Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
Look...this cool picture of a Fire Rainbow is damn pretty rite...haha...i think it was taken in 2006...but I never seen this before...damn pretty lar...I wanto travel around the world to these stuff!
U can never find such natural phenomenum in Singapore one lor...=( I wanto see an aurora also!
One more paper...but I dun feel like studying at all lar...sia lar...=(
I wanto eat Dim Sum Buffet le!!!
I M TOTALLY SCREWED FOR TAX MAN...I WANNA SCREAM!!! =(
Anyway, these are videos from NANA the anime...super nice songs...I mean SUPER NICE...listen to them yah..=)
ANNA - ROSE
OLIVIA - WISH
OLIVIA - A LITTLE PAIN
OLIVIA - WINTER SLEEP
Two of my most feared one.
Pray for me yah?
=X
Mental Food for the day: Goth PV
This is a really nice and intriguing song...=) It's eerie, yet at the same time nice and there's a sense of innocence behind the singer's voice...hmmm...aiya, dun sound so cheem lar...just listen to it...
The Cello's part is really nice...I wanna play the cello too!! =(
Back to RISKY STUFF
OK, first up, on my first cheerobics in Aces, I discovered that Aces are pretty not well like by the general public...haha...as u can tell from the enthusiasim of the crowd around us after the senior team was announced to be the champion:
Haha...right, many people thinks that Aces are:
Arrogant
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Just because we are zai(the seniors lar...not me)
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I am not debating on this point because it has been around for how freaking long...about the rivaries between different teams, and how aces what what what, how magnum what what what and stuff...nah...I dun think we should really care about the past and such...it's OVER...HISTORY. =)
What I care is how we should be walking from this day onwards.
I do admit that for such debates, the truth holds to some extent. But to me, I feel that many people who have been around for long just forgotten something very important in the process of becoming stronger and stronger, that ultimately, cheerleading is out to have fun.
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Cheerleaders are supposed to bring smile to people.
What's the real point of all these rivaries man...I really dunno how come it can last for so long...people are so blinded by this urge to win. Yes, I admit it is good to win, I have competitive blood in me and the urge to win too everytime I compete in anything.
But the ultimate winners are not the one that won the game, but those that won the stage and applause. There will always be winners and losers in a competition. There's nothing really constant like always being the winner. Magnum lost after 5 years champion. Aces could also lose after 3 years champions. It's like that, that's how life really goes, ups and downs.
Ultimately, can u let this physical honour go and embark on a new road of humility, to actually cheer for the sake of having fun, friendly competition and to inprove the standard of cheerleading in Singapore?
Aces are not that zai if you compare to countries like Japan, Thailand, Taiwan and America. We know, most people know. So the point is to recognise that there are better people out there to learn from and compete with, and there will never be a win-win situation if everyone sees each other as enemy.
Ultimately, you have a choice to fight all u want in the well, or help each other to climb up the well to see a bigger world.
I dunno...to me I just love the fun involve in the game, and the behind the scenes in Aces that people dun see. Aces are just cock people at times who wants to have some fun.
I just hope that one day, we could change the image of Aces, the REAL IMAGE, we would have valuable friends that can cheer with us, and cheer for us happily and sincerely when we win:
"OMG...ACES WIN...SO TOUCHING"
"LET'S GO ACES LET'S GO!"
And maybe have juniors from JCs or Secondary School that would willingly opt to join us so that Aces can get stronger and stronger. Instead of everyone against us or so, like just because they were taught by Magnum and there's some Aces-Magnum rivary...please dun think of it that way...cheerleading is a choice by passion. Dun forget your passion just because of some stupid clan rivary...so off lar...
Hey this is improving source of cheerleaders lar...=)
Opps...took 45mins for this post. Back to Risk le..
Once again I apologise if i used your pictures unauthorised. It's from Cheerobics 2008 that some seniors sent me. I used it only because I think, that was really a nice picture of a truthful vibrant expression.
If you mind and think that I am violating your personal rights(U xiao qi thing...haha kidding lar), please inform me to remove it from my blog.
Thanks....opps...4.30am le lar... =( Shit...still got tons to read.
I have been doing this until it frightens me at how my body adapts.
On Saturday, I slept at 8am, and woke up at 10.30PM lar...can u believe it? I was damn shocked...that I could sleep so much...thru the whole day...and the thing is u realise that when u are alone in hall, yes u have friends but they only take sparing concerns for u...as in on and off that kind.
I was like an abandon old man who so sadly no one care that day, no msgs or calls that could actually wake me up...so I just slept the whole day..like those news report of old man who died in their home alone and no one discover until a few days later..pretty sad and lonely feeling..the moment I woke up, I missed staying at home when I would be nagged to wake up earlier and get to eat some homecook meal..=(
Nah...just a rant...I am independent...but I guess it shows that deep down everyone's afraid of being alone at times. =(
Ok, hitting back to the books...=)
This video's one of my favourite and the song really gets u moving...haha..i listen to it when i m nearly falling asleep...so this is to all my studying friends out there...haha..
Oh the final dance is really fun to play haha...I always dance the moves when I m suddenly bored in the room...haha...quite fun lar...retro..lol...ok lar...i dun really like retro, but this one's pretty exceptional...=)
Jiayou!...I keep drinking red bull lar...one more day to marketing exam, my first paper..=)
Haha...this two videos are my favourite among alot of super retarded ones...haha..same series...MUST WATCH...EXAM DESTRESS VIDEOS!!! HAHA
Nice, soothing, calming yet emotional and sad song..if u understand the lyrics lar,...haha...
日の内エミ
遊びつかれたかれた寄る庭
決まっていつも胸を
急にさびしさが襲う
むなしさ名のかも知れない
ねえ気味の心の中庭
私はチャンといるの？
いつだってこんなにも
君の思っている野に
広く自由な空絵
いつかとびだって生きたいと願っていた
大地に足をしっかりつけて
ゆっくり翼を広げて見れば
*有り触れた言葉並べてだけ出羽
届きそうにないこの“愛してる”輪永遠に
そしてまた新しい朝輪やってきて
何の新しく変われない私がいるだけ
いつも回りばかりを気にして
いつからか自分の忘れていた
一度何もかも輪忘れて
自分の空を自由に飛びたい
この厚い思い無駄にしたくない
きっと確かだよいつか伝わる君にも
君からのone call画あるだけで
顔がにやけてきちゃう
でもまたすぐにさびしくなってしまうよ
好きとつく焼けば涙がこぼれた
つないだこの手を
どうかこのままにしておいて
Ok, I will be kind..the translation:
On the nights I'm tired of playing,
the loneliness always attacks my heart suddenly...
maybe it's emptiness.
Hey, am I in your heart?
I'm always thinking about you so much
I had hoped to fly to
the wide, free sky someday
If I stay firmly on Earth,
I could slowly try to spread my wings
*It seems that just listing the ordinary words
won't reach you
(but) this "I love you" is eternal
And then a new morning comes
I'm just here, unable to change
I'm always concerned with what's going around
Since when have I forgotten myself?
I want to forget everything once more
and fly my own sky freely
I don't want to waste these passionate thoughts
I'm sure they're definte;
Someday I'll even tell them to you
Just one call from you
and I get a flirtatious look
But, I'll soon get lonely again
When you whispered that you loved me, my tears spilled
Just keep on holding my hand
* repeat
Loving you, come closer to me
My love
Since I came back to hall from home, I haven read a decent paragraph of Company Law yet...it's like my peak reading period comes during 3am plus to 7am plus...and before that's like crap...
My studying's been super slow..izzit due to the too relaxing mood in my mind that exams only start on friday for me? And it is MARKETING...something that have to be creative on the stop. It feels like primary school oral, where u need to be more creative and imaignative to score against ur friends...the same thing...=) Fun, but worrying to some extent, and apparently I dun freaking know why the fear is still not in my mind...usually it would have been.
I also bought a super noisy alarm clock just like my old one...haha...ensures that I confirm can wake up for morning paper...=)
Yesterday I was talking to Yirong about Serene Centre...reminds me of a place I haven gone there for AGES...haha...it's like the last time was during JC2 lar...lol...Wei Wei...reminds u of that place too rite...haha..come to think of that the 3 of us all have some Bukit Timah links...lol...=)
Anyway, my xiaomei's store is here in this link:
Shopaholic
Apparently, she's selling quite well with her Coach items at much cheaper price cause she buys them from the factory outlet in US. I am not interested in Coach lar, but if u all are, can take a look, oh Vicotria Secret's pretty cheap from US too..I mean compared to buying local lar...
The levis in US sells at like US28.90 only lar...that's like at most 50 bucks pls shipping lor...and I just bought one at 120 like 2-3 months for cny...I think after exams I am going to buy le. =) And she can buy it for me and send it back nicely...haha...her boyfriend delivery to me. Both are my favourite juniors =) haha...
Yesterday I told my xiaomei about myself now and she was like"...woah...u take care of urself"...actually I think that too. The more you sink into this thing deeper, the more it hurts you. But ultimately, it would just backfire on the one you really really dun wanto hurt and would use ur life to protect upon. In this game, it's seriously up to who is stronger mentally and emotionally. I know you are not strong, but I will be there to cheer u and support you ya?
"If you dun have the strength to carry on, I would carry you on my back for the rest of the journey. Just believe in yourself. I believe in U and I"
Awww so sweet...haha...I can be write some love story similar to P.S. I love you, The Leap Years or Koizora now..haha...my 3 favorite movies...
SEE...can tell I seriously dun give a damn about exams rite...still can talk cock on my blog now..I am fcuked up man...=(...haha..relaxing
Anyway, Happy Birthday Yan Lian!
Stay Happy always k? Good luck for ur FYP =)
And to come:
Happy Happy Birthday Pretty-Oh-So-Loving-And-Ever-Flirtatiou-Bitch Miranda...haha...ZHANG MING ZHEN!!! I MISS YA SO MUCH...DROP ME A SMS LAR...U SURF HUNK WATCHING BITCH!...haha...=) That's a pre post for your 23rd on the 15th of April.
I will never forget you.
忘れない。
Someone told me that listening to classical music increases memory and brainpower...nah..I dun rewally care...my com's blasting all the "When you are gone" "Five Minutes to Midnight" kind of rock.
But today's different, I kind of got hooked onto this song "Forbidden Colors" by Ryuichi Sakamoto.
A nice emotional outbursting piano piece, just like the way of live. Close ur eyes and u can nearly feel your past coming back to haunt u, in all bittersweet memories.
So take a break and listen to it.
Which calls for the time to get my ass down and study my lungs and soul out...haha...=)
Marketing is up next, essentially around 9 days to study, I dunno why people are complaining, because I thank my lucky stars for the spacing these sem to study all my exams...like at least no back ot back papers...super dangerous and tiring...9 days is enough, more than enough if u can really treasure the time to study. =) It's not alot, yet it's not to the extent of insufficient.
Ok, enough of words, so no excuse this sem to score lesser than 4.5.
Just believe in yourself.
And I believe in U too. =)
Looks interesting rite?
This looks...abit weird...
Ok lar, at least it looks better now...=)
Anyway, the rice taste very normal...the chicken is abit too flaky, but the chilli still not too bad sia...haha...overall, it actually taste like combat ration lor...those better ones bah i guess...i think space food actually means combat ration lar...lol...=)...it's not as appealing as i tot lar...but still worth a try i guess...not bad lar...at least it's an interesting meal...those in hall give it a try lor...anyone who ate the curry chicken le tell me if it is nice ok?
KPMG ICEE TEAM 2 - 2nd runner up
You will find the most dramatic and humourous flash...haha...damn funny lar the first it...SUPER DRAMA....
You can change the name of the hyperlink to change it to your name lar...haha...go run along and play..
Just believe in yourself...
But I still cant cramp the Background, External and Internal Environment into 5 minutes lar...SO SHORT and SO MANY THINGS TO SAY!!!!