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Do you know me?Are you sure you know me?
I dun even know myself...
金曜日, 8月 29, 2008
Giap you are really damn suay lar...I think you touched Butter when you are sitting next to him and that's why he suddenly damn suay too after you left. =)Anyway, it's been a long week of not understanding much at 306. Got to hit the books now. I am sorry if I would seem busier, because 306's damn difficult and I am damn lost..=(
Been feeling much weaker after I fell sick, my TTH sucks now...yucks...my BHS sucks now...hope to recover soon. =)
Nothing much. Was supposed to have performance, some bastard under cut us for some performances at a lower price, I mean I always know that people are desperate for money, but being desperate until this extent really sucks...I mean come on lar...be professional and show some common cheer leading professionalism lar...not as if u are a new kid in the block or f-up standards that need to do this lar...At least you are some old senior running around in the circle lar that at least would render some sense of respect for the elderly.
I mean even as a junior in the cheer leading circle I despise you for this total lack of professionalism. If u are paid more and invited because you are more pro, fine I have nothing to say. U are more pro yet u are willing to take much lesser, WTF....
It's probably these people that makes the general public thinks that cheerleaders are just some cheap performers. No wonder cheer leadering was never in a good light with such people around man...Talk about putting or spreading the spirit of cheer leading....haha...simple ironies of life
Seriously, How low can you get? (featuring T-pain: LOW LOW LOW LOW)
Especially when you undercut a team for performance and then ask the team members if they wanna perform with you....=X
G-O-O-D J-O-B man.
金曜日, 8月 22, 2008
Been having bolts of down these days...first up i fell sick, coughing all night until I couldnt sleep...then when I was recovering, my hall flyer unlock struggled and kick me in my eye at elevator level...I was like wat the fcuk...how to do that man...power...so now you guys can catch me in my panda eye around school these days lor...Then today at inter-block game, other than not being able to win the basketball(LOST TO SOME TIONGS), I even sprain my ankle...WAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME!!!!
ZZZZ...DAMN PISS AND SCREWED UP PERIOD.
I think someone purposely cursing me to make me perform badly for the trials haha... Seriously.
Anyway, one good thing is that I discovered that my ultra scary feeling 306 tutor turned out to be pretty cock actually...haha...he's serious and cock at the same time...how to man...ZAI...haha...and then he's so much more effective than the lectures that are so content based and so not explained everytime lar...
SCREW U, THE 306 LECTURER WHO DOES NOT EXPLAIN AT ALL AND MUMBLING IN UR OWN WORLDAND JOKE!
Even if i focus entirely I still can't get wat u are talking about and it's damn disgusting and frustrating...
月曜日, 8月 18, 2008
Opps I think girlgirl is sad/angry/disappointed/add your own feelings* with me for not messaging her today for the whole day...=( I am sorry...I want you to know that my phone was flat the whole day when it was in my bag. The competition actually ended at 5 plus, but choosing the watches took until 7 plus 8 before I had dinner.I know u are very very worried for me too, because I feel so too when u didn't reply me, I was expecting u to feel sad/angry/disappointed/add your own feelings*. Basically what I feel too on my end when I couldnt msg you or call u.
I feel so stupid why I didn't just borrowed a phone to call her early.
Deardear, I just want you to know that u were the first person on my mind that I wanted to tell when we won the competition today, that's why I tried to call u so many many times the moment I rush home on a cab to plug in my phone to the charger. I guess it's really not comforting at all right, I am sorry. =(
I never put cheerleading before you deardear
Cheerleading is a passion but U are my life. =)
I AM SORRY!!!
FORGIVE A SICK BOY PLEASE? =)
木曜日, 8月 14, 2008
I think I am officially sick now...NOW NOW NOW just when I need more energy for some weird competition that suddenly arise.So many things to do, so little time to rest, maybe that's why my body's complaining to me now...I need a break SERIOUSLY.
Can I request for my girl girl to nurse me back to health onegai? =(
火曜日, 8月 12, 2008
The saga's pretty unrelated to me, just to my friends, however, it hit me such that I didn't thing that even within such a small group such things can happen like my hall.I remember a friend once said, never shit at the place u eat. This is totally true, because you wouldn't know how the consequences will turn out to be when tongues wag, and you need to see each other still, imagine how awkward it is.
如果可以那么容易说不爱就不爱的话，
我想你曾经付出的爱也不过如此而已。。
试想想自己真的爱过对方吗，
或者也只是爱上爱的感觉？
做过情人的朋友，
永远回不到过去的完美。
Just a personal after thought.
I hope the parties well, because at the end of the day you are all my friends. I have no rights to intervene, neither do I want to also. But I definitely wouldn't want to see how's unhappy or sad still because as a friend, I am worried. We are all worried, no matter you believe or not, because we are all a team.
The move has already been made, as pawns of the game of life. I just hope that you will find a better way out after this.
Cheers, because we are cheerleaders. We smile no matter how sad we are or how tough it is. =)
土曜日, 8月 09, 2008
Have you read Tuesdays with Morrie before?I remember there's this chapter about growing old, when Mitch asked 79 years old Morrie if he ever been jealous about 25 youngster who is playing and enjoying life. Morrie say that perhaps, but he has been 25 once, and he had his fun. Now he's 25, 35, 45 and 79. He is who he is now at every stage of life that he has been through.
Hmm...sounds abit cheem about what I am saying here...haha...like I always tell my juniors why I lost the drive to go crazy like a freshie or lead cheer like a GL now that I am a grand senior myself, life's a stage.
There have been moments when you were the actors of life, the young ones in the lime light, learning and doing everything on stage.
Then you proceed to the stage when you are the backstage producers of the show, the directors, light and sound manager, producers that help to guide and facilitate the actors on stage.
Then you become the audience of the show. You had your fun acting. You directed your show. It's really time to step back and enjoy the show seeing young people in their respective time that you had a few years ago. You give your wise words and comments to guide everything, but the stage is theirs.
Yearning to return to me is just 看不透红尘.
People should really know when to retire glorously. Can't they see what's the outcome of Micheal Jackson returning to play basketball again?
Oh well...I think a little challenge would be good.
木曜日, 8月 07, 2008
Once upon a time, there were a few freshmen living in Hall 8 Block 41.It was a happy place until one day they found one Singh living there always spitting into the water cooler and using the upwards spraying water to wash his mucus filled nostril. This utterly disgusted them and as such, they warned him and issued a notice to all block resident at the water cooler to remind him not to do it.
However, the efforts were largely futile.
The next years, these freshmen became senior, and the same complain of the Singh came from their juniors living in the block. The same warning goes and they prayed that he doesn't do such disgusting stuff again.
Another year flies, beautiful day in the block and someone caught the Singh again spitting and washing his nostril. The resident was utterly disgusted and complained to the hall office and the JCRC. So one of the JCRC member frustrated_boy85@hotmail.com decided to send an email to complain to the block prof. The block prof and shf comfronted him and this is the cock email he replied.
From: #SINGH#
To: SHF
Cc: HF
Subject: RE: Regarding Resident spitting into the water cooler
Respected Sir
First of all i would like to extend my deep apology to everyone concerned Sir.
Sir i was not aware of this fact until today Sir as nobody ever told me or talked to me about it. Had anyone talked to me about it or told me i would have taken the precautionary measure there and then itself Sir. I would never intend to bother anyone Sir in such a bad manner.Sir i never ever did spit or washed my nostrils in the water cooler, Sir i suffer from sever Sinus and sometimes while drinking water my throat does get itchy but i never spit Sir.
Sir i rest assure you and everyone Sir from now on i would take along water bottle with me and fill the water in the bottle and then drink it Sir and not drink it otherwise to cause any suspicions Sir.
Sir actually i have seen people spit and brush their teeth near water cooler and kitch sink and i feel irritated at that Sir so i would never ever think to doing that kind of act Sir, Sir i dont know if it is a misunderstanding or something but i rest assure you that from now on i would not give any chance of complaints from my side to anyone Sir.
Sir actually i always clean the water cooler thrice with water since i am really a health consicous person and its really sad that my hallmates have such a poor impression of me Sir.
Sir had anyone talked to me before or told me about it previously, this issue would never had gone so far Sir.
I am really really Sorry to everyone concerned Sir and would rest assure that from now on i would take care of this issue Sir.
Thanks a lot Sir
With deep apologies
Regards
Singh
If I were to do a summary on his email, two words: TALK COCK.
月曜日, 8月 04, 2008
Today marks the beginning of a new sem and a new academic year.Back to the days of lectures and tutorial once again as I nostalgically hope for the holiday that was just gone. By the time again next year, I would have graduated and probably be getting ready to work in one of the Big 4.
I can't help but think that how fast time flies, like I was just a junior, than senior and now, a final year student already.
Like I say, the stage has now been passed to the next generation of younger kids, it's time for them to step up to the roles that they have been groom to play. It's time for us to step back and see what they can come up with..
Can't help feeling older...haha...I never once admitted that I was young, nor do I fear of being old, just that I feel that the time passed seems like a glance of AE86 drift that when you woke up, you realise, your Uni days are nearly over.
The motion for this year is to work hard for studies to secure my second upper class, play hard for cheerleading to be the champion once again, and love hard to treasure this beautiful girl in my arms.