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I dun even know myself...
水曜日, 2月 06, 2008
Last night before it reaches the new lunar year.Suddenly feeling so empty...it feels weird...like u are so devoid of joy and happiness as if someone stole it away from you. It feels so terribly alone that I know I could just switch off the lights to hide at a corner to stone all night until dawn break.
Dunno why I am feeling all this extreme upheaval of feelings...this is bad...it's like heaven's making fun of my heart and soul. There's this very peaceful and silent feeling in the room, less the noisy typing sound as I'm blogging, that's really inducing anyone to miss the one they haven forgotten, or they try to bury deep into their heart.
I dun wanna think of you again to make me sad or depress.
Tell me wat to do when you leave me behind to bleed with memories of your smile and distance.
And the saddess thing is that U DUN EVEN CARE. I know you dun even care.
I'm heavily broken.
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken [x3] (less)
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
ラベル: Heavily broken