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木曜日, 4月 05, 2007
For those of you who doesn't know, Deborah has passed away.Yes, she is the extremely intelligent girl from S72 during our time. Bio Olympiad and all the 4As girl.
I wasn't very closed to her, but it attended her wake, for two reason, one cause she was still a nice friend and there was a need and respect to go for me, the other was because teresa's my good friend, i wanted to go see how she was feeling.
Deborah's her good friend, i knew Teresa would be extremely sad lar...if it's me i sure cry until like siao one...
Anyway, Biyun and i went, which i told her the recent both times we met up was due to some unfortunate things(two wakes for our friends). WSince both of us are actually more emotional, we actually made a pact that both of us shouldn't cry in order to not make Teresa even worst. Please dun ask me why I cried as a guy because I dun care a thing about guys should not cry and crap. The point here is that my friend's passed away..and "friend" is a magical word to me.
Unfortunately, things turned out not as well when we were sitting like second row to the service, very close to the reverant. The first row was the family members. Teresa and En En made some speeches that made me really sad, especially Teresa's emotional touches on the words, that both of us just cried also.
Life's pretty unfair for alot of us. Deborah's so talented, and her future is extremely bright..it's really sad and depressing.
I shouldn't discuss more about it already. That was a week ago, no matter how sad life is, we got to move one. I just wanted to type this because i had alot of emotional overflowing that day, which i didn't get to log in blogger..it's been super slow alot of times.
No matter what, please do not commit suicide. Life is precious, and I really do not want to cry for another friend again please.
Hold tight the hands of those who love you, for they will guide you on this road of life.
ラベル: Depressing mood