Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
土曜日, 7月 28, 2007
Zhen, I hope you are feeling better.I told you already, dun let two bastards ruin your life and break the hearts of nice caring friends like me and many others around you.
Sometime u need to live for yourself.
Dun be afraid. I will be there. Playboyz will be there.
Time to date more matured people. =P
水曜日, 7月 25, 2007
16th to 20th was NBS FOC...Pretty much a hugh success...fun, entertainment...zi highing people all around...very fun...with everyone losing their voices..Still remember the time when we were just freshies...it was really fun...i miss the camp just as long as it was over...we were just worrying that the juniors wouldn't be as high, but at the fourth day, they outdone themselves...well done lar!!!
PYRO PYRO PYRO!!
Well, fun didn't last long in my life when something more disheartening and depressing strikes. I shouldn't elaborate it, but just how i feel now.
I just feel, hurt, lost and very empty feeling in my heart...
I am sorry for not being able to give a nice happy post or a sad post alone...because its just how i am experiencing now...mixture of two extreme feelings...that why i am probably expressionless now if u see me.
This song is the only one repeated on my mp3 player. It's so meaningful to me, on the 3rd time it repeated, i nearly cried on the bus at the back of the seat...
Enjoy.
歌曲：本来
歌手：同恩 专辑：做自己
词:阿怪曲:林松锦
下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我
停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多
火曜日, 7月 10, 2007
Today's training sucks...I dunno wat's up with the formation but the defence's pretty flawed up with so many people unguarded and the attack was super off kind...
And someone had this pissed off face all day just because i stepped on his stick by accident...it was quite chaotic then lar...i didn't even do it on purpose..and as the forward i should be the one to engage and disturb the opponent first or the center...just happened i was closer...who the hell would know some defence guy step so far out front...keep running out...might as well play forward lar...zzz...
Nah...pissed off...I even apologise to him
I didn't make that mistake...it was my job to step up lar...he shouldn't run off course around to the front in the first place lar...and it's so irritating to play with someone like that in your line...I didn't wanto point out because i know i didn't play well also...but at least, i kept to my role please...
We are a team.
I really wonder if some of them understand wat is a team and team Spirit...
I was also pissed why we played so many senior players, although better...yet, never come training with us...I dunno how u feel...i know we are not as good but we trained and put in lots of effort to improve...can u imagine the feeling of training for it then suddenly some senior came and you got subbed out?
It's actually super irritating..although i admit skill wise they are better...but this is ???...this is not a team at all...
I remember wat Guan Ying said to this guy before our last basketball match..he told him that he played well, but the rest of the guys might be weaker, but they came for trainings, and it's really unfair for them to not let them play cause of him. That was the one statement that made me realise...hey...someone's still bother about making us a team and not just a group of random players for hall game..
I am so disappointed with this kind of sports man...no team spirit at all...talking to Zhao Ming (Some OLD senior) on my way home, I realise I really miss wushu and all the guys training hard together....I miss the time we really fought as a part of a big team, encouraging and pushing each other...never giving up...not forgeting anyone, injured, different, weaker or stronger...at the end of the day...it was always jokes and laughter with watermelon...
I feel lost.
Dear god, please give me the strength to walk on this cold and lonely path of life...
ラベル: zzzzz
木曜日, 7月 05, 2007
Met up with Zhaoqi, Zhigao and Biyun in HCJC during "training"...nah...just three J1s doing random stuff at the rooftop...zzz...Same place, same people but just different times. 景色依旧，但人事已非。
Where are the rest of u people?
月曜日, 7月 02, 2007
On Friday early morning, I was awaken by a bolt of sudden pain on my chest..which was a really weird thing...later I saw a doctor and realise I ganna Heartburn, or also known as acid reflux when your gastric acid HCL burn onto your Oesophagus.Since then, every time i swallow any food or water, as long as the oesophagus contracts or expand my chest hurts man....zzz....until now, it still hurt...there's inflammation I think in my lower oesophagus....zzz...
Now how can I have any strength left to train floorball and prepare for the match onthe 7th???...
Praying for speedy recovery.