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火曜日, 11月 06, 2007
One more project left. BC207 data base...ok lar...still have AC213 part 4...after this can start to study le...I find it amazing how late i usually start to study compared to so many people. I have been doing ok for the last two sem..this is probably one of my most inconfident sem, with three subjects unclear.
AA201 i think still can do something because it's calculative kind.
AA202 is conceptual...confusing, but i think still can answer. Plus i hope the good class work can tide me over some stuff.
BC207...the most agonizing one...
I dun even know if i am really suitable for IT double spec. Although i know it's really interest, but then because modules are actually very bias towards prior experiences and it retards learning. If u never have any prior experience, u would be lost in class like me...dunno how to do Oracle, SQL...blah blah...
If BC207 turn out less than B, i probably would drop my spec. Why would i insist on taking two major to pull down my GPA when if i take an elective i can simply just clear easy things with an A? Then who's the idiot who sets such a difficult double spec? Damn bias towards stupid people like me lar...
I pray this sem result to be maintained at my minimum B+ level still. And pray AC213 and AB214 with some miracle of A- lor...yup.
PRAYING HARD.
Sometimes i thing the things i do are really not worth the effort, for studies or for people.
But at the end of the day, i tot again, if i am going to really consider everything, it just makes things draggy. And it makes things so transaction alike...which is really very fake.
For study, i am stupid i know, i need to work harder, less sleep and i m not afraid to fight and pit against talents and brains.
For people, i do not expect anything in return. Just a sincere smile in return would be great.
I love the stress and exciting life i am having now.