Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Welcome to My Life
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Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

木曜日, 5月 29, 2008
Aces Team A is leaving for Japan tonight. I wish them luck in everything and pray for an all stunts up routine like Cheerobics 2008. =)

Seriously, I know I haven joined Aces for very long, but the road to Japan was really filled with lots and lots of obstacles that many cannot tell and cannot feel. Only the team knew it themselves. I so so so happy when they won the Champion in Cheerobics because the effort they put in....is indeed unbelievable.

Do it again and show the world why you guys and girls are the Champion. =)


Yawnz...someone is sicked and I am so worried...fever some more...take great great great care of yourself ok? =))) I miss you.

火曜日, 5月 27, 2008
S-H-A-G we SHAG SHAG...

As training goes by, physical strain is inevitable. My left wrist has already given way, and it hurts just to crak my wrist, my lower back is also feeling the strain.

Fatigue sets in faster than I could recover now...I think I m getting older and older, with slower recover.

Yawnz...I wanto toss xiulu..but feel so weak and strengthless now..zzz..

Tired. I need a good sleep of 15 hrs. =(

木曜日, 5月 22, 2008
Agonizing...

Sometimes the more you wanto achieve something, the more it seems to slip away from you. Disappointing, but avoidably true. Then u will feel so useless and stupid that the more u try, the worst u get and the lousier u become. Then wat's the point of trying and trying. The more u try, it doesnt progress and u remain at the starting point.

I know lar..all the encourage words and stuff. I just wanto whine and complain.

I dun care. I wanto do my backhandspring...pls dun be injured my back and left wrist. =(((

日曜日, 5月 18, 2008
I just realise the world is so small...haha...Rina, Yayun and Elyn are all Hall 12 pageant and James is Yayun's partner...lol...so small world hor...



And then...超级星光大道第三季...SPIDER IS INSIDE!!! That's so COOL...




Lol...he's one of the specialist in my unit...I remember he was always singing Zhang Xing Zhe's song and super nice at that time lar...=) I am like so so so proud of him...his voice became even nicer now...wa lao...

PEOPLE PLS SUPPORT HIM haha...he looks pretty cool now...lol...last time he's always very gan jiong one lor...lol...that's why spider...=)

Jing Lun jiayou jiayou!!!

I suddenly feel like going back to reservist in JUNE!!! Since PA's so boring...aiya...should have gone for it lor...lol...then can go suan Jing Yun...=)


Today has been a great day.

My first weekend since PA started.

Currently I've been doing alot of mundane data entry no brainer stuff...hope I can learn much more things next week.

Nearly lost my cheerleading shoes today when i stupidly left it on the bus...luckily for me, when I went over to the bus terminal station to find, the bus driver just stepped into the office with my shoe bag in his hand...I was damn happy lar...I dun wanto be like Kah Weng...ahaha...=)...damn evil rite me...

Still, overall today's really a great day with you to walk around and just stone around, sitting down and talking about stupid things. =)
Thank for being there always when I need you and always so understanding that I might be tired. =)

Monday there's no training...hmmm...abit sian cause I have gotten used to the schedule already...I think I twisted my hands while trying to do the backhandspring wrongly...=(

Now I am trying to scan my computer after not doing so for ages....gosh...so many spywares on my com...lol...no wonder my com so laggy...ok ok...gotta go check out the 星光三班.

See ya! =)

火曜日, 5月 13, 2008
Today, the first day of PA...pretty much a day filled with unknown...dunno how to go to work, dunno talk to who, wat to say, how to go lunch(as in where) and when to leave to go off...as in u cant leave early lar...damn paiseh one lor...

So i did one full day of Bank Reconciliation for January, STILL haven finish...wa...terrible bank statement to tally with lar...=(



This is a picture of my desk at PA...it's pretty nice...it supposed to belong to a lady on Maternity Leave, so ya...now i am the one hogging the company and desk..

This is the view outside the pantry. The Cargos that Goldin Enterprise deals with.



Having nothing to do and falling asleep constantly, i decided to entertain myself with some photo taking...too bad the responsible me took one photo and decided to leave the pantry and go back to work...

That's all for now on my PA. Going to sleep...SUPER TIRED after my PA and ACES training. =) But really enjoyable. =)

Thanks for all those trying to teach me backhandspring...XP who keep asking me to jump and try without any coaching...Yirong who only taught me the starting jump and Yuen Bo who finally got something out of me to try. I will improve...target to clear backhandspring before june. =)

FINALLY...TO THE ONE AND ONLY U KNOW WHO DDDD:

I know ur PA area sucks lar...opps...sorry i cant help..but i promise to let u complain to me always ok? Dun be angry, it takes my favourite cute smile of yours away. =) Jia you. =)


火曜日, 5月 06, 2008
So happy to go training today.

I miss everyone at training...haha...am i sick or wat..

I am starting to feel my aging body...those PT used to be like nothing to me...now I can feel that my muscles are strained...sucks...

I kind of think that if the female flyers are doing wushu posts on a single base, It will look SUPER NICE...not UR common wushu post my readers...nah...hard to describe...like the jian ones i did before...hmmm...
Oh well just a tot...it wouldnt happen lar...=)

Hope i dun strain my back..=(

日曜日, 5月 04, 2008
SILLY GIRL...BELIEVE IN ME. BELIEVE IN US.

I guess trouble only bring the best out in us...what's life without challenges and troubles...I m not a nua person...I love challenges..

I wanted to go for training and instead, I screwed up the time...It was supposed to END at 6pm and I tot it will start at 6pm....zzz...=(

土曜日, 5月 03, 2008
Hmmm...feeling pretty down...

I think I am not going for training on sunday too..=(

Sorry Team...I dun wanto go training with a sad look...so off...

爱一个人,
不是想要见她,
不是天天想他,
也不是时时刻刻想要在一起。

爱一个人,
是一种勇气。
一种面对未来的勇气。

面对着未来的未知,未来的灾难,未来的痛苦都不怕。
只要手牵着手,就能勇敢的一起走下去。
就算下一秒是世界末日,
只要这一秒我们还在一起就够了。

如果你怕面对未来,
如果你怕分手,
如果你怕心痛,
如果你怕受伤,
如果你怕后悔,
如果你怕别人的谴责,
如果你怕别人的指指点点,

你就根本不够爱一个人。

因为你最爱的是自己。

如果你放不开这种自私,
这种命运的摆布,
这种愚蠢,

那你没有资格说你深爱过一个人。

金曜日, 5月 02, 2008
Tmr In like 7 hours time it will be my last paper.
In like 10 hours time my agony will be over for this sem.

Sucks to come back to school alone during labour day to study...plus when u have zero mood to do anything and yet u have to do it cause its easy and u can score...plus the fact that when u look around hall it's just like TIONG bahru, you dunno who to look for for lunch and dinner...

Yucks...I finished Excel part only now...now to VBA. =(

Praying...=)

Vampire Knight is getting damn interesting...hmmm...=))