Your Smile . My Life
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


A loner.
A devil.
A pessimist.
A contradictor.


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Welcome to My Life
Do you know me?
Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...

火曜日, 6月 24, 2008
I think i am like falling sick..losing appetite and with weird stomach reactions...haix...

I am starting to dread going to work, because it has become so boring and mundane, plus i m doing so redundant job...haix...the only source of entertainment is my msn mass chat session...lol...=)

Anyway, I am like feeling the fatigue of repeated trainings and work on my body now...feel so easily tired...

I miss my darling so much right here right now...=(( Kind of sad yet amazing how the same place that has all the great memories with u before would suddenly turn so depressing just cause u are not around. U really brighten up my days so much with ur msg in the early morning blues of work. =))) Thanks LOVE.

I wonder why people tend to delete their blogs once they have a conflict with someone. When u blog, u blog for urself, and not anyone. These are just how u feel, and wat u wanto say. Yes people do read them, but it's a choice for them. If they dislike u, they can dun read ur blog, if they read and wanto comment, just ignore them.

It's like "This is my life right why should u decide where I should or shouldn't go?"

Deleting your blog doesnt solve anything actually. It just tells people that you are uneasy and u are responding to their call against u.

On the other hand, its a form of hiding back to your own cave, because u dun want any comments or any external influences. U wanto isolate urself.

I guess at the end of the day, it's how u wanto face the music. Whether u wanto brace urself against it (deleting blogs doesnt remove u from the topic of the day) or avoid it temporary. U can avoid it for the moment, but not forever. =)