Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
土曜日, 2月 23, 2008
I know deep down no matter how hard I try not to remember u, u never failed to greet me in sweet surrender during my dreams.How hard I had to hold back my tears on the coldest night trying to get you out of my heart and soul. The worst thing is, the more it clears, the more I knew I had to let you go...
I never wanted to try to remember you, but it dawned to me that you were always tattooed on my heart and never forgotten
All these time, I am really drained of trying to hold on to your scent and smile.
Sorry, but I had to move on and leave you behind..
I love u. =(
Hall Closing 2008 was pretty memorable..finally I saw to my wish of pushing for dance in Hall 8 once again and we got a 3rd place!!! It was really good considering that most were not professional dancers, with no prior experience before...
Anyway, It was really surprising to win lar...haha...I didn't even know why we won lar...haha...but our hardwork paid off lor...=) Photos!!!
Anyway, It was really surprising to win lar...haha...I didn't even know why we won lar...haha...but our hardwork paid off lor...=) Photos!!!
Sirius/Pyro Hall Closing Dancer!Aka the zai Luo Zi Xiang No.2 Ching Fu, Little Chef Bei Jia and Emo Look Lixiang
The cheerleading entrance to bring in the spirit to the floor
The Team
We were taking pictures in the rest room after the competition. Notice the damn off Teh Bing on the left 
My current wallpaper
Cool dancer neighbours =)
I cant help but upload this picture...haha...damn off look lar...lol...I didn't
take this...Shi Ming took one...damn comical lar...
That's all folks! Support Royals and Srethgie Bewitched...my love in Hall!
金曜日, 2月 22, 2008
InterHall Closing Dance 2nd Runner Up...lol...this is GOOD...Love ya guys and girls from Srethgie Bewitched!
木曜日, 2月 14, 2008
Happy Valentine's Day to all my babes and hunky friends!For those attached, be glad, cause there are billions of people in the world, it's not easy to meet one person, difficult to know one person, and even lower chances to love one person. So treasure the chance, treasure the fate, treasure the one u promised to love. =)
For those currently not attached, be even more glad, because U DUN HAVE TO SQUEEZE WITH OTHERS FOR DINNER ON V DAY! haah...just kidding lar...I mean u can take the opportunity to truly thank all your friends who's been around you for all the love they give. =)
For those like me, be SUPER glad. U can take the chance to sleep abit, while rushing two Excel work and studying for tmr's excel quiz and at the same time, have the opportunity to go home to pray. Today's time to bai tian gong le. =)
Happy Valentine's day:
To all my beloved Playboyz babes and hunks, even though I cant meet up with you people, I really missed each of you.=)
To all my 29th Teammate, I m sorry for not being able to make it to CNY gathering. Have a great day today.=)
To my Sirius besties, Love ya all man. U all really brighten up my uni life, from the beginning to the end.=)
To the K clan babes Eliz, Angel, Guen, Xuemin, Dawn, you girls are the cutest and best I knew from hall. Love ya all much.=)
To all my cheerleaders, cheerleading couldn't have been a sweet memory of mine to treasure without each one of you all.=)
To all my Pageant darlings also, love ya all.=)
To all my dancers, thanks for giving me the chance to dance once more, it was great fun and pleasure to dance along side all of you all.=)
To my xiao mei, Yee Ling and Michelle, Da ge miss you two so much too. Take care, and I know you two are still happily in love!=)
To all my other friends, have a nice day today, especially those overseas like Addy and Yiling, miss you two much and u two come back can cook for me =)
Especially to you. Words can't describe what I wanna tell you. =)
Have a nice day...*YAWN*
日曜日, 2月 10, 2008
Suddenly, I realise I haven talked to so many nice and sweet friends for damn long time. I really miss lots of them, even though we got distant somehow, but when I remember the times, it really warms my heart alittle. Sometimes we just choose to remember the tears more than the smile.Thank you god for making my life more happy than sad. I pray for safety for all my friends where ever they may be.
Love you girls and guys for making my life more wonderful. =) I dunno where I would be without all of you people.
土曜日, 2月 09, 2008
张韶涵不想懂得
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是幸福的
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的
我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
Nice lyrics and song. Love it. =)
Happy CNY...been eating and lazing around playing cards and monopoly plus more eating...haix...dun worry...I never get fat...lol...=) But pretty much's an enjoyable one...i hate to think of all the work involve after it...2 more days to back to school rat race..although it's the year of the rat, i still dun feel like going back to it...just no mood...u know I m the kind if I were to face it again, sure with all I have got and 100% effort. But currently just feel like slacking and stoning...=)..monday or rather sunday night dun come!!!...=(((
Who still own me movie dates...quickly sms me lor...else once dance training start, my priority will definately be fixed...so many movies to watch...=)) Ang bao many comes in handy! =)
The MediaCorp TV shows sucks man...
I have to give teresa and zhaoqi's visiting trip a miss because tmr's temple visit + relative + Sirius gathering then probably movie outing. =( Sorrie!!! I will visit u guys and girls another time ya...Zhigao's brithday gathering?
水曜日, 2月 06, 2008
Last night before it reaches the new lunar year.Suddenly feeling so empty...it feels weird...like u are so devoid of joy and happiness as if someone stole it away from you. It feels so terribly alone that I know I could just switch off the lights to hide at a corner to stone all night until dawn break.
Dunno why I am feeling all this extreme upheaval of feelings...this is bad...it's like heaven's making fun of my heart and soul. There's this very peaceful and silent feeling in the room, less the noisy typing sound as I'm blogging, that's really inducing anyone to miss the one they haven forgotten, or they try to bury deep into their heart.
I dun wanna think of you again to make me sad or depress.
Tell me wat to do when you leave me behind to bleed with memories of your smile and distance.
And the saddess thing is that U DUN EVEN CARE. I know you dun even care.
I'm heavily broken.
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken [x3] (less)
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
ラベル: Heavily broken
日曜日, 2月 03, 2008
Just came back from LCH's birthday party.I was in NUM singlet and broad shorts, with some of my OG mates from Sirius and we could see segregation of legendary higher league and lower class...lol...interesting disparity at the people in the same place and same time, same common friends, with totally different lifes, attitudes and characters.
It dawn to me that no matter how it seems to be, be proud of urself for who u are. Regardless of money, cars, looks or any other factors. And we are proud of ourselves and of who we are. No matter how low class we might be...lol..I love my Sirius.
Good luck to the one who need some luck now and drive carefully ok? =)
Big Hug to those who are hurt and crying, and trying to smile now. As if it's the season of relationship agony now. Life's too short for me to be missing your beautiful smile and laughter ok? Cheer up, no matter u are, and make the best out of everything yah. If u need to talk, just drop a line and i will be there. =)
Regarding my own issue, currently feeling much better, maybe i have taken the stand that repeating it doesn't really help lar. Like I say if the parties dun mind, then i really shouldnt mind. Just hope that everyone can STOP tlaking about it and STOP spreading the retarded rumours around. They are my friends/juniors. I would protect them as much as i can from the stupid cruel hall.
Lastly, I have so much so much to complain about and talk to someone i really wish to, but too bad I guess really didn't had a chance to do so. Hope will get to do so when u return yah. I will be missing you. =)
金曜日, 2月 01, 2008
I guess it's just only me against this as it seems in the end.How can this be?
This is fcuking stupid...how can everyone else take this?
Even if this has already happen, the point is not about keep saying "wat can we do now since it already happen". I know. But does that means because it's like that already and thus we have to just accept everything?
These are just stupid aguements that seems logical, however imprinted because of heuristics to just get over the issue without touching on it. Right and Wrong are not blurred by the liquor but blinded by this sense of "TOLERANCE"
Amazing.
How contradicting humans can be towards outsiders and insiders.
Simple Amazing. *CLAP CLAP CLAP*
Aiya Lixiang, it's just you are u stupid, trying to protect everyone for wat. They wanto have fun, they think it's ok, let them lar.
Wat can u do? U have no cause to go for or against.Watever they are happy with.
I wash my hands off this.
Hall has no secret. Brace youself for the aftermath man. That's the climax of the whole event.
Enjoy the show.