Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

Yesterday's training was pretty tiring...my stamina and strength's not there anymore...super old already...

Here I m, blogging while preparing to return back to camp on Monday morning...haix...so tiring lar...my sore throat recovered to become some watery nose....weird...I feel so reluctant to return back to camp...even if it's for just one week...i dunno wat to bring at all..and I checked the emart credit's 113 every two years...that means my account would still be listed as zero....shheeesh...can't buy anything inside..

Should I bring SBO? But I've got no use for it at all...hmmm....

Anyway, I heard the cut off is 14 pts for the halls. Great...that means most Singaporeans probably can't stay anymore...and I've got only 8 points...well I've got 18 points actually...just that 15 counts for 3 campus activities of 5 points each, which means, only the highest is counted. 5 + 3 for distance...viola!...8 grand points...wow...that's so bias lar, I mean even idiots know that for Singaporean to stay, 14 points means u need to be JCRC or some chairmen of 7 points and 7 points distance. Even President of 9 need another 5 points distance to stay.

This scheme sucks. It's so foreign bias. Someone in Malaysia (9 pts) and enter some lousy sub com (5 pts) would be sufficient. I mean, I understand that foreign should get the chance to stay, but not this kind of scheme rite? So next year, you want to see all 16 Halls with Year 1s and ah tiong and foreigners? WHAT WILL NTU HALL BECOME MAN...SHHEEESH....can you imagine?

Trial Camp was really pretty fun...although sentosa was damn hot...and I wasn't feeling good with a stupid sore throat then...kept drinking water = toilet trips...fright night was really interesting...haha...the two girls in the red hood was quite scary while Adeline and Rosemary in the army uniform looks so cute, funny and kinky...haha...really!!!...The best was Geneviev with her "Eat Nasi Lemak"...haha...they were supposed to feed the contestants with pig intestines/stomach/liver but then they deem it inedible...and happens to have a packet of nasi lemak and they used that...haha...so funny...

No photos. This is to prevent leakages of the camp. It will be super fun. Looking forward to senior camp.

ラベル: ICT

"There's a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and haertbreaking. Behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begins."
- Mitch Albom "For one more day"

This was the latest book I read, completed this afternoon. I believe it's Mitch Albom's latest book. Those some what philosophical books, similar to "Tuesdays with Morrie" and the "Five people you meet in heaven".

I like all three books, probably cause it brings out nicely, the feelings you felt, with words, you never knew how to get it out of your heart. Then you would go "yah...that's how i felt...". They really trigger your thoughts well and makes you reflect.

All three books portray a tinge of nostalgic feelings of looking back on stuff you lost and regret upon..which probably is the reason why I love them. They can really bring out this sadness, a happiness that was supposed to be there. Haha...I love this kind of sad, nostalgic and touching melancholic feeling...

This particular one was about his regret towards his mother, who made many sacrifices for him, yet he disappointed her times and again. Still she did not blame her...the greatness of a mother. Then he got a chance to spoke to his mother's spirit once again to learn the truth, the regrets and seek forgiveness.

Well it happens all the time, sometimes I do neglect my mom for her effort. We all do, I am sure. We all know that we still love our mom and our mom love us. But it matters more if we really can reflect on ourselves and behaviours to show what we recognise and make it reality. Give your mom a hug if you haven done your so for a long time.

Happy Birthday Mom.

ラベル: =P

The show at Plaza Singapura sucks...with like so few people viewing the stuff and I got zero sales for two days already...it's extremely boring, sleepy and tiring...wa lao...this is promoter's worst nightmare...

The people there seriously not considerate and take super long to eat...there's supposed to be an hour break...but if you consider that you start eating at 11.30, at one or two person break at each time...after like 3.30 then the last person can eat...which is freaking late...I never like to rush to be the first to go for meals...i love to eat, but i rather let someone else first...so usually i end up the last to have lunch at 3 plus with dinner at 9pm.

Great...just great...

Standing there doing nothing for 12 hours a day is really boring and tiring...plus the like X times repeated movie of "THE WILD", super boring...the songs get really irritating also...although i admit, the Kaola bear's really cute...haha...

I miss my darling.

ラベル: Work work

Just watched The Guess Show...

This episode talks about some guys who stayed at home using the computer and refuse to go out...super interesting...you get to see some really weird people...

The first guy is so overly obsessed with trains and takes train rides as if he's in love....

The second guy's overly obsessed with Morning Musume...Ok, i got to admit that i like them too...but he's like really over...so stalker alike...on their birthday, he takes a cake and sings birthday song to their photo..that's like..........as jacky wu says, for the dead only....

The third guy's worst....he thinks he's some masked rider of action hero...like want to transform into some hero or wat...erm...my kids at fei yue dun even do that lar....he's like in Uni....and worst, he thinks he's Takuya Kimura...haha...so funny lar...i got no comments...

The fourth one's obsessed with comics...more normal...the fifth one's more shy and reserve, build models of buildings...so artistically talented...so the last two's pretty still ok...

Man...the first three...wat has technology done to them....

Like i predicted...pyschological illnesses would be the most common illness among people in the future.

Met Cat yesterday for dinner...she look so tired lar...i mean just an internship and she's like overwhelmed...so poor thing...my heart aches for her....

I dun get to talk to her as much now since she gets tired easily and sleeps really early...it's ok lar, but just miss her and bored. I wanted to meet her today, but she's really busy till 8pm for SBS's registration...and tired...so i rather she rest more.

Will be working all day next week so..busy...we wouldn't even be able to meet up.... haix....

Oh well.

ラベル: The guess show

Just came back from KL trip with my girlfriend with qing xian, yoke peng, audrey and jun feng...the latter two i didn't knew of them until the trip where girlfriend's friends. I look abit tired in the picture...i think it's cause of the long bus ride...hey i haven taken long bus rides for eons...

That was a visit to yoke peng's house..Yoke peng's the girl behind us in the background spoiling the photo...lol...of course qing xian's the main character involve...it was like his concert tour...haha..we were the dancers...like everyone of yoke peng's family, relatives wants to see him...lol..quite funny...

Yoke Peng's family were really nice people. Reminds me of my father..the good old hospitality spirit of chinese. Well, the house's pretty similar to my uncle and auntie's one in KL too. So it was ok for me. Just that her mom and younger brother baked lots of treats for us. Her younger brother's pretty intelligent i heard, he should come study in HCJC...but he's 19 already...hmmm...


Frankly speaking, I never really like to interact my girlfriend's friends i totally had no clue about cause it's so weird to be referred to as someone's boyfriend rather than knowing someone as a person/friend. It's like a branding on u...and you feel so out of place...like my dates for commissioning balls...they feel so out and i feel quite sad for them...

This time's different cause at least i knew yoke peng and qing xian. Audrey and Jun Feng's pretty easy to talk to. Well, my girlfriend always wanted me to go along with her, so yah, its pretty fine with her around. Makes her happym which perhaps, its all that matters...wah...sounds damn sweet and noble...=P

Just that sometime she's a little tot tot..haha...she wento sit on the massage chair and then the sales person came over and started to promote about the chair. Then she still sit until so comfortable or wat with the guy around. Actually she's pretty daring or slow depends on how u would view it...i wouldn't continue sitting at all at that point of time but she still close her eyes to enjoy the massage, 100% oblivious to the circumstances...i was quite......

And then the promoter, i believe is a new one, tried to test me with the "credibility questions", which as a fellow promoter, i immediately sense it and stall time by crapping with him...act as if you really wanto buy the chair...

After like 20 minutes, she finally got up and then she stood beside me and asked me "You want to buy?". That was such a classical question. The sales person was beside me at that time. Internally i nearly puke blood man...and i have to act calm and say "thinking." She really believed that i wanted to buy lar...tot tot girl...aiyo...can you imagine the internal injures i sustained...from not laughing, not crying, not smiling, not angry...because i dunno wat my expression should be?

Then she walked until her back ache when she was carrying nothing.

Also ate so much when she was already full until she was super full and couldnt really talk and move.

Sometimes i kept thinking if i really understand her...the eating part was weird, because she was obviously full..still ate at least three durian pieces plus supper with us...

So many times i think i could have got angry for such ridiculous acts if they were some other people, yet surprisingly i didn't scolded her or flared up.

I think it's cause i really loved her.

I wonder if she really knows this, because seriously, it's so unlikely of me to be like that which i myself found my actions to be weird to. Too weird till i cant believe my own behaviour.

And during the trip when i am talking, she's either blank, dun understand, or her heart's not with me...not that i would wanto complain, but it's quite saddening...anyone felt the same thing before raise your hands.

Enough said. I wasn't attentive enough to her or cheery to her during the trip too myself. I was quite bored or sleepy at many times, nothing much to say. Bad travel mate and boyfriend.


So overall, the trip was ok, because Malaysia's so Singapore alike in Shopping and i have been there like tons of times.

Plus pts include yoke peng's family great hospitality and tons of food and catching more episodes of "My amazing girlfriend in KL"...haha =P

Minus pts include the stupid dvd guy who conned us with a fake rown artkinson movie in the mr bean holiday cover.

ラベル: KL TRIP