Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


Speak

Your wonderful comments.

Camarederie

Yeeling
Jeffrey
Zhen
Ting^2
Delai
Hui Jun
Ah Yang
Shu Xian

Eliz
Joleen
Adeline
Li Xian
Addy
Hwee Fung
Helen
Ching
Wei Xi
Gou Gou
Kah Weng
Lijing

Ruth
Yirong
Qiu Yan
Ya Yun
Jia Xian
Ming Hui
Wei Wei
Heidi
Wang Chin
Xin Wei
KC
MDK

K Clan
29th Wushu
02s66
HC WUSHU



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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

月曜日, 10月 29, 2007
While talking to Ms Cui Feng, I suddenly missed eating the japanese ramen in Hokkaido and the Soba in front of Chew Hui's house in Tokyo...ARGH...

Where can i find the extremely delicious Ramen and Soba again?...SADZ...

Eliz cheer up ok?...yup yup...dun emo lar...hahaha...

AND FINALLY, A GREAT BIG HUG TO MS MARIA HO!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY mArIa!!!

Haha...i still recall how mdm ching calls ur name...lol..my blessings are for u to remain happy and pretty ragardless of time. =P

Cheerz my dear, i own u one meal, after exams ok?

木曜日, 10月 25, 2007
Today had an agonizing match against Hall 9.

Not because Hall 9 was good, but rather we lost to ourselves...the players just didn't have the fighting spirit and undaunted mentality at all...letting goals and shots without much fighting back until like much much much later...and wat more, hall 9 players were smaller in size and weaker...

The most agonizing thing was that i didn't get to play much. It is when u know u must do something about it yet u cannot, and this is the kind of thing that really makes u pissed off and want to beat someone up...lol...sounds damn violent...you get the point lar...

So basically on the surface we seem to lose because they had better shooters. But deeper down, it was largely due to our own mistakes that kill us...ARGHHHH...AGONIZING...

Now to do my BC207 reading...super long...haix...and have to come up with Hall 8 logo...i came up with this...

It's Ba Jia Jiang...Jiang refers to generals, warriors who fight with honour and loyalty to their death.
Recall the Yang Warriors, or Yang Jia Jiang from the Song Dynasty...they are super zai...my favourite heros...Ba Jia, refers to Home of the 8...so ya...we are one family...
I tot it's pretty nice since everyone's going zhong guo feng now...lol...

So so so busy these days with no time to study but just to rush work and projects...

Pray for me will you?

月曜日, 10月 22, 2007
Lixiang - , , , so walk away... says:
can A auntie loves me
grace says:
haha reali ar
grace says:
u can go n tell her ur jr feels that e concept of her stall damn good..
grace says:
like self-service whatever u wanna take..so no need to queue n wait damn long..
grace says:
plus so many choices summore
grace says:
damn excited leh when i first saw e stall..haha
grace says:
think she veri smart lei...efficiency

That's from our cute dance IC...haha...she frankly sounds damn bimbotic...haha...but she's pretty intelligent lar...i think it's the stress that she's facing with...lol...TAKE CARE OF URSELF HOR XIAO GRACE...

And she's damn afraid i would post something bad about her online...lol...my dear, I only post interesting stuff in my life...and u are a pretty interesting girl..haha..can break it down to u are a pretty and interesting girl...that's a compliment rite? Happy? =P

STREET CHALLENGE FRISBEE SECOND!!! TEAM LAM NUA!!!..haha...ok, i try to get Zhen Hao's photo to post online...in the mean time make way for the Team Sirius converted to Team Lam Nua people consisting of Me, Zhen Hao, Yuen Bo, Guo Xiang, Regina, Adeline and best of all, Helen who didn't come because of cramps...haha...sounds like she ulitmate lam nua...haha..just kidding...i think she's quite serious lar..guess we just unfortunate lor...

OK, next to AA202 report...been at doing claim forms for the past 1.5 hr...siao man...

Adeline, friends are very important to me too...thanks for making the effort to pon ur dance lessons to come k...dog dog also...haha...ganna scolded by aces...

Love ya all my dear Sirius friends!

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水曜日, 10月 17, 2007
This blog post is dedicated to Sean's doggie...haha..FINALLY AFTER more than ONE year, Sean was finally convinced by me to wash his damn dirty doggie, with drool stains and dunno wat ADDITIONAL stains...

So today Operation Doggie was carried out...lol...

Phase One Emphasized on Cleanliness...so doggie was thrown into the washing machine cruelly....*sob*

And the results?
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A NEW CLEAN DOGGIE!!!

Finally, once again clean, Sean can now proceed to stain his doggie again.

It's the vicious cycle of doggie staining...lol =P





日曜日, 10月 14, 2007
Exams' coming in around 30 days...seriously no time...so just have to buck up all my strength to catch up all my AA201, AA202 and BC207..i think i am lagging in all subject, which i am very stressed up...especially after my Accounting 201 quiz got a C+...SUPER CUI..

It's all coming back to me now..all my inconfidence and fear just congregated every night when i am about to close my eyes to sleep. I used to be so fearless and courages...now it's just an unknown and lost feeling in me..that i dunno wat to expect at all..

Sometimes u just need a simple reason to smile. Yet, there's none to smile for.

Oh well. I guess, it's an independent world out there, every tons of stress that doesn't break u, makes u even stronger than yesterday.

I am not down yet.


Got to maximise more time to study, but i might miss out the present of alot of people...so if it's ur birthday and i haven given u a present, pls dun blame me...I try to remember your birthday to wish u a greeting first.

Presents will be owned ok?

Zhaoqi, i dun think i can make it for ur Halloween PArty ya...have fun gang..=P

水曜日, 10月 10, 2007
Haix...currently totally overwhelmed by tons of quizs on tues, wed and thurs, plus presentation on thurs, friday AC213 report, next week Board Room meeting...SO MUCH READINGS FOR AA202...wa lao...HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!

In the mids of everything, there's sudden realization of all my previous thoughts and principles. Suddenly feel so confused about what I really want, what is really important to me and what I really care for. The priorities in life, everyone, everything...

Alot of thoughts in my mind running around...dunno why..and u start to question what you always believed to be the truth. U start to become even more pessimistic about things, people and situations. U start to question who are people really nice and truthful to you and you start to question your motive for being nice to people...weird man...totally weird...I tot only kids go thru that during adolescence growth...hmmm...

I am just in a melancholic mood...pardon me.

Must be the emo from the other day not written and expressed away from my soul.

Or maybe too stressed from the large amount of readings...

Perhaps is the congregation of all the Karmas from talking bad about people.


People, you should stay away from me for a while man. I bite when I am feeling crazy.

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日曜日, 10月 07, 2007


I know...this video of 蕭敬騰 vs 楊宗緯 with 新不了情.

Super nice...both versions are super touching and super nice...

Made me damn Emo now...dunno why...shall think of words to pen down my thoughts...

回忆过去,痛苦的相思忘不了...

No words coming from my mind now...zzz..maybe later...