Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Camarederie

Yeeling
Jeffrey
Zhen
Ting^2
Delai
Hui Jun
Ah Yang
Shu Xian

Eliz
Joleen
Adeline
Li Xian
Addy
Hwee Fung
Helen
Ching
Wei Xi
Gou Gou
Kah Weng
Lijing

Ruth
Yirong
Qiu Yan
Ya Yun
Jia Xian
Ming Hui
Wei Wei
Heidi
Wang Chin
Xin Wei
KC
MDK

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29th Wushu
02s66
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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

月曜日, 8月 20, 2007
LOVE THIS SONG. SUPER NICE LYRICS...ENJOY..

歌曲:思念是一种病
歌手: 张震岳
专辑: OK

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

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There are too many tutorials to do and I am lagging already at the 2nd week of school...Too many things to do, and my mind is not at all prepared to study again...all i can think of is sleeping and playing..

Today just had a stupid draw game against the Night Hawks...we could have beat them...zzz...wasted opportunity...

Anyway, for those concern for me, I just have to say that I am OK. yup...pretty much simple.

Now all i have to do is to complete all those tutorials and I will be better...haha..=P

In fact I am more concern for Hui Jun. She msged me twice today, and she seems to be very depressed and troubled. I asked her if she needs to talk and she say no and then she never replied me...Hui Jun if you can read this, we are all very concern for you. Talk to me or a closer friend ok, we will all help u and we are all supporting you.

土曜日, 8月 11, 2007
One word to describe myself now: SICK

Having a super bad cough *cough*, with loads of phlegm and sore throat. Hope i recover really soon. I still have lots of trainings and work to do.

Been having the holidays hang over still...unable to accept the truth of school reopening...still wondering if there is a need to take JAP 2 now...cause i am really afraid of being too busy. Is there a need to torture myself to this extent? But i have 4 AUs worth of non examinable subjects, which means 20 AUs to work on only...haix...i guess i go check out later...worst come to worst, i shall take Jap 2 in year 3, cause i am quite afraid of IT now...we have zero knowledge on Oracle and SQL and all the shit programs...my god...we suck man...haha...

Come to think of that Hall 8 Dinner and Dance is here again! It will be on the 25th of August which means i would not be able to see Sui Ling on her pretty night at NBS Pageant...shit man...i think i would send her flowers or wat...haix...



This ad cause alot of problem with the Chronicles side lor...hiax...we shall see how it goes. Anyone interested to come along can call me for tickets. I am in charge of selling the tickets!!!

And as if falling sick and having a bruised eye is not bad enough, someone just had to come and spite me by getting drunk yet again at the hall bash....wat the hell is wrong with my life man...full of agonizing dramas....

I dun get why would someone do something you don't like when the situation is already very tensed up and not preparing to see sparks flaring? Dun tell me is wat outlet for venting frustration or shit...its all crap lame excuses....especially when you have any regards for me, you wouldn't get drunk once again.

I have already done my best to convinced myself to continue loving you yet once and again you let me down...

So much for my happy ending...

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月曜日, 8月 06, 2007
KHYDRA KHYDRA KHYDRA!!!!

After like...4 years, we finally won the BEST CLAN once again from Lao Vincent's batch till now...FINALLY!!! We were so happy that alot of people like xuemin, yuting, da xiong all nearly cried lar...haha...=P

It was ironic that prior to that, we were still wondering why izzit that although we have the strongest GLs, the freshies we had were significantly much stony and unenthu compared to the other Clans. Even A Clan freshie's were pretty much more enthusiastic than them. The night before when we won the Amazing Race, they had no reactions of joy at all...and when they thanked the programmers, u feel like slapping them at their looks of being "full of sincerity"...haix...then xuemin cried and all of us were feeling very down.

The last day was a mixed of ups and downs. It started well with 3 sentosa game victories. During the finale, we had a lead, but lost it at the second station from 1st to 4th place...but they never gave up and keep running...caught up with the rest on the 3rd and 4th station, where A Clan run a wrong direction and we managed to took a lead instead. Then its all the way for us to VICTORY!!!

This year we didn't won the cheer fight and skit, but it was probabaly due to the screwed up decision to give everyone something, so cheer award to P, Skit to X and some wat Programmers favourite award to A.

Who cares...we won the Best OG anyway...but the prizes were just some Sheng Siong snacks...so lame...it should be something sentimental that everyone can keep wat...wat's with this stupid prizes? Ok lar...it matches the ideas from the weak and retarded games.

I haven yet complained the programs, like a stroll throught OCH and an interesting Amazing race, with tasks to complete like buying two drinks, two turkish ice cream and one macdonald cone for the programmers at different station. Fcuking retarded...luckily i wasn't the CGL, if not i would have screwed all the programmers man...

I think i have shown much anger in camp already, i should rest. Freaking tired from the camp plus the floorball match today. Some bastard knocked my eye and cause the side to swell. Bastard.