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火曜日, 7月 10, 2007
Today's training sucks...I dunno wat's up with the formation but the defence's pretty flawed up with so many people unguarded and the attack was super off kind...
And someone had this pissed off face all day just because i stepped on his stick by accident...it was quite chaotic then lar...i didn't even do it on purpose..and as the forward i should be the one to engage and disturb the opponent first or the center...just happened i was closer...who the hell would know some defence guy step so far out front...keep running out...might as well play forward lar...zzz...
Nah...pissed off...I even apologise to him
I didn't make that mistake...it was my job to step up lar...he shouldn't run off course around to the front in the first place lar...and it's so irritating to play with someone like that in your line...I didn't wanto point out because i know i didn't play well also...but at least, i kept to my role please...
We are a team.
I really wonder if some of them understand wat is a team and team Spirit...
I was also pissed why we played so many senior players, although better...yet, never come training with us...I dunno how u feel...i know we are not as good but we trained and put in lots of effort to improve...can u imagine the feeling of training for it then suddenly some senior came and you got subbed out?
It's actually super irritating..although i admit skill wise they are better...but this is ???...this is not a team at all...
I remember wat Guan Ying said to this guy before our last basketball match..he told him that he played well, but the rest of the guys might be weaker, but they came for trainings, and it's really unfair for them to not let them play cause of him. That was the one statement that made me realise...hey...someone's still bother about making us a team and not just a group of random players for hall game..
I am so disappointed with this kind of sports man...no team spirit at all...talking to Zhao Ming (Some OLD senior) on my way home, I realise I really miss wushu and all the guys training hard together....I miss the time we really fought as a part of a big team, encouraging and pushing each other...never giving up...not forgeting anyone, injured, different, weaker or stronger...at the end of the day...it was always jokes and laughter with watermelon...
I feel lost.
Dear god, please give me the strength to walk on this cold and lonely path of life...
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