it's really sad and depressing.
I shouldn't discuss more about it already. That was a week ago, no matter how sad life is, we got to move one. I just wanted to type this because i had alot of emotional overflowing that day, which i didn't get to log in blogger..it's been super slow alot of times.
No matter what, please do not commit suicide. Life is precious, and I really do not want to cry for another friend again please.
Hold tight the hands of those who love you, for they will guide you on this road of life.
Yes, she is the extremely intelligent girl from S72 during our time. Bio Olympiad and all the 4As girl.
I wasn't very closed to her, but it attended her wake, for two reason, one cause she was still a nice friend and there was a need and respect to go for me, the other was because teresa's my good friend, i wanted to go see how she was feeling.
Deborah's her good friend, i knew Teresa would be extremely sad lar...if it's me i sure cry until like siao one...
Anyway, Biyun and i went, which i told her the recent both times we met up was due to some unfortunate things(two wakes for our friends). WSince both of us are actually more emotional, we actually made a pact that both of us shouldn't cry in order to not make Teresa even worst. Please dun ask me why I cried as a guy because I dun care a thing about guys should not cry and crap. The point here is that my friend's passed away..and "friend" is a magical word to me.
Unfortunately, things turned out not as well when we were sitting like second row to the service, very close to the reverant. The first row was the family members. Teresa and En En made some speeches that made me really sad, especially Teresa's emotional touches on the words, that both of us just cried also.
Life's pretty unfair for alot of us. Deborah's so talented, and her future is extremely bright..it's really sad and depressing.
I shouldn't discuss more about it already. That was a week ago, no matter how sad life is, we got to move one. I just wanted to type this because i had alot of emotional overflowing that day, which i didn't get to log in blogger..it's been super slow alot of times.
No matter what, please do not commit suicide. Life is precious, and I really do not want to cry for another friend again please.
Hold tight the hands of those who love you, for they will guide you on this road of life.
ラベル: Depressing mood