Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
月曜日, 12月 10, 2007
Emotions are terribly strange things.
They make u as happy as if u could fly, the next moment as sad as can just break down and cry. It's like the roller coaster ride of life..yet sometimes, we are just extremely stupid to take the ride over and over again, because of someone.
Someone special.
Someone important to each and everyone of us.
Someone whom we all hold so dearly onto, and yet hurt us more the tighter we hold on to that glimsp of hope or memory.
No matter how much u want, it's the fate and destiny that ultimately pulls the strings in life and love.
I always believe that if it's yours, it would be yours.
If it isn't, it's just not meant to be.
It's all fated in life.
No matter how much u struggle or refuse to admit this, u still cannot escape the chain of love...as pawns of fate. Poor lowly human...suffering and wondering over and over again in this game we call love, each time as a new wound appear and heal with a scar, until ur memories are filled with unhappiness and burden and until u can become numb and devoit of feelings and emotions.
Who haven gotten hurt before in love and relationship?
But why are we still stupidly trying so hard to be selfless to be concern, when u know that it doesn't matter. It really doesn't matter, because it is useless, and no one gives a damn about you or your story. After one day, it would just be forgotten by everyone and anyone, as u fade into the background with your own tales.
It's a cruel and harsh world my dear.
Even if I want to be there for u if u cry, my question is do u want me to be there for you?
Ha...But at last...I guess I am still just the dumb and retarded boy I was.
If this is really the way u want, I would give it to u.
这也可能是我送你最后的温柔.
No matter wat, promise me u wouldn't cry alone again.
Take care of urself.
Dear God please bless me with the strength to smile happily again tmr.
FINE, at least not as sad ok?